The Next Time I Make Any Dragon Character And A D&D Nerd Starts Trying To Correct MY Lore About MY DRAGONS

haha whoops its past 10 pm so im turning all sappy again

man it really would be nice to do one big long trauma dump ✨lore post✨ because i think its important that i am able to talk about my story and it definitely does have a lot to do with my art journey. however i also dont feel like doing a vent-post style post of any kind is a good idea. all i know is that i want to tell it somewhere. now that its finally over.

if i try to write it into a short story i just know im gonna both dance around it with depersonalized metaphorical garbage and change the truth to fit whatever "chapter format" i will inevitably latch onto.

i know i like to bond with people and see how they became who they are, but honestly tumblr isn't the place for that kind of sharing from me, at least not right now. we'll see in a few years, maybe.

heartworm? no nonono, you misheard me. i have a heartwyrm

"I barely EVER give things 5 stars" "I only have 3 real 10/10s" "I don't recommend things often" "I don't call something peak unless"

SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UPPPPPP!!!! your passion and joy is not diminished by its availability!!!! you are falling into the capitalistic nightmare of the value of scarcity and it's going to eat you from the inside out until you have nothing left you enjoy in life! your standards aren't a set of things you like anymore! you're just trying to force all media to thread a needle to appeal to you before you give it any praise! you're poisoning your mind and you're going to die!

if you find yourself prefacing your praise of things you enjoy with how LITTLE you enjoy things, you're doing it wrong!!!! you need to open your eyes to the little beauties in everything you consider mediocre! not everything has to be a masterpiece! comics and movies and games and books and tv shows is not a competition for refined taste like some sort of wine drinking group!!! HAVE SOME FUN IN YOUR LIFE!

it is 97 degrees. i am fully clothed, and then have a bathrobe on over that, and then a whole blanket on over that.

you ever just throw it back in a pitch-black room at 2am by yourself to ABBA?

thank you tumblr very cool

i hate that i like kuris dads design so much he's so pleasing to look at for me. but i want to beat him to death :(

TGIF thank god iFor fDylan

finally... !

hey dont cry. one million dragons in the world, ok?

augh ive been doing so many dragon profiles and nothing but that and im having a crisis because i dont know if im losing my ability to draw people? im struggling with anatomy and idk if its a passing funk or if i am just fucked