#releasethetimebombcut

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You were born to shift, staying here is useless.

The villain’s stare bored itself into the hero relentlessly and the hero felt - as so often - the crushing weight growing heavier. If it wasn’t for the villain, they’d be dead.

“I don’t know,” the hero whispered. Their voice was hoarse, completely breaking apart. “I’m sorry.”

“I didn’t ask for an apology, I asked for an explanation.” The villain wiped some dust off their clothes and took in a deep breath. Unlike the hero, they were untouched, perfectly healthy. However, also in a scarily bad mood.

Usually, the villain wasn’t as serious as they should have been. So, this was surprising. The villain had never saved the hero.

“I don’t know,” the hero repeated. They put their head in their hands, grabbed the roots of their hair. “I’m sorry, but I don’t know.”

“Think, then.”

The hero looked up.

“I feel like I’m at a point in my life where…where I’m standing still. I can’t go forward. And if I do move, I go backwards and then, I come back to the same point. I…I don’t know what I was thinking, I knew this mission would be dangerous. I didn’t know it would be suicide. I’m, fuck, I’m…I’m stupid.”

The villain’s brows furrowed.

“Alright, enough.” They raised a hand as if to silence the hero. “Your personal problems don’t concern me, but I can’t save you every time you’re in trouble. Ruins my reputation.”

“I’m not asking you to save me.”

“It’s not much of a choice when you look at me like a sad puppy.” The villain sighed and kneeled in front of them. “You dying would kind of ruin my day, so I’m trying to avoid that.”

The hero buried their face in their hands, squeezing their eyes shut until they saw stars. They were aware that something was wrong with them. Admittedly, they didn't know if they had always been broken, or if this had developed during the last months of saving people.

Somewhere within the hero, they knew this part of them, this unlovable part they were so ashamed of, this sick and weak part that made them crumble and decay, destroyed them from the inside out. Often the hero imagined it was a tumor they could cut out of their flesh, they wouldn't even care if they'd hit bone with the blade. But it was etched into their soul and that could barely be fixed.

A sweet relationship that had turned incredibly bitter, a friend dying in front of them, their noble view of the world changing radically - all of it had tainted the hero in a way words could barely describe.

The hero didn't feel like they could see colors anymore, their taste was dull, they had become lazy. And in their mind, they were the most undesirable, most pathetic, most detestable person in the entire world.

They felt the tears, the usual stinging in their nose and eyes.

"You do know that I don't have to save you, right?" the villain asked.

"Yeah," the hero said, wiping tears away. "I get it. I'm grateful for your kindness. I'll repay you somehow."

"That's not exactly what I meant," the villain said. "I meant that you're perfectly capable of saving yourself."

They bit their bottom lip.

"I get it, some days suck. Some weeks suck. Some months suck. But someone as competent as you cannot be this reckless. Do you think you're unable to overcome what you're dealing with? You out of all people?" The villain tilted their head and let out a long sigh. "If I was cruel, I'd tell you to join me because I can make your life better. But sadly, I don't have all the answers either. And I want you to truly believe in my goals and understand me as a person."

Their eyes fixed on the hero's lips but they looked away quickly.

"Just do me a favor and don't get killed," they said. The hero closed their eyes and took in a deep and shaky breath.

"I will try."

"Good." They felt the villain's fingertips brush their arm, but when they opened their eyes, they were alone.

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if what you dont like is in the 3d, why continue to entertain it and keep it alive?

you keep things alive by giving them attention. you know how ppl say if your getting bullied, ignore the bully and eventually they will get tired and stop? your attention is powerful. the 3d is not a bully but theres no use in fighting it bc it is showing you what you dont like. take a deep breath, let all your emotions out and change the thing that changes the 3d, self.

