Who’s ready to lock in for 2025?! We’re gonna be unrecognizable.
“Maintaining is better than gaining!”
I say as I roll back and forth in my padded cell
i wish i was a teen girl in the 60’s fan-girling over the beatles, elvis, and audrey hepburn.
surrounding myself with ed related content so i can become obsessed again
Maintaining is always better than gaining.
Maintaining is always better than gaining.
Maintaining is always better than gaining.
Pants getting loose is so fun but also unsettling like wdym I used to be fat enough to fit into those?
THIS MONTHS CHOICES ARE NEXT MONTHS BODY
୨୧ forever blush roses, intimacy, ballerina pink, french hot chocolate, classical music, lingerie, cranberry pavlova, a romantic rendezvous, elegance, miss dior bath pearls ୨୧
weight loss tip: just stop caring about food
ik it’s hard AF because all we do is think about food BUT if you trick your brain into believing you don’t care about it, it’s a lot easier to restrict since ur apetite goes away
how i do it:
- don’t plan my meals too much
- don’t think about what i’ll eat in the future
- all this is accomplished through gas lighting myself
- i pretty much just repeat to myself “i don’t really care” anytime i go to eat
- “not caring about something” means you don’t really want it, you don’t care if it’s there, you even prefer if it’s not because it’s just an annoying task
- the non planning thing makes choosing what i’ll eat overwhelming, so i just give up 💀
- i distract myself, i go do something else
- this works if you don’t care about health, macros and shit like that! you’ll probably not be getting a lot of nutrition, this is something a lot of junkorexics do
- this also works better if you have good knowledge about how many calories everything has, since ur not pre-planning
idk if any of this made sense but yea
a month from now you can be 10lbs lighter or 10 times more miserable
hi edblrrr!!!! i’m not new here nor to edtwt and i wanna make friends! (also to do diets together and stuff)
unfortunately i do infact miss when i felt like i was gonna collapse from malnutrition
i’ll be back soon though, trust
I luv objectification!! pull my shirt down while I'm in the middle of a sentence to get a look at my tits!! pull me into your lap to grind your bulge into me while I'm trying to tidy up the house!! pull me away from school work to make me kneel in front of you so you can fuck my mouth!! I want to be a toy you use whenever you need just cause I'm so pretty!!!
“it’s starting to smell like pumpkin spice!”
“it’s starting to smell like scary movies!”
no.
it’s starting to smell like, the snow in the mountains was melting and bunny had been dead for several weeks before we came to realize the gravity of our situation.
I need someone to motivate me to get skinny PLEASEEEEE I NEED TO HIT MY GOAL BEFORE BEW YEAR!!! Like come on where are those old men, I’ll do anything😋
F4t is a curse on ur body to be ugly . I can’t stop until I can see my beautiful b0n3s. Don’t ruin your progress. Keep going. Every calorie counts.
all of these things have shaped me into who i am today
me and who? ♡
dad bf. dad bf that randomly gropes me, takes his anger out on me. dad bf that uses me when he’s stressed…😵💫
remember how gross it feels to be full.
your stomach full and stuffed.
your stomach sticking out.
feeling gross and sluggish.
not being able to wear cute clothes because you’ll stretch them out and look fat.
it’s never worth it.
“maintaining is better than gaining!” i say as i punch my scale in half
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I can't be anorexic silly! I'm fat!
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need a fwb... father with benefits