I Bleed Quite Prettily

How do you expect me to be nice when I feel like dying

i go from "i didn't deserve the things that happened to me" to "there is no suffering that I do not deserve" in like 3 seconds

tryna post this again because its not showing up on the tags ):

1 year sh progression, tw sh. if you say some shit like "i cant wait to get worse!!" ill fucking kill you

april 24th 2024 (left) vs may 6th 2025 (right). i can find that exact scar on my skin and its really weird, idk why. wish that still felt deep, nothing feels deep enough

i just wanna cut and then die immediately after

on new years i relapsed and cut like hundreds of times all over my body and then the next day i woke up, overdosed on my meds, immediately left the house, got energy drinks, almost threw up, and then just wandered around while looping a trigger song and with a blade in my pocket so uh. yeah i would say i don't really like new years

thinking about when i told my friend id stay clean for 3 days becuz i knew he was super stressed out about me cutting only for me to cut after one day clean

im so so so so so so so so so so so so so sorry

How do you expect me to be nice when I feel like dying

hangingggg my loveeeeeee

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*sigh* I want attention... I *need* attention... *sad rat noises*

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did anyone else want to be hurt as a kid???

like grievously injured so that ppl would care for you and think about you and wonder if ur doing okay