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Lewis Hamilton X Verstappen!Reader
Max Verstappen X reader!Sister
Summery: You have always been there for your brother, giving up everything for him, so when you decide to date his rival, what will he do.
Warnings: age gap(age not specified) mention of abuse, Jos Verstappen is an a-hole, Max is also an ass, bad childhood, bad father, cursing, alusion to smut but no actual smut
AN: this had me in tears at some parts, I was going, why did he do this đ as if I didn't write it, lol
Hope you all enjoy
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Part 2
Growing up, Verstappen wasnât easy. Growing up with Jos Verstappen as your guardian and the one that has custody is hard. Being the oldest, Verstappen is damn near impossible. Could you have chosen to live with your mother? Yes, but that wouldâve left Max alone with Jos, something you werenât about to do. Admittedly you were young yourself, but even at a young age you knew that if Max was left with Jos alone it wouldnât turn out good for your brother, youâve always been motherly and have so much love in you that you just shared it with those around you and your siblings got the most of it. It made perfect sense to you as a young girl to leave your life with your mother and sister and go with your brother and father.
At one point you were the one Karting, you loved cars and karting since you were young, with both parents into motorsport it was hard not to, and even Jos couldnât deny how good you were, but alas youâre a female and thereâs no way youâd make it all the way to F1, something that Jos loves to remind you of. Thatâs the reason he stopped you from going once Max started winning in karting, and he wanted to focus on his child, who would achieve all his personal dreams and make it into F1. Maybe itâs your love for the sport that made it easier but you enjoyed every time you went to a track and watched the karts race, you dreaded after the races though, to Jos anything but first is a failure. On days like that, youâd follow your father and stand in his way, heâd shout at you and push you around, and youâd take it all in all in the hope that by the time he reached Max he wouldnât be angry, or at least youâd take the blunt end of his anger. That didnât always happen and on those days youâd just stay with your brother holding his hand, walking with him home in the cold, in the rain and in the heat of the sun, never letting him go through a punishment alone and never letting him go through your punishments.
It was all in the hope that Max would reach F1 one day, and he did, heâs in Formula 1 now, heâs been there since he was 17, he skipped so many steps and jumped into Formula 1, he went from Toro Rosso to RedBull in a record time and he was racing with legends and world champions before you had time to comprehend it. All whilst you watched him from the garage, as a family member and a part of his team, never missing a race. Driving him around when he didnât have his driverâs licence, hugging him after each win and DNF, picking up the pieces after a scolding from Jos and tearing up when he got his first win. Always smiling and happy for him no matter what.
Youâd think now that youâre all older, the talk from your father wouldnât affect you, that youâd get used to his words, and they wonât affect you. But heâs your dad. It never gets easy.
So here you are standing at the back of the garage youâre both watching the screen, when the camera cuts to you, you smile a bit before it cuts off back to the race, with one pull youâre away from prying eyes of people in the garage. Only the few people at the back could see you.
âWhat?â You ask your dad with a frown. His grip on your bicep is like iron. You hold in a wince and look him in the eye.
âWhat was that?â He whisper shouted, you looked at him confused. âDonât give me that stupid look. How many times have I told you, I donât like that look.â
âIâm just confused, I donât know what you mean.â You explain yourself and try to act normal, all while knowing itâs about to get worse, heâs in a mood, Maxâs race hasnât been going like heâd like, heâs currently in second with Checo in first, something bad in your dadâs books.
âDonât play stupid, I know what youâre playing at.â Jos squeezes more, and youâre bound to have a bruise by tomorrow morning.
âIâm literally doing nothing.â You move trying to pull your arm out of his grip, and he lets go of you but leans down in your face.
âI saw that look you gave the camera, donât ruin your brotherâs image.â You close your eyes and bite your lip, and it takes you a few seconds before you neutralise your expression into blankness. âDonât look like a slut, it could affect the sponsors.â
âBut I wasnât.â You mutter, but he just scoffs.
âDonât. Play. Games. With. Me.â With each word through his fretted teeth, he poked/pushed you with his finger at your shoulder, having you move back every time.
âIâm not.â You insist. Thankfully, before he can reply, someone clears their throat, making you both look to the side to see Hemlut standing there. He doesnât look amused.
âKeep your family affairs out of the garage, please.â Was all he said before he turned to look at the screen. It takes everything in you not to roll your eyes, giving your dad one last look you turn and go watch the race from a different spot in the garage as far away from him as you could get.
Max ended up winning the race, with Lewis second and Charles third. So all was good in the end, your brother won the race, your dad was back in his happy mode, and your day was ruined. You rushed with the crowd to congratulate Max on his win. Your brother comes to you for a hug. You kiss his cheek as you always do and pat his back.
âCongratulations Maxie.â
âThanks.â He gives you a big smile before heâs rushed to get weighed, you look at Ferrari as they congratulate Charles, the sea of red eye catching, looking around you donât see any Mercedes dressed personal in the vicinity. Your eyes then fell to the 7 times world champion, heâs sitting on the floor looking tired, his eyes swept over the teams looking for his own. You feel bad for him. His family must not be here today, and his team didnât bother to show up for him.
Later that day, you found yourself pulled to a club to celebrate another Max win, youâre usually up for the celebration, but after what happened at the garage, you werenât feeling up to it. However, you can never say no to Max when he asks you to do something all nice and loving, so thatâs how you ended up here. In a random club, with a lot of Formula 1 workers from all teams and FIA, theyâre all having the times of their lives as if theyâre not rivals and hate each other, every other day of the week. Youâve sat down the moment you walked in and havenât moved, drinks coming to you, but youâve only been sipping light ones, not wanting to get drunk and deal with a headache in the morning.
An hour in, you head to the bar to order water or a soda, not in the mood to drink more. With a sigh, you lean on the bar and wait for the bartender to make his way to you, looking bored out of your life.
âYou donât look like youâre having fun.â Someone says, coming up to stand beside you, the accent familiar, but you couldn't pinpoint why before you turn and your eyes fall on a pair of brown eyes.
