I Remember :3

i remember :3

remembering the time i had an almost-gay-awakening bc i was pissed at the guy i liked and had convinced myself that falling in love with a pretty female senior was the solution. anyways i then realized that this would cause a lot more problems and ended up staying a straight ally

ok so explanation: the girl is very pretty and smart and she has a lot of achievements, she was basically tutoring me back then and i admired her as a cool person to look up to. i was just confused and i thought "hm this might be fun" but then i realized that being a bi person in a homophobic country and school is in fact not a good idea and i decided to not do that

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1 month ago

sometimes a trans headcanon is 5 pages of careful textual analysis and reasoning and sometimes it's "i know this doesn't make sense but it's my favourite character and i get to decide the gender" and sometimes you have both within the same media and that's beautiful.

1 month ago

aaah, i really want to watch the project sekai movie it releases in theatres on 9th of may for me next week, how nice

except, i have an orchestra performance on the 9th of may! and i have no idea if local theatres would be up to streaming it any later than 7...

how sad :( i love orchestra and all but i really wanted to go to the movie there's always the day after, though

i'd get better time to prepare as well i wonder if i should cosplay emu i could also do shiho i have appropriate-colored wigs for the both of them i just need to find the clothes

1 month ago

sebastian to the servants every day:

Sebastian To The Servants Every Day:
1 month ago

All jokes aside, it's possible that JD Vance killed the pope.

When an elderly person comes down with a serious illness, for the sake of their recovery, indeed their survival, they are supposed to avoid anything that may strain their weakened systems.

They are meant to avoid stress.

Which is probably at least part of the reason why Pope Francis sent his second to speak to JD Vance instead of doing it himself.

And Then... JD VANCE INSISTED TO SPEAK TO THE POPE HIMSELF.

Knowing that the pope was still recovering from PNEUMONIA at his advanced age.

Still, like an entitled american, he demanded to speak to the pope himself. Despite having been met by his political equal in status, it wasn't good enough for JD Vance.

It just might have been the final straw for an elderly man who was fighting off a serious infection to have to take the time out of his already busy schedule.

The complete lack of empathy that JD Vance brought to the Vatican, that he had already been scolded for by the leadership of the religion he claims to follow, can very easily be considered a contributing factor at the very least.

It's not a stretch to theorize the pope might have survived had JD Vance not come calling.

The jokes are funny and all... but...

1 month ago

the real true purpose of having a brain is to think about fictional characters

1 month ago

[Fictional character who is worse than me in every way] save me

1 month ago

unless they specifically asked, you don’t get to tell a fanfic writer you think they mischaracterized the character by the way. because the second someone writes a fanfic about a character, that character becomes the writer’s own version of the character. canon is only a suggestion, but whether or not an author will follow it / how much of canon an author will take is entirely up to them. you don’t get to stick your nose in their world and tell them “hey this is not to my liking therefore I think you’re doing it wrong” when you can simply leave quietly and move on to something else you may enjoy

1 month ago

you're going to be fine its normal at least for me (lol)

i also had this phase with one of my still WIPs, where i just wrote out everything and i felt so proud

it was meant to be for a character's birthday its been 5 months.

for me personally i just wait until i feel like it theres nothing stopping me from completely stopping other than myself

just take your time. i've experienced it too at worst you'll blank out on the project forever until you remember and have good ideas at best you'll find motivation

i hope the best option happens to you because ignoring a project can make you feel really guilty but remember you're doing it with your own free will

or maybe i misinterpreted all of that in that case my bad

Does anyone else experience this?

I know what happens in this chapter. It’s all in my head. I have an outline. I just need to write it out. But it’s been weeks since I’ve written a single word.

I started this project out strong. I wrote an average of 2-3k words a day over the course of 9 days. I ended up writing a total of 15k words. But now I have to fill in the blanks in between the initial scenes I was so passionately writing. So I’ve lost all that motivation and inspiration that initially kept me going.

I don’t understand why I’m like this. It’s infuriating.


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