I was talking to my sister about how awful I’ve been feeling lately and I started to get so upset. I know when I get upset it upsets her so I couldn’t bare to look up at her, but I was kind of joking about how I feel like if I was a dog they’d put me down because of my quality of life, and she didn’t laugh or anything. She just sat staring out the window, and then asked how that makes me feel.
Aughhhh I wish everything was gentler
where is your boy tonight?
sticker
One weird experience of transitioning is failing at ur assigned gender role the whole time and everyone constantly deriding you for it but then u come out and it's like we lost a beautiful gender conforming warrior today. Must grieve for my wonderful child who pissed me off by being ugly and weird since day 1
oh deer
Only two ADHD tasks
1) this task will take me five minutes but I couldn’t possibly do it because I have an appointment in six hours
2) this task will take five hours but I’ll just do it first thing in the morning before I leave
yeah, no ur good i don’t think romanticizing your misery and intentionally enabling yourself is making you worse at all dw
Kim Addonizio, “The Singing”, Tell Me
feeling sick to my stomach and i’m literally about to arrive at the function aftuallyyyyyyyy kill me
getting my own feelings hurt over shit i made up in my head i’m tweaking it’s like i Want to be miserable and alone
Does anyone else feel like they can’t have a conversation without making the person uncomfortable at some point because you lowkey make everything sad
I do
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