2024-12-12

what a mess mind u i dont treat her like that actually i literally just let her pop off bc i’m scared to make it worse and now i feel bad because for once i was honest and said those words are still affecting me and i just cant get myself into that mindset when all u do is confirm that the worst things i think about myself are true even though i’ve done so much growth for this relationship even at our worst i still treat you with respect and bite my tongue and it’s still not enough? idgi this is a crazy ass cycle i only use this fucking website to vent and get away even tho i’m not allowed to have social media lmaoooosnebdhabsb