âNot really.â You say and shrug, turning so youâre both facing each other. âI mean youâre the first person to come up to talk to me in the last hour or something.â
âI donât believe that, a beautiful woman like you.â Lewis gives you a small smile, and you chuckle, playfully rolling your eyes.
âI know, right, and here I dressed up, only for it not to work.â You say a tone of amusement lanced into your words, liking this banter going back and forth.
âI wouldnât say itâs not working.â Lewis says and looks you up and down, you blush under his gaze but the smile doesnât drop from your lips, the bartender comes up to you right then and asks you for your order, you ask for a glass of water and a soda, before he turns to Lewis who doesnât ask for a drink. âYouâre not drinking?â
âI had a couple of drinks, but I donât feel like getting drunk.â You tell him, and he hums, you lean closer as if youâre going to say a secret. âBetween you and me, I didnât want to be here anyways.â
âMe neither, why are you here?â Lewis asks, you look around the club, and your eyes fall onto your brother having the time of his life with his friends.
âBecause my brother wanted me to come.â You say not looking away from Max, who was smiling and enjoying himself, it brings a smile to your face seeing him carefree. Your favourite type of Max.
âYouâre Maxâs sister.â At Lewisâ words, you realise he didnât know who you were, your head snaps to look at him and give him the smallest of smiles, a defeated look hiding behind your eyes. As if youâre expecting the worst.
âYeah, is that a problem?â You ask him already knowing what heâll say. Your brother is his biggest rival. Thereâs history between them, and itâs not all rainbows and sunshine. Just because they have respect for each other doesnât mean they love the other.
âNo, youâre not Max.â This did surprise you, and it showed on your face, Lewis winked, and you shook your head. âDo you want to head out of here?â
âSure.â With that, you and Lewis turn and head out. Everyoneâs too drunk or too occupied to see your retreating figures.
Letâs just say that you enjoyed your night, Lewis isnât just good at racing. He did convince you to stay the night after everything was said and done, with his eyes half lidded and you both breathing hard it was the easiest yes youâve ever said.
You woke up alone with the shower going in the background, feeling lazy. You sat up in bed and looked out the window. The view from his room was beautiful. Youâre so lost in thought you donât realise when the water stopped running or when Lewis came in the room. He stood there looking at you, your back bare for him to see, your hair messy, the sun coming from the windows making you glow. Lewis, dressed in only his boxers, moves to the bed and slots himself behind you, his bare chest meeting your back as his arms sneak around your waist, pulling you back. You lean into his chest and take a deep breath, content with the moment. Lewisâ lips find their home where your neck meets your shoulder, placing soft feather-like kisses up and down the exposed skin, you move your head to the side giving him more room to do as he wants.
âLewis.â You moan suddenly breathless, Lewis moves his hands up your arms lightly before you wince in pain, making him stop all movements and pull away from you. You freeze and close your eyes instantly, knowing why you were in pain.
âWhatâs wrong? Did I hurt you?â Lewis asks, feeling guilt for causing you pain. You shake your head no and sigh, still not looking at him.
âNo, no, itâs not you.â Lewis looks at where his hands were and he sees the bruise on your bicep, his mind goes to last night and he thinks over his actions, did he hold your bicep, maybe squeezed a bit too hard. It definitely looks like hand marks. You stand up still naked and snatch Lewisâs shirt from the night before from the floor where you threw it and slip it on. The oversized shirt falls mid thigh, and the short sleeves come down to your elbows covering your bruise.
âWho the fuck did this to you?â Lewis follows you off the bed, you turn to look at him crossing your arms protectively, suddenly feeling self conscious, you refuse to meet his eyes and clear your throat but no words came out of your mouth. ây/n, just tell me what happened?â
âItâs nothing. He didnât mean to.â You mutter and shake your head, your hair falling into your face.
âWho? Who did it?â Lewis pleaded with you and you closed your eyes and bit your lip to stop the tears, it wasnât a secret how rough your father is especially in the RedBull garage but no one outside a few observant people(which donât include Max) know how rough he is with you.
âMy dad, but he was just angry. Heâs not like that, not anymore.â You mumble the last part, but Lewis heard it loud and clear, and just like yesterday, he surprises you. Lewis pulls you in for a hug, his tattooed arms just pulling you close, and he holds you. He just holds you.
âBloody hell, love, Iâm sorry.â Lewis says in your hair, and you raise your head to look at him, but still staying in his hold.
âYou have absolutely no reason to be sorry.â You tell him and your hands move up to his face, lightly touching his cheek, your eyes taking him in. âI donât really care.â
âIt still doesnât make it right. You shouldnât go through something like this.â Lewis says, and you shrug.
âLife isnât really fair.â He felt that thereâs more behind those words. You didnât just mean what happened the day before. Thereâs more pain in your voice, in your past, and to him, it looked like no one took the time to talk to you about them to help you through those pains. Lewis finds himself wondering why, heâs known you for less than 24 hours and all he wants to do is get to know you, uncover all your secrets, help you where you need help, support you where you need support.
âWell, if you let me, I think I can make it a little more fair.â Lewis says, deciding that this isnât the last time heâll spend time with you. He pulls back and goes to his bedside table where his phone rests.
âWhat are you talking about?â You ask him confused.
âGive me your number, Iâm taking you out next time weâre both free.â Lewis says and hands you his phone. You slowly take it and look up at him with wide eyes.
âYou want to go out with me? like on a date?â You wanted to make sure you understood him correctly.
âI do.â
âEven though you know I come with baggage.â You want to make sure he understands it wonât be easy.
âI donât think itâs baggage, but even if it was, I donât care.â Lewis gives you one of his smiles that make you weak in your knees, and you donât think twice and type in your number. Lewis instantly calls you, and your phone rings before he ends the call. âNow you also have my number, and if you ever need something, or someone or a place to just call me.â
âThank you.â
âI havenât done anything yet, love.â
âOh youâve already done a lot.â Most people would act as if nothing happened and they saw nothing, most wouldnât want to go out with you knowing thereâs a lot in your past that needs solving, most wouldnât go out with their rivalâs sister, but most arenât Lewis Hamilton, and youâre glad heâs not like the most.
