33 + 45 Angst With Any Aot Character Of Your Choice!! I Just Wanna Cry In The Club Tbh

33 + 45 angst with any aot character of your choice!! i just wanna cry in the club tbh

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Hi! Oh my, this was a tough one. I had a few ideas and I couldn’t choose which one I wanted to go with lol but this is what I came up with. I hope you enjoy 😊 I also took this chance to write about Erwin

Pairing: Erwin x Reader

33. “Gimme a second, I’m not drunk enough to listen to this yet”

45. “No wonder they left, who could love you.”

CW: angst, some language, alcohol mention

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When you joined the scouts regiment you knew you would have to risk your life to protect the people, your cadets, and to reach the end of this catastrophe. What you didn’t expect was that you would be a sacrifice but what pained you the most was that everyone was so willing to let you go, almost as if you were nothing.

Eren had been kidnapped again, most likely bu the damn Military police so of course the scouts got together to find one of your most valuable assets. Once Eren was found, his arms tied together behind his back and some of the rope being tied around his head and put in his mouth to keep him from biting himself. You quickly ran to Eren along with Mikasa to help untie him until you felt a cold barrel placed on your temple. Your movements halted as you glanced at the gun pressed against your head before looking back at the group with a look of bewilderment.

“Do not move or I will shoot them with no hesitation,” the unfamiliar man mumbled, probably an asset of the military police just like Kenny was.

Your breath catches in the back of your throat as you tried to stop your shaking hands. You kept your eyes on Erwin, knowing that he was your commander and your boyfriend of 5 years. You didn’t believe that you could find love in a world like this but the way he spoke to you, showed that he cared and went an extra step to make sure you were safe you quickly fell for him.

“Let’s make a deal, ok?” Erwin challenged, gently raising his hand to tell the man to lower his gun. The man clicked him tongue, smirking at the idea before pulling away from you. He sat on a stool that was placed beside him, scratching his chin as if he were thinking.

“Ok commander, we’ll make a deal over a drink.” The man responded, pulling out a bottle of liquor before he poured it into two shot glasses. Erwin looked at the cadets, giving them a small nod in a way of telling them to leave it to him.

After a few minutes of the men talking and drinking, mostly Erwin trying to encourage the man to let Eren go and making gambles, the man gave Erwin a big toothy smile.

“I know what I want, commander.” The man speaks, almost cautiously.

Sighing, Erwin looks at the bottle in front of him, “gimme a second, I’m not drunk enough to listen to this yet.” Erwin grabbed the bottle, chugging down a big gulp of liquor. He gave the man a small nod as a sign to him proceed.

“I’ll let you take the Titan boy if you leave behind one of your soldiers,” he mutters after taking a sip from his drink, “but it’s either Levi or Y/N, I know they’re your best cadets.” The man smirks, giving Erwin a smug smile.

Erwin glances between you and Levi, “you can keep Y/N” he speaks with no hesitation. Your eyes widened as you looked at your boyfriend in shock, you felt betrayed. You didn’t want anything to happen to Levi but Erwin had no hesitation and he didn’t even try to fight against the man.

“I can’t lose humanity’s strongest,” he continues as he looked at you but you were too busy staring at the ground trying to comprehend what was happening, “and it’s a risk I will take even if I lose the person I’ve been the most intimate with.”

The man nods and stands up, taking the ropes off of Eren and shoving him towards the group in which Mikasa and Armin were quick to catch him.

You dropped your swords when you felt your arms getting weak. You were too zoned out to hear Erwin’s footsteps approaching you until he was right in front of you. You slowly looked up at him, your eyes filled with tears but holding a coldness Erwin hadn’t seen before.

“I hope you forgive me, Y/N, somethings are just more important than others,” he mumbled, cupping your cheeks in his hands before slightly bending over and pressing a kiss to your forehead. Once he stepped away you looked around at the cadets you spent so many years with, the people you learned to trust and love land yet none of them moved a muscle, giving you pitiful looks. They all walked out without glancing at you, they knew that they probably had a chance in saving you but Erwin had caught a glimpse of the MP’s surrounding the building as they hid in the shadows. He would rather risk one than lose his most valuable soldiers.

You dropped to your knees, your body feeling weak and heavy. You felt two hands gripping your arms harshly, tying them behind your back which you didn’t have the energy to fight them.

“You know, that was cold from your friends, leaving you here all alone. Your life is in our hands but before we kill you, we’ll make sure to get some answers from you,” the man hums, bending at his knees to be face to face with you as he cupped your cheeks roughly, “no wonder they left, who could love you? You’re so weak and yet you don’t want to show it. Seems that even the commander was tired of you.” He laughs as he lets go of your face.