Hypersexual Culture Is Thinking Something Is Wrong With You For Years Until Finding Out The Term Hypersexual

uhhh apparently i show npd symptoms... so this is whats been ruining my life

i hate that i cant fucking enjoy anything because its either im worried its NOT something i actually like and that i basically copied it% mimiced someone else or that its too generalized of a thing to like or i dont do it good enough so i should shoot muself or overd0se right now because im bad at it

heres an example

i like music. i like vocaloid alot and kikuos music

problem. i cant tell if its me that i like anymore or i copied it cuz half of my fucking interests and personality or all of it is fake. secondly its too genetalizrf and everyone i know likes it meaning im normal and not good enough and should kill myself now. thirdly i literally dont know the lyrics are meaning therefore im a faker and should kll myself now.

Inside you there are two wolves…

yearly reminder that scars get sun burnt a lot easier then skin. remember to keep your scars covered or to use sunscreen (minimum spf of 30) when outside. dont put sunscreen on open wounds tho, only scars!!

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negative affirmations

I can be worse

I still have time to fuck things up

I can kms any time I want

everything is my fault ahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahhahahhahahahhahaha pelases fei ene dsjfdklsdjfgf please pelase pale sepalesepalesplapelpleasepleasepleapselapeseplet me die please paels esdfsss im so so so so so sorry please im sorry pleas pelase plaesplease pleasepleaelskfd;gjfklh

Hello please reblog this if you’re okay with people sending you random asks to get to know you better

has anyone developed a parasocial relationship with me yet

I have a distinct memory of laying in my bed as a kid and wishing with all my heart that I would get hurt. That I would get into a bad car crash or I'd disappear. So my parents would cry and realize they didn't cherish me enough.

I find it sad that younger me thought she had to get hurt to feel loved.