You and Lewis start texting, getting to know each other. You see a side to the Mercedes driver youâve never seen before. Heâs so easy to talk to. You feel like whatever you tell him is a secret heâll take to the grave. In the couple weeks since youâve started talking youâve been more open with him than anyone else, not just about your past and growing up with Jos but about your feelings. He never judges and gives the best advice. Heâs been supportive and understanding to a point youâve asked yourself how he is real.
You asked him to keep your budding friendship (turing relationship) a secret and he agreed 100% with you, itâll cause a lot of trouble when and if it comes out, and youâre not ready for that. And for the first time in forever you donât spend your free time between races where Max is, you fly to wherever Lewis is, and so for a month you both find that time to get to know the other in a way that youâve never done before, and you find yourself being Lewisâs girlfriend and it makes you the happiest thinking about it. Heâs made you happier, and those closest to you have noticed youâre more smiley and happy those days.
Sneaking around like children, not two adults was part of the fun, but it also made it harder for you.
âWhat are you smiling at?â Kelly asks, leaning closer to you. You close your phone in an instant to the amusement of your brotherâs girlfriend. Max was in a meeting or doing something for media, so you and Kelly were having lunch in the paddock.
âNothing.â You say, and your face flushes red, making her laugh.
âCome on, I can tell youâre texting someone.â Kelly laughs and nudges you. You roll your eyes and take a sip from your drink. âWho is he?â
âNonone.â
âSo thereâs someone.â Kelly raises her eyebrows, and you sigh and nod your head. Yes, Kelly squeals and looks like sheâs ready for a gossip session.
âKelly, youâre not getting more out of me.â You tell the female, and she pouts.
âWhy? Even Max is wondering who youâre texting all the time.â Kelly is confused, and rightfully so, youâre very open with her and Max. Not the type to keep something like this a secret. Or so they thought, but how can they be 100% sure when you havenât been with anyone for years or even shown interest in anyone.
âThatâs why I canât tell you.â
âWhat? you can trust me, I wonât tell him if you don't want to.â Kelly felt offended that you didnât trust her to keep a secret. Sheâs close to you. Anyone close to Max is close to you. His friends are your friends.
âI wouldn't do that to you, if he found out you knew and didnât tell him heâll get mad.â You explain to her, wanting her to understand where youâre coming from.
âNo he wouldn't.â Kelly replies, and you give her a look making her sigh, Max is protective, and no one is good enough for you in his eyes. âOkay maybe he will be, but who could you be dating for you to be so sure heâll get mad, anyways.â
âI love you, Kells, but I canât tell you.â You both sat in silence for a bit, Kelly was thinking of any possible men you mightâve come across the last month, she started crossing some out of the list she made in her mind that you wouldnât like, before her eyes went wide.
âItâs a driver!â She shouts, and a few eyes snapped to look at you both. You choke on your drink and cough a few times. âSorry.â
âWhat the fuck Kelly, you want to tell the whole world?â You whisper shout and she looks apologetically muttering sorry.
âItâs a driver then.â She whispered and you reluctantly nod, who knew this lunch would cause you so much. âIâm not going to push you for more⌠yet.â
âWell thank god for that.â You mutter, but know that sheâll look and analyse every single interaction you have with any driver. Kelly went over the 19 drivers, crossing out those in a relationship. Nico, Kevin, Valtteri, Daniel, Checo, Carlos, Pierre, Alex, Esteban, Charles, Oscar, and George are all in a relationship. That narrows it down, but itâs still a bit, but a few are still single. Fernando, Lewis, Lance, Zhou, Lando, Yuki and Logan that left her with 7 drivers that are single, and youâre at the age that dating someone older would raise a few eyebrows and so would dating some of the younger drivers, but it wouldnât be totally out of the box. Lance is the one closest to you in age, but she doesnât think heâs your type.
After the Austin Grand Prix, Lewis makes it to your room, and a few teams booked their rooms at the same hotel, something that youâve come to appreciate. Your room isnât as big as Lewisâs but it just happened that he made it to your room, the brit, and you decided to chill and have a lazy night. The TV was on, but you both werenât focused on it, each having a glass of Almave in hand, the non alcoholic drink your new favourite and it looked like youâd never run out of it.
You just finished telling Lewis about something that happened when you were younger and still karting, telling him about all the drama that happened then and how silly it is. His arm was on the back of the sofa beides your head, your legs over his lap, and his other hand was on your thigh rubbing softly at the skin visible from your bunched up shorts.
âWhy did you stop karting?â Lewis asked, your smile from laughing wasnât all gone yet, but it did falter a bit. You suck in your lips and run your tongue over them.
âMy dad said that thereâs no place for women in motorsport and that Max will carry the family name in Formula 1.â You shrug, your head dropping a little. The hand besides your head moves to your face making you raise your head and look at him, Lewis felt bad for you but he tried not to be obvious about it, he knew you wouldn't want him to.
âI know for a fact then if you continued, youâd be kicking all out asses on track.â Lewis said softly, and you gave him a tight-lipped smile.
âYou havenât even seen me karting.â You tell him softly and find that your breath hits his face from how close youâve gotten.
âNext time we meet up, weâll do that.â Lewis said and gave your thigh a squeeze. You hum and lean closer, your lips meeting his. His lips were warm and soft, his hand moving from your cheek to the back of your head. And as always, his lips made a spark ignite inside you and left you warm and fuzzy. Soft sighs left your lips as your lips moved, Lewisâs hand moved up your thigh and over your butt, tugging you so youâd move with him until youâre standing him. You pull back just a little, your breath mingling with his, his eyes looking at you and making you fall in love with him.
