Forever Thinking About The Baja Blast Caterpillar 💕

self-care with mina and denki! :’)  this is one of the comics i did for @recoveryzine! leftover sales will be opening on august 14th @ 6pm pdt! 

My brother, Austin, has been diagnosed with stage 4 cervical cancer.

Please donate to his support fund!

I'd really appreciate if you donated to help a trans black Latino fighting a serious diagnosis.

My brother has been the most positive influence on my life!

Were it not for my brother I would not be the Cristaly/shrekfucker/bowserfucker/Nintendette you know today at all!

He introduced me to video games and anime, like many older siblings have. His laughter is contagious. And so is his sense of humor! I got my love for comedy, pranks and being mischievous from him.

He taught me how to have fun, which I needed as an uptight elementary school student. My fondest childhood memories are the summers we spent together playing pretend about Inuyasha and super smash brothers.

He is also very brave and resilient! He set off on his own super young and funded his own transition. Seeing him work so hard to be independent definitely influenced me positively. And having an older queer trans sibling helped give me the courage to explore my sexuality and meet my wife!

I can text him about anything and he was a huge support for my wife during her transition.

He means a lot to me and to so many other people.

Thanks for reading :)

Once upon a few months ago, I saw a post in which someone turned a “fight me” meme of the Bangtan Boys into one for Bendy the Dancing Demon.

And thus, this was born, and I’m honest to God still proud of it today.

ayo i found 2 pages with head angles of humans and animals, could be useful to anyone reading this

hoomans

animals

does it matter if it's not the right way to hold a weapon.. if it looks THIS COOL

I wonder, is this game still relevant?

🌍 EARTH LOVE 2023: RELEASING ON APRIL 22, 2023 🌍

Had the chance to work with an international group of creators as a page illustrator in this year's edition of Earth Love: An Ultimate Madoka Zine, so here's a snippet of my piece. It was a delight to see everyone's work grow over the course of this project! 💕

COME SEE THE COMPLETE ZINE IN ALL ITS GLORY ON APRIL 22ND. BE THERE, OKAY? 😤

( P.S. Don't forget to check out @dotzines when the 2023 edition drops. 👁️ )

My mom is starving to death- please HELP!!!

This ISN’T a call for money!!

Alrighty tumblrites, I need you now more than ever. Your ideas, you resources, your suggestions- I’m listening.

Since March my mom has been extremely sick- every time she tries to eat, she throws up. I’m not exaggerating- EVERY TIME she takes a bite of something, she vomits. Even when she isn’t trying to eat- she vomits. 8-12 times a day, sometimes more.

Since March.

She can barely drink anything, it all tastes s bad that it makes her vomit too- yes, even ice chips. 

Her primary won’t see her- of the three telecom appointments we’ve gotten with his office (not HIM), all they have done is sent her antibiotics and, after I demanded them, referrals to specialists. She has seen an Ear, Nose and Throat doctor and a Gastroenterologist- both have encouraged my mom to see a Rheumatologist, which we have gotten several referrals for, except none of the one’s accepting patients take her insurance. 

Aside from whatever is causing the vomiting, they suspect she has Sjögren’s syndrome, because she has also been suffering from an inability to produce either saliva or tears. I mean, her mouth is bone dry, 24/7 and it is probably the reason everything she tries to eat tastes like sand, even water.

But we can’t get into a Rheumatologist atm. On top of that, her gastro dr. did an endoscopy and colonoscopy on Aug 11 and found signs of Barrett’s esophagus, several polyps, and a twisted colon- so twisted that they couldn’t complete the colonoscopy and now have her scheduled for a virtual colonoscopy on the 20th. I know they are investigating Chronic Vomiting Syndrome and Gastroparesis… but she wasn’t able to complete a stomach emptying study because to do it she has to swallow a medicine they track and… you guessed it- she can’t swallow anything. She threw it up.

 But NONE of this helps her right now- she can’t eat anything despite being constantly hungry. I rubbed her back toady as I held her hair back and could feel her ribs- I am literally watching my mom starve to death, and watching her get weaker and weaker and we don’t know what to do.

We take her to the ER, and they give her a bag of fluids and send her home. We tell her doctors she isn’t eating but all her blood tests and stuff come back normal, so they just shrug. 

At this point I know what I want- I want home health coming in to support her, to monitor her condition to see what is happening. I want her hospitalized until they can determine the cause of the problem, so that if nothing else they can hook her up to a feeding tube so that I don’t lose my mom.

I don’t want my mom to die guys… I don’t want to stand by, helpless as she starves, I don’t want to wake up and find she dies in her sleep because she aspirated, or her body simply gave up. I hear people talking about being ready to die because they are miserable, and in the meantime I’m grasping at straws to try and keep the most important person in my life alive.

And she is suffering, and in constant pain, and I can’t even imagine the torture of being constantly hungry and surrounded by food that you can’t eat and I need help.

Please, please, any ideas you might have, any resources we might not have thought of… I need them. Please, if you can’t think of anything, at least reblog this post- I know it’s long as hell, but I’ve got to hope maybe there is someone on this site that might have an answer.

Help me save my mom.

The first time Osamu was mistaken for Atsumu after he joined the MSBY team

HUGS IN ART

alisher kush (via behance) / alisher kushakov / francesco tortorella / valentini mavrodoglou / alisher kush (via behance) / hiroki nishiyama / hennie niemann / connie chadwell / alisher kush (via behance)