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My average writing experience:

"Alright I think I'm almost done actually-"

*Google doc grows second health bar and a choir starts singing in latin*

me but with bl mangas (i wish i was a cute boy so i can dress up in cute dresses and be a cute boy)

sometimes i wish i was in a gl manga instead of real life so i could hang out with a pretty girl 24/7 and go on dates-ish with her and we could reassure each other that we’re worthy of love

dude u ok?

but real they expect us to grow up so fast too much things happen at one

idk what else to do but sleep i'm gonna be unemployed when i'm older lol (coping with stress with humor(?))

im absolutely miserable i have too many things to do and almost no one in my life does jackshit to help and im burnt out and i need to practice for like two important shits

i just want time to Be A Kid

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i need to remember to make art for my pinned w

im kal/karu whichever im exclusively attracted to fictional people and im very gender. any pronouns afab

no he kisses men

my research essay watching me abandon it when it's due in ~5 hours to focus on my personal writing projects:

why u gotta be so rude!

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you're going to be fine its normal at least for me (lol)

i also had this phase with one of my still WIPs, where i just wrote out everything and i felt so proud

it was meant to be for a character's birthday its been 5 months.

for me personally i just wait until i feel like it theres nothing stopping me from completely stopping other than myself

just take your time. i've experienced it too at worst you'll blank out on the project forever until you remember and have good ideas at best you'll find motivation

i hope the best option happens to you because ignoring a project can make you feel really guilty but remember you're doing it with your own free will

or maybe i misinterpreted all of that in that case my bad

Does anyone else experience this?

I know what happens in this chapter. It’s all in my head. I have an outline. I just need to write it out. But it’s been weeks since I’ve written a single word.

I started this project out strong. I wrote an average of 2-3k words a day over the course of 9 days. I ended up writing a total of 15k words. But now I have to fill in the blanks in between the initial scenes I was so passionately writing. So I’ve lost all that motivation and inspiration that initially kept me going.

I don’t understand why I’m like this. It’s infuriating.

Drawing a Vocaloid song everyday for 100 days Challenge

Day 56 Animal