âLewis.â Just the way you said his name left him breathless and needy, he pulled you down for your lips to meet again.
Youâre both disturbed when Lewisâs phone rings, you move from on top of him and he reaches over to get his phone, seeing the caller ID he gives you an apologetic look and answers the phone. You sigh sadly, feeling a bit irritated to be interrupted, but Lewis is a busy man, and she understands this.
âIâm sorry, love, but I have to go.â Lewis leans over to kiss your head before hastily gathering his things. âItâs an emergency meeting, Iâll text you when Iâm done and come back.â
âOkay, Iâll wait for you.â You say and lay back on the sofa taking out your phone to scroll through the TV is still going. Around half an hour later, your door is opened, making you raise your head and frown when you see Max walking in.
âHow did you get in?â
âI have a card.â Max shows you the door card that had your room number on it.
âWhy?â You ask him confused. He also relieved that he hadnât come in when Lewis was still here.
âYouâve been losing yours a lot lately, so I thought to just ask for one.â Max shrugged as if itâs normal, he sat down in the chair by your legs so you could look at him, you rolled your eyes at his words, not needing to ask how the front desk gave it to him. You havenât been losing your cards. Youâve been asking for an extra one to give to Lewis.
âWhatâs that?â Max asks, and you donât bother looking up from your phone.
âWhatâs what?â
âThat.â You sigh and sit up, looking to where your brother is pointing, your heart drops. Lewis forgot his watch, and itâs laying there on the side table that had a lamp on it, and itâs so very obvious not yours. The IWC Big Pilotâs Watch Perpetual Calendar âLewis Hamiltonâ Edition IW503002 is a beauty, but no way can it be yours. You curse Lewis in your mind for taking it off when he first came in. You open your mouth and close it a couple of times, trying to find words to say but coming up empty. âIâve seen this before.â
âI donât think so.â You say nervously, chuckling. Max frowns in thought as he tries to remember where he had seen the watch before.
âNo Iâve seen it, I remember the red.â Max mumbles, and the moment he remembers you can tell, his face says it all. âL-Lewis? Thatâs who youâve been seeing behind my back.â
âMax-â
âNo you had your chance to tell me, but you didnât.â Max stands up, and you follow suit. His voice is angry and irritated, a bit of betrayal in there as well. âHow could you date Lewis and not tell me how could you even date him, I canât believe youâd do something like this!â
âI didnât tell you because I knew youâd get angry, and I didnât want you to be angry.â You try to explain to him your reason, but heâs having none of that.
âBecause Iâm calm now.â Max says sarcastically.
âMax, this is why I didnât tell you.â Your hands move in frustration, one of your legs shake in anxiety, and you whisper. âI knew you wouldnât understand.â
âWhat is there to understand? Youâre sleeping with my rival.â Max shouts, it breaks you. Max may have this image as the villain in public but heâs not like that with you, heâs always been nice and loving, youâre the best thing about his childhood, the warm hug he had, the person he relayed on, the person that could always make him smile. Seeing the look in his eyes makes tears gather in yours. ây/n, I canât believe you. After everything youâre just, what? Selling yourself to Lewis-â
âMax.â
â-Do you have any idea-â
âMax.â
â-how this can affect my image-â
âMax, please.â
â-I thought I could count on you not to do something like this-â
âI didnât.â
â-Dad was right.â
âWh-what?â This just breaks you in two, completely shatters you.
âHe said that youâre an attention who-â
âOkay enough.â You say and raise your hands in the air to stop him, tears leaving your eyes freely. âPlease leave, I canât hear you anymore, I canât.â
Max fights the need to say sorry and hug you. Heâs too in his emotions, and heâs too stubborn and hardheaded to say anything.
âJust leave, please.â Max turns and leaves your room. The quality time he wanted to spend with you is ruined. The moment the door closes, he feels like his relationship with you is forever changed. It cracked, and he curses himself for being so careless with his words.
Part 2
summary: Y/n is sick...
I feel miserable. My head is pounding, my body aches in places I didn't even know could hurt, and my nose is so stuffed up that breathing feels like a full-time job. I'm curled up in bed under a mountain of blankets, feeling like a small, pathetic pile of humanity, when I hear the door creak open.
"Y/n..." Charles's voice is so soft, it's almost a whisper, but it cuts through the fog in my brain easily.
I lift my head just barely to look at him, my eyes puffy and tired. I'm too weak to even form words, so I just let out a pathetic little grunt, which somehow says everything he needs to know.
He smiles â that small, soft smile he only ever uses when he's worried about me â and crosses the room to sit on the edge of the bed. He reaches out, brushing some sweaty hair away from my forehead, his hand cool and comforting.
"You're burning up, baby," he murmurs, more to himself than to me. "Come on. Let's get you cleaned up a little."
I don't have the strength to argue, even though the thought of moving makes me want to cry. Gently, Charles scoops me up like I weigh nothing, cradling me against his chest. I tuck my face into his shoulder, too tired to even be embarrassed by how much I'm leaning on him.
He carries me into the bathroom, already warm from the steam of the bath he must've run earlier. The smell of lavender fills the air â something calming, soothing â and he kneels down with me, setting me softly on the edge of the tub. I blink at him through heavy lashes, feeling like I might fall asleep sitting up.
"Let me help, yeah?" he says quietly, almost like he's asking for permission. I nod weakly.
With hands that are so careful it almost makes me cry, Charles peels my sweat-soaked clothes off, helping me step into the warm water. The second my body hits the heat, I let out a small, broken sigh. It feels so good I could melt right there.
Charles rolls up his sleeves and kneels beside the tub, taking a soft cloth and running it gently over my arms, my back, my face. Every motion is slow, patient, like he's afraid I'll shatter if he's too rough.
"You're doing so good," he whispers, dipping the cloth back into the water and wringing it out carefully. "Just relax, okay?"
I close my eyes, letting myself be cared for. The warmth of the bath, the rhythmic motion of his hands, the quiet sound of his breathing â it all works together to calm the pounding in my head just a little.