*you can still give attention to what you dont like and still manifest what you want bc its what you accept as true in imagination that matters. nothing happening in the 3d has any effect on you before you allow it to effect you (self). the point of this mini rant was to remind you that there is no use in getting mad and angry over the 3d all day. give up on it and change self bc the 3d is only self expressed 🫶🏽🎀!

kisses, jani ☆

Two things I’ve noticed about Jinx;

She never calls Silco “dad” - but she refers to Vander as “dad” twice. Once when she mentions to Vi that he’s “her father too” and again in the last episode, she directly says to him “dad?”

One thing I always was a little sad about was the idea that Jinx saw Silco as more of her father than Vander - but now I’m wondering if she EVER truly saw Silco as her dad. I mean, she never once refers to Silco as such.

Many people, including Silco, refer to Jinx as his daughter but never him as her Dad.

I do wonder if it’s due to Jinx, while clearly caring a lot about him, not viewing him that way OR some small part of her holding resentment to him because of how he killed Vander.

In addition to that; Jinx constantly refers to Vi as her sister, like ALL the time. In almost every sentence, she calls Vi “sis,” sometimes affectionately, mostly as a more of insult. But she says it at least on 7 seperate occasions in season 2 alone.

Aside from 1.03 where Silco first takes Powder in and she says that Vi is “not her sister” anymore, Jinx NEVER claims that Vi is no longer her sister.

Vi does. Multiple times in season 2, she says Powder is gone and that Jinx is not her sister. She says it to Caitlyn and to Jinx’s face herself.

It’s super interesting to me that while Jinx clearly tries to separate herself from her past and from Powder, the girl she used to be, she still clearly see Vi and Vander as her family. She’s always been Powder, that’s never changed.

Jinx has tried so hard to kill that part of herself but as long as she still views Vi as her sister, Vander as her dad, she is never going to be rid of her younger self; the girl who only wanted to protect her family.

And that’s not even touching the subject of Ekko; the only person from her past that has fully accepted her as both Powder and Jinx and loves her anyway, the only person she has not been able to bring herself to kill, the only person who never once appeared as one of her hallucinations. As such, the only person aside from Isha who she never seemed to hallucinate around.

Anyway this is just me rambling.

Ever wonder why Ekko always kept close to Jinx during the battle? Like, how he was always at her side within seconds that he realised she's in danger?

Well you see...uhhh....

It's cause of Jinx's signature move "You think I'm dying? No bitch WE dying"

Yeah, Jinx's solution to whenever she's backed into a corner during a fight is to blow herself up, and to hopefully take both of them out.

I love how everyone was awwing at "look at how protective Ekko is of Jinx" when we saw him immediately appear the second she was in danger.

Yeah well ahskkkkshdjk THERE'S A VERY GOOD REASON FOR THAT!

imagine your OCs (family version)

i recommend you to write or draw your ocs in these scenarios to better understand how each of them would act

WHOLE FAMILY

there's just one last slice of pizza (who eats it? who gives it up for the rest? who throughts it in the garbage can? who tries to make a deal?...)

playing UNO (plus someone has to grab 16 cards)

watching a horror movie (who enjoys it? who is scared to death? who doesn't give a shit and is texting someone else? who eats all the popcorn?...)

there's a huge spider in the bathroom (who is terrified by it? who kills it? who gets it out of the house without harming it? who doesn't give a damn? who reports it for home invasion? who eats it?...)

car traveling (who's driving? who plays the music? who asks "are we there yet"? who feels dizzy? who's sleeping? who asks stupid questions?...)

having dinner with one of the kids' boyfriend/girlfriend (who acts normal? who makes puns and dad bad jokes? who tries to scare them away? who gets along the best with them? who starts bringing up random facts to impress them?...)

going to gramdpa/grandma's (who's eating all the candy? who's having debates with gramdpa/grandma? who's the one that just wants to go home?...)

going to IKEA (who gets lost? who doesn't? who follows the arrows? who wants to go to the kids section? who wants to buy everything? who grabs all the pencils?...)

