If There's A God, It Hates Me.

This reminds me of my sister and I making Exandroth noises at each other in public

Me and my irl who watches wonderlust should not be allowed outside we kept doing the “wait wait pause what did he just say?” to each other and i feel like we terrified the general public-

JRWI Spoilers MAJOR BITB Spoilers Discussions of Body Horror and Gore

It's just me rambling about a monster design I'm working on and talking about the bugs in the bayou :3

I'm still figuring out my design for the "Kian" monster (with and without skin!), and God I love monster design so fucking much!! The human body is a beautiful canvas for horror.

I've been rolling with the idea that Kian's body is the head/face of this creature and having so much fun with it. The limbs being mandibles for this giant gaping maw in the torso, the ribcage opened up like it's beckoning you to come in. Also, this huge spider-like body growing out of the lower back area. Kinda like a spider crawling out of an eggsack, you know? I'm still contemplating how "human" that part should look, I constantly ask myself how far can I push the "bug made out of human" idea. I want it to be large and imposing, 'cause that was the vibe I got when listening the first time.

I love monsters that mimic people so much, I especially loved the aspect that a lot of them didn't even know that they themselves were the bugs. They just were living their lives, believing they were the originals! Crazy right??? Do you think "Rolan's Parents" were scared when the originals showed up? Like the absolute mindfuck that Rolan experiences is INSANE, brooo. I think he might be my favorite out of the 3, which is funny cause I've definitely drawn Kian the most, lol.

Also, fun fact: while looking up references, I accidentally came across real gore. Kinda fucked me up for a little bit, but hey it's my fault for not being careful. On the bright side(?), I have a better understanding of what an open chest cavity looks like ?? Probably should've just looked up "Saw Angel Trap" and be done with it, lol.

Sometimes, I don't like my art, but I KNOW little kid me would be AMAZED at my current skill.

As an adult you must cultivate the skill of “Gross! Oh, well. Not my business.”

Aaaaaa fuck it! Insecurity be damned! Here's Deacon with a ponytail, because why not?

Should I wait for asks on my warriors au like a normal person or pretend someone wants to know about it and dump it on my 60 followers

My favorite moment in The Suckening is when Shilo and Arthur are searching for Deacon, and they know absolute dick about phones and how they work.

Plus, the only person who does know how phones work is currently incapacitated and being carted around by a medieval knight through the streets of Los Angeles.

I was listening to music while figuring out how to draw The Suckening characters and DUDE

If The Suckening was an animated series, there would SO be AMV's of Arthur and Emizel to Animal I Have Become, like I KNOW IT

And what if I cried?

y’all really liked my emo sleeping meds fueled ramblings so here we go

jay grew up closer to gillion than chip if you really analyse it.

raised to be a soldier under her father, spilling blood for the ferin name. she however had that support system that both chip and gill never did, she had her sister who taught her everything she knew and whispered stories of their uncle who had run away to become a pirate and her mother who showed her life growing and persisting out of the love she spared for her plants and birds.

she unlike gillion and chip stepped on to that pile of wood called a boat with a purpose, choosing to leave dry land.

gillion was forced out, left to fend for himself, instead now reckoning with dry land and an entirely new word,

chip never saw a choice of life without the seas, surviving every day until he knew he could find a boat to take him far far away, dry land wasn’t built for him

what they do all have in common is that their dreams and simply themselves are too big for a single place, none of them fitting in a set place because they’ve all always yearned to learn more, see more, question more.

the albatross is made up of puzzle pieces from different boxes that somehow make up a far more beautiful picture