After a while, he helps me out, wrapping me immediately in the biggest, fluffiest towel he could find. He dries me off so gently it feels like I'm made of glass, then carries me back to bed and tucks me in like I'm something precious.
"I'll be right back," he says, brushing a kiss across my forehead.
I don't even have time to miss him before he's back, a bowl of soup in his hands and that same gentle look in his eyes. He sits beside me again, helping me sit up against the pillows.
"Here," he says, blowing on the spoon before holding it up to my lips. "Small sips."
I feel stupid, letting someone feed me like I'm a child, but Charles doesn't make it feel stupid. His hand is steady, his touch light, and his patience endless. Every spoonful is warm and soothing, easing the ache in my throat a little at a time.
"You're doing great," he says after every few bites, like it's some huge accomplishment that I'm managing to swallow soup.
When I'm too tired to eat anymore, he sets the bowl aside and carefully tucks me back under the covers, adjusting the blanket so it's perfectly snug around me. He sits with me for a moment longer, running his fingers softly through my damp hair.
"You're safe," he murmurs. "You're gonna feel better soon. I've got you."
And even though my body feels awful and my head is still pounding, I believe him. Because with Charles here â patient, soft, steady Charlesâ I know I'm going to be okay.
I'm half-dozing when I hear the door creak open again. I manage to crack one eye open just enough to see Alexandra slipping into the room, her arms full â a fresh set of clothes, a fluffy blanket, and what looks like a cup of tea balanced precariously on top.
Charles looks up at her with a small smile, and even through my fever haze, I catch the quiet exchange between them â that look they always share, the one that says "we've got this."
"Hey, baby," Alex says softly, setting everything down on the nightstand. She crosses to my side of the bed and kneels down, her hand cool as she brushes my hair back from my face. "You scared us a little."
I blink at her, throat too raw to speak, but I reach for her hand weakly. She catches it immediately, squeezing back gently.
Charles shifts so Alex can sit beside me, her body curling protectively around mine. She pulls the new blanket over both of us, making sure I'm tucked in right against her chest. I sink into her warmth like it's the only thing tethering me to the planet.
Charles sits at the foot of the bed now, watching, making sure everything is just right. He picks up the tea Alex brought and gently places it in her hands.
"Think you can get her to sip a little?" he asks quietly.
Alex smiles at me, the kind of smile that feels like home, and nods. She tilts the cup carefully, holding it to my lips. The first sip is warm, a little sweet, and it soothes the rawness in my throat immediately.
"There you go," she murmurs. "Just little bits. No rush."
I take a few more sips before resting my head against her shoulder again, completely exhausted but feeling... safer. Better. Not fixed, not yet â but not alone.
Charles moves around the room quietly, picking up the abandoned soup bowl and tidying up, but every few minutes he glances back at me, like he can't quite help himself.
"You're gonna be okay, baby," Alex says into my hair, rocking me just a little like I'm a kid again. "We've got you."
"Always," Charles echoes from the foot of the bed, his voice so sure, so steady.
And somewhere deep inside the fever and the fog, I believe them. I believe every word.
Because if there's anything in the world I trust â it's Charles's steady hands, and Alex's arms around me, and the way they both love me like I'm something fragile and fierce all at once.
I close my eyes, wrapped up in both of them, and finally â finally â let myself rest.
Y/n's breathing evens out against my shoulder, her body finally relaxing fully into mine. I stay completely still, scared to even shift in case I disturb her.
Charles catches my eye from the foot of the bed. He's still holding the empty soup bowl in one hand, the towel slung over his shoulder from earlier. He looks tired â the same kind of tired I feel. The kind that settles in your chest when someone you love is hurting and there's not much you can do but be there.
I brush Y/n's hair back from her forehead again, fingers gentle, and kiss the top of her head. She doesn't stir. I can feel how warm her skin still is â the fever's still hanging on â but at least she's sleeping.
Charles sets the bowl down quietly on the nightstand and moves closer, crouching beside me. His hand finds my knee, squeezing it softly.
"She's okay," he says, barely above a whisper, like he's trying to convince himself too.
I nod, my throat tight. "Yeah. She's okay. She just needs time."
We both look down at her. Y/n looks so small like this. It's rare â usually she's so loud, so stubborn, so alive â but tonight she just looks... fragile. And it breaks my heart a little.
Charles leans his forehead against my arm for a second, letting out a slow breath. "I hate seeing her like this."
"I know," I whisper. I run my fingers through her hair again, slow and rhythmic, just trying to soothe her even in sleep.
We stay like that for a while â the three of us â until the room feels like it's breathing with us, warm and quiet and full of love.
Charles helps me shift her properly into the bed, both of us moving carefully like she's made of glass. She mumbles something under her breath as we lay her down, her fingers weakly clutching at my hoodie, not wanting to let go even in sleep.
"I'm right here, love," I whisper, smoothing her hair back. "Not going anywhere."
Charles pulls the blanket up to her chin, his movements careful, tucking her in the way you would a kid â neat, protective. His eyes are so full of tenderness it almost undoes me. He brushes a thumb across her cheek before finally climbing into bed on the other side of her.
I slip under the covers too, curling up close. Y/n immediately nuzzles against my chest, her face pressing into me, her whole body instinctively seeking comfort. I wrap my arms around her, feeling the weight of her settle into me fully.
Charles lies close on her other side, one of his hands finding hers beneath the blanket. He squeezes it gently, grounding her even in her sleep.
For a long while, we just lie there. The room is dim, the only sound the faint hum of the heater and Y/n's soft, uneven breaths. Every so often, she whimpers, shifting like she's caught in some fever dream, and each time, either Charles or I is there â whispering quiet reassurances, rubbing slow circles into her back or stroking her hair.
At some point, Charles's foot brushes against mine under the covers, a silent touch, and I press back without thinking. No words needed. We're both here. We both have her. We have each other.
I kiss Y/n's hair again, breathing her in â even sick, she still smells like home.
