Countingtheredstars - Bisexual Book Gremlin

women supporting women means supporting trans women too btw.

Luigi Mangione was indicted. What does that mean ?

whenever I start obsessing over Lady Lazarus I know I need to see my psychiatrist 😭

i think it’s extremely telling how terfs & radfems immediately jump to sexual degradation when they try to insult me for supporting trans women, it’s always something about how i’m sucking dick or letting men control me w some sexual euphemism. like that’s such an extremely abnormal thing to jump to that it says SO MUCH MORE about that person’s weird psychosexual obsession with trans women than it does about me. it also shows how they’ve internalized how women are degraded by men and they employ it against trans women and cis women they dislike, which makes it so so apparent that they don’t have any principles besides wanting to be the one punching down and oppressing rather than on the receiving end of it, so they take it out on “traitors” and “infiltrators” instead of identifying and thinking about why sexual degradation is such a potent tool of oppression in basically any form. monkey see monkey do. they want to be the oppressor so they gladly take up the language of the oppressor to use it to oppress and shame

somatic symptom disorder is the worst. like I’m sad and now I’m going to throw up about it 🙄

Being born a woman is my awful tragedy. From the moment I was conceived I was doomed to sprout breasts and ovaries rather than penis and scrotum; to have my whole circle of action, thought and feeling rigidly circumscribed by my inescapable feminity. Yes, my consuming desire to mingle with road crews, sailors and soldiers, bar room regulars—to be a part of a scene, anonymous, listening, recording—all is spoiled by the fact that I am a girl, a female always in danger of assault and battery. My consuming interest in men and their lives is often misconstrued as a desire to seduce them, or as an invitation to intimacy. Yet, God, I want to talk to everybody I can as deeply as I can. I want to be able to sleep in an open field, to travel west, to walk freely at night

Sylvia Plath, The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath

all the unread books on my shelf watching as I buy and read the second dollanganger book instead of reading them because I read flowers in the attic 3 weeks ago and I can’t stop thinking about it…. 😐