adopting a pet (who's the one that doesn't want it at first and ends up loving it? who's the one that doesn't want it at first and at last? who's the one that wants it at first but ends up bored? who loves it from the beginning to the end? who chooses the name? who feeds it? who walks it (in case of being a dog)?...)

playing mario kart (who wins the race? who gets so emotional that starts screaming? who cries because of the screaming one? who waits to be the last one so that they can get the best objects? who distracts the others?...)

going camping (who sets up the tent? who wakes up first? who sleeps 'till 4pm? who gets bitten by all the mosquitoes? who wants to go back home after 1 hour? who wants to go for a walk and who doesn't? who tells scary stories at night?...)

cleaning the house (who doesn't want to? who doesn't give a damn because they clean every day? who ends up getting distracted by old stuff? who gives up after 3 minutes? who ends up cleaning everything?...)

new years's eve (who stays up till 3am? who goes to bed at nine? who skips the family dinner to go out with friends? who gets drunk and sings random 80's songs? who suggests to watch stand up comedy?...)

series preferences (who likes friends? who prefers seinfeld? who likes more brooklyn nine-nine? who wants to watch game of thrones? who chooses orange is the new black? breaking bad? stranger things? american horror story?...)

playing monopoly (who buys everything? who sends everyone to jail? who plays the bank? who eats the little houses when the others aren't watching? who gets angry when nothing goes as planned?...)

whatsapp group chat (who sends pics from holiday? who says hi every day? who leaves them read? who doesn't even read them? who sends memes?...)

grandpa/grandma died (who cries for weeks? who cries for ten minutes? who doesn't cry because they didn' have a good relationship with them? who is a little bit sad for a moment and having a party after it? who says "i told you they wouldn't last one more week?...)

PARENTS ONLY

everyday life (who's the one that cooks better? who's the one that washes the dishes? who wakes up the kids? who does it loudly and who does it calmly? who gets asleep first? who prefers going outside and who preferst staying at home when kids are out? who lets the kids watch adult movies and who doesn't?...)

having to tell kids about Santa (who explains it carefuly? who tells them without hesitation? who tells them that it's actually Satan but someone misspelled it many years ago and now everyone pretends it's a fat old man? they don't have to because they atheist?...)

the school calls them because one (if not all) of their kids tried to burn the building down (who's being serious and wants to punish the kid(s)? who congratulates the one that did it?...)

choosing summer holiday place to go (who wants to stay near the house and just go to the beach or buy a pool? who wants to go as far away as they can afford? who can't go because they have to work/study?...)

having to tell their kids about sex (who tells them short and clear? who makes a hole PowerPoint presentation?...)

bed situations (who ends up grabbing all the blankets in winter? who sweats more in summer? who wakes up at 3am because they have to pee? who is the big spoon?...)

SIBLINGS ONLY (at least 2)

halloween time (who wears scary costumes? who wears sexy costumes? who doesn't want to celebrate it? who goes trick or treating? who goes to a party? who stays at home watching horror movies? who goes out with friends until 4am? who takes advantage of it and takes a gun outside?...)

someone breaks something when parents aren't home (who blames it on the other/s?, who tells their parents the truth when they arrive? who tries to hide it? who tries to fix it?...)

they kill someone (who starts panicking and wants to tell the police? who proposes to bury the corpse at a random place? who proposes to eat the body so the police never founds it? who actually calls the cops and blames it on the others? who takes a selfie with the corpse and posts it on snapchat?...)

they're playing and one of them got hurt (who hurts them harder? who blames it on the one that got hurt? who acts like nothing happened? who jokes about it as a coping mechanism? who helps the one that got hurt?...)

everyday life (who makes the rules? who's the one they have rules for? who doesn't follow the rules? who's the boss when parents aren't home? who gets the best bedroom? who tells the other/s they're adopted? who shows the other/s adult movies in secret?...)

people realizing that they can do anything, have anything, delete anything, create anything because they are only pure consciousness and their reality is manageable to their will and have nothing to do but only imagine and not do literal witchcraft.