Eventually, I feel Y/n's breathing deepen, her body truly relaxing between us for the first time all night.
I let my eyes drift closed, one hand stroking through her hair, the other curled protectively around her. Charles's arm stretches over both of us now, like he's trying to shield us with just his presence alone.
And finally â for the first time in hours â I let myself rest too.
The morning is quiet, the soft kind of quiet that only happens when it's just the three of us, tucked away from the rest of the world.
The first thing I feel is Y/n's hair tickling under my chin, her head still tucked against me like she's afraid to let go even in sleep. Charles's hand is still loosely laced with hers, his breathing steady and slow.
I don't dare move much. I just lie there, running my fingers softly through her hair, careful not to wake her too soon.
Her face looks less flushed than last night, her brows no longer pinched tight in pain or fear. She's still pale, but she looks... peaceful.
I glance over at Charles. His eyes are open too now, just watching her, his thumb tracing absent-minded little circles on the back of her hand. He catches my eye and gives me a small, tired smile.
"She's cooler," he mouths.
I nod, swallowing the lump of relief in my throat.
We stay like that for a while, just breathing together, soaking in the slow miracle of her getting better.
Eventually, I feel her shift a little, her nose scrunching like it always does when she's about to wake up but doesn't want to. I smile down at her, brushing a knuckle against her cheek.
"Morning, sleepy," I whisper so softly it's almost a secret.
Her eyes flutter open, confused at first â then they land on me, then on Charles, and something in her whole body relaxes like a string snapping loose.
I blink a few times, trying to figure out if I'm dreaming.
But no â Alex is real, right there, holding me so close I can feel her heart beating against my ear. And Charles is there too, his fingers wrapped around mine like he never let go.
For a second, I just stay still, soaking it in. I feel weak, my throat dry and scratchy, but there's something warm and safe about the way they're looking at me. Like nothing bad could ever happen as long as we're here, together.
"Hi," I croak out, my voice wrecked.
Alex smiles at me so softly it makes my chest ache. "Hi, baby. How're you feeling?"
I frown, trying to assess it. Everything hurts a little, my head is pounding, but it's better. Way better than last night. I glance between them, feeling a rush of gratitude so fierce it nearly knocks the breath out of me.
"Like I got hit by a bus," I rasp, managing a weak grin.
Charles chuckles â a warm, low sound â and reaches out to brush my hair away from my face. "You look better than you did yesterday."
"Not saying much," I mumble, and Alex laughs, the sound soft and sweet.
"You scared us," she says, her voice dipping low, her fingers tracing patterns on my back. "But you're okay now. We've got you."
"I know," I whisper. I nuzzle closer to her chest, clinging onto the comfort. "Thank you."
Charles squeezes my hand. "Always, Y/n/n."
Alex presses a kiss into my hair, lingering there like she can heal me with just her touch. Maybe she can.
I must've drifted back off for a little while, because the next thing I know, the bed shifts underneath me. I groan, squeezing my eyes shut tighter.
"Nooo," I whine into Alex's hoodie, clinging onto her like a stubborn koala.
She laughs quietly, trying to peel herself away without really trying. "Baby, you need to eat something," she says gently, stroking my hair. "You haven't eaten in almost a day."
"I'm fine," I mumble. "I'll survive. Like a cockroach."
Charles snorts from where he's sitting at the foot of the bed. "Cockroaches eat, you know."
I crack one eye open to glare at him, but it's weak at best. My body feels like it's made of wet sand.
"Come on," Alex coaxes, so soft it makes my heart ache. "Just a little bit. For me?"
I huff dramatically but I already know I've lost. I can never say no to her when she uses that voice.
"Fine," I grumble, rolling onto my back like a petulant child. "But I'm not chewing. One spoonful and I'm done."
Charles stands up, bringing over the little tray they must've set up. There's a bowl of steaming soup â homemade, by the smell of it â and a glass of water with a straw.
"You don't have to chew soup, genius," he teases, setting it down carefully beside Alex.
I stick my tongue out at him, then immediately regret it when my throat scratches painfully. Alex just smiles, dipping the spoon into the broth, blowing on it until it's cool enough, then holding it up to my lips.
"Open," she says softly, like she's feeding a toddler.
I roll my eyes but obey, letting her feed me a spoonful. It's warm and salty and tastes like heaven, even if my stomach protests at the sudden attention.
"Good girl," Alex praises, wiping the corner of my mouth with her thumb. The simple, silly praise makes me blush hotter than the soup.
Charles chuckles low under his breath, pretending he's not looking at me like I'm the most ridiculous, lovable thing he's ever seen.
"Don't laugh at me," I mutter after swallowing another sip.
"I'm not," he says â and he's technically telling the truth. His face is suspiciously neutral, but his eyes are glowing with affection. "I'm proud of you."
"You're so full of it," I grumble, but deep down, it feels nice. It feels safe.
Between the two of them â Alex patiently feeding me and Charles making me laugh just enough to forget how gross I feel â the ache in my chest loosens a little more.
Maybe being sick isn't so bad... when you're this loved.
ronal - amazonian tribbing
content - ronal & fem!reader , clit to clit , amazonian tribbing position
âdo you feel that pretty girl? keep those legs apart for me.â ronal said, squatting over you as you had your legs spread with your knees beside your head. she rutted her hips, her soaked cunt sliding against yours with ease. both of your puffy clits pressed against each other each time she moved forwards. she placed her hand on your pelvis, keeping you still as she thrusted against you, coating your cunt all over with slick. âthatâs it baby, feel my clit? making mommy feel so good.â she praised from above you, readjusting her squat before sitting her cunt on top of yours. looking down at where you two were pressed together, she positioned her puffy clit to press onto yours before grinding circles into you, her hands moving to your breasts. ronalâs skilled hands teased your hardened nipples, her hips still working on your cunt, feeling you get wetter and wetter each time her clit flicked past yours. âmommy, please, please i need to cum!â you cried out, legs tired from the position she forced you in. ronals judgmental eyes scanned your face, as if assessing wether or not sheâs grant you the luxury of cumming with her. she dragged her hands down your torso, moving to your thighs before putting the last of the energy she had into humping you. lewd noises filled the marui, wet sounds and skin rubbing against each other as well as your desperate whines. âlet it out, baby.â ronal directed, focusing her humps on your clit only, watching your face twist as you came. she praised you, cooing compliments as she reached her own high, her cum dripping down your inner thighs. the second she lifted her sore body from yours, your eyes darted downwards to your cunt, seeing it all glossy and soaked. it was the most erotic thing you and ronal had tried before.
@citruskasa @theycallmesia @vmptears @casiia @fleursbending @loaksbitch @loaksky
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DILF TIME đŁđŁđŁđŁđŁđŁđŁđŁ
It's AEW's PPV night, with ALLOUT starting in under an hour. You walk backstage with Jack at your side, chatting with him about his match on the card.Â
"Thanks again, Y/N." Jack thanks you with a soft smile. "I don't think Christian would try anything with my mom or sister, but just in case."Â
You nod, matching his sweet smile. "It's no problem, Jack. I'm happy to sit with your mom and sister during the show. Though we both know I'd much rather be on the card." You fake a laugh, hiding your disappointment behind a friendly smile.Â
"Hey! You'll be on the next one, I'm sure." Jack assures you with a light pat on the shoulder. "Anyway, I'll see you out there tonight." He turns towards the locker rooms and smiles at you one last time.Â
"Mhm." You hum with another fake smile. "See you out there, Jack." You wave as he disappears around the corner.Â
Once Jack is out of sight you pull out your phone and scroll through your contacts for a second before dialing a number at the top of the list. The line rings a couple of times as you make your way out of the backstage area to find your seat.Â
"Well well well, now I know Y/N L/N isn't calling me mere hours before I'm about to end her best friend's career, is she?" Christian's sultry voice cuts through the phone, and you can hear the smirk on his face.Â
"Whatever." You roll your eyes. "I just dropped the dork off backstage, I'll be in the front row with his annoying ass mom and sister." You inform him in an unamused tone.Â
Christian chuckles at the news and you can picture the sinister look on his face. "Good girl. I'll you see out there then, gorgeous." He purrs at you.Â
"Mhm. You owe me for this, Cage." You remind him. "You are making me sit next to Jack's idiotic family for at least two hours, after all." You sneer at the thought of having to hang out and pretend to like Jack's family.Â
"Oh, you'll get your reward, Y/N." Christian replies. "And it'll rock your world, honey. I can promise you that." He adds.Â
"It better." You blow out an annoyed sigh through your nose and hang up the phone.Â
You make your way out to the arena and head to your seat. When you arrive Jack's mom and sister are already there and settled into their chairs. You put on a fake smile and walk over to them.Â
"Rachel! Sophie! How are you guys?" You smile and sit down in the empty seat next to them.Â
Rachel is the one sitting closer to you so she's the one to greet you first. "Y/N, so nice to see you again, sweetie." She greets you. "Jack let us know that you'd be sitting out here with us for his match against Christian." She explains. "Thank you for looking out for us."Â
"Yeah, like I was telling Jack earlier. It's no problem, Rachel." You assure her. "How are you and Sophie feeling about tonight?" You ask her.Â
"A little nervous," Sophie admits, wringing her hands in her lap.Â
Rachel agrees with her daughter and comforts her quietly. "Yes, but we've got to believe in Jack, right?" She reminds Sophie.Â
"Rachel's right, Sophie." You chime in. "Jack knows Christian well, he's got this." You lie to both their faces with ease and settle back into your seat as the show finally starts.Â
You sit mostly silent for most of the show, right until it's time for Jack and Christian's match to begin. Christian comes out to the ring first and makes his way down the ramp with that usual smug smirk on his face. You rise to your feet with Sophie and Rachel as Christian gets to the bottom of the ramp and turns to the three of you.Â
"Awe would you like at that." Christian laughs as he walks over to the barricade. "You guys really came all that way to watch poor Jack lose?" He laughs, leaning over the barricade a bit. "You know, Y/N, this match isn't going to take long so I'm free right after." He winks at you.Â
You keep a scowl on your face to match Rachel and Sophie. Reeling your hand back you attempt to smack the grin off Christian face, not that it works. He simply takes a step back with an even more self-entitled grin and winks at you one more time before he slips into the ring.Â
You sit back down, knowing that you're going to catch hell later for smacking him that hard. Sophie and Rachel sit back down as well and whisper to one another while they wait for Jack to come down to the ring. Jack's music hits and everyone stands back up, you glance at Christian in the ring who watches you with a grin as Luchasaurus comes out and runs Jack through before the kid even has time to get down the ramp.Â
"Oh my god?!" Rachel and Sophie both cry out.Â
"Stay here." You fake a worried tone and hop over the barricade.Â
Luchasaurus drags Jack down the ramp and drops him at the foot of the ring for Christian. Cage hops down to the floor and walks over to Jack, but you step in front of Perry first acting like you're there to shield him from Christian.Â
"Quite the little actress, aren't you, Y/N?" Christian smirks down at you.Â
The worried look on your face warps into a grin. "Oh, I try." You shrug and step off to the side. "Sorry Jack, but it looks like you couldn't cut it, huh baby?" You lean down to Jack before you let Christian have him.Â
You turn around and catch a glimpse of Rachel and Sophie. Both of them wear looks of pure shock as they stare at you. You walk over to them with Luchasaurus behind you and laugh.Â
"Awe, what's wrong Rachel?" You laugh. "I thought that your precious Jack had Christian's number?" You tilt your head to the side with a laugh.Â
"We trusted you!" Sophie blurts out in a half-sob.Â
You shrug again as the bell rings behind you. "Your mistake, sweetie." You turn on your heel sharply and climb into the ring where Christian is towering in victory over Jack.Â
"That was an A+ performance from you, I'll admit." Christian chuckles when you step over Jack. He slings an arm over your shoulder with a grin and you both head up the ramp. "Now, about that reward."Â
Part 9
Warnings: wrestling, blood
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Monday Night Raw
Y/Nâs life has been chaotic since Extreme Rules. With Beth having a concussion. Y/N thinking she should just stay at her parentsâ house and not go to work and her parents forcing her to go. Itâs just been a lot.
The Judgement Day also tried to get a hold of Y/N after Extreme Rules. No answer. Y/N didnât want to talk to them after hurting Beth. Edge she wouldâve been fine with, but Beth no one hurts Beth without a consequence.Â
Y/N had a lot of thoughts walking into the Barclayâs center in New York. She tried to keep busy with her usual routine. None of it worked. She already knew the schedule because every time she walks in now a crew member comes and gives her one after the minor incident.
Y/N was booked as ringside for her uncleâs match against Chad Gable. They also booked her for the Judgement Dayâs promo after the match, but beside that in brackets it says just in case.Â
She found that weird, but hey what could she do about it? Running behind schedule, Y/N quickly began her makeup.
She got everything on and ready, but has not tied up her boots yet. She had forgotten to do that. Running over to her uncleâs change room. She knocks on the door and Rey answers it with arms wide open. The hug was comforting and much needed.Â
âAmor, your laces arenât done up,â Rey states, looking down at the boots.
âOh, I forgot to do them up. Thanks tĂŹo,â she replies.Â
âReady to go to the gorilla now?â Rey questions as she finishes doing up her laces.Â
Y/N nods, follow her uncle out the door.
Booyaka, Booyaka
Y/N and Rey were walking together down the ramp. Y/N loved hearing the crowd pop for their favorite superstars. It was just a great feeling that warmed her heart. The cheering died down as you hear.Â
Shoooosh, Shoosh please
It was the Alpha Academy. Y/N hated them. Not only were they annoying to her, but Otis just makes her so uncomfortable with the comments he makes about her. Whenever sheâs standing ringside and he is too, he just tries to flirt all the time.
Y/N was still in the ring when Chad entered. She exited. Rey turns to her and kisses her cheek before putting all his attention on Chad. As soon as Y/Nâs feet touched the ground, Otis was right at her side.Â
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Y/N wasnât really paying any attention to the match. As Otis was talking to her and flirting. She had almost lost it when he touched her. The touch didnât last long as he realized his buddy Chad was outside of the ring. Y/N looked up and her uncle was still in the ring.Â
She also tried really hard to pay attention on her own when Otis wasnât bothering her. Itâs been her mind that hasnât been right. She thought being out with the WWE universe would calm her mind, but it didnât.
Her mind was quickly cut off when she heard the opening to the judgment day theme song. Jumping up on the apron closest to Rey, which was right in front of the commentator table. She saw Rhea and Dominik come from backstage. Her uncle was shaking his head. Y/N was just nervous for her and her uncle. She realizes she canât ignore them forever, but for now, at least she could try.Â
Trying not to focus on the two coming from backstage, Rey focuses on Y/N, ushering her off of the apron. Informing her heâs got it. Y/N listens to her uncle.Â
Of course, this match was a blur for Y/N. Now that Rhea and Dominik were out there, her mind was going 1 000 miles a minute. She managed to catch the last bit of the match when her mind finally calmed down. Rey had won.
She slides into the ring, hugging her uncle and congratulating him on the win. She smiled as Reyâs arm was lifted up by the ref. The smile didnât last long. Dominik was getting into the ring, so she backed up. Rey told her beforehand that he wanted to deal with Dominik alone.Â
Dom wanted his father to hit him. Rey wanted nothing to do with that. He was going to get out of the ring, but Rhea was standing there. Rey turns back around to look at Dominik.Â
While that is happening, Rhea looks at Y/N, whoâs distracted by the father and son. She pulls out a pair of handcuffs and handcuffs Y/N to the ropes. The young girl looked at the handcuffs, tugging at it. She only ended up giving a small cut on her wrist. Dominik was yelling at his father to hit him. Rey didnât want to, though.
Rey had noticed Damian get on the apron and went to punch him off. Finn then enters the ring. Rey fights Finn, sending him into Dominik, and now Dominik is outside the ring. Y/N made sure to back up before she got hit. The slight moving back causes the cuff around her wrist to cut deeper into the skin.Â
Y/N looks up and sees her uncle set Finn up for a 619. The 619 didnât make it, though Dominik had intercepted it. While Rey was lying on the ring, Dominik was yelling at him again, âHit me!â
Y/N tries to scream at Dominik to distract him, but that doesnât work. Apparently they also had tape, so Rhea put a piece over her mouth. The tape for sure didnât last long because Y/Nâs other hand was free. The crowd was chanting, âYou Suckâ at Dominik for treating his father like this.Â
Y/N had to look away. Rey was crying, and she couldnât stand when her family cries. Her uncle had turned away. That was a big mistake. Dominik hits him from behind, holding him there until Rhea grabs Reyâs arms and holds him in place.Â
Y/N started yelling at Dominik again. This time, Finn came up behind her and put his hand over her mouth to shut her up. Dominik had done it. He had delivered a 619 to his own father.Â
Y/N had to think quickly to get Finnâs hand off of her mouth. She bit down on his hand and punched him in the stomach. Now she has full access to yell at Dominik, to yell to see if her uncle is okay or just to yell at the Judgement Day in general.
Since the Judgement Day had a promo next, they left Y/N handcuffed to the rope. She was still bleeding. The WWE universe could probably see on her face that she didnât want to stand out there for how long with the Judgement Day. She had hoped that someone could save her from this nightmare, as she liked to call it.
The booing from the crowd made Y/N start to laugh. That was until Damian looked at her. She had stopped quickly, looking down at the handcuffs, seeing if there was a way to get out of them.Â
âLike Iâve said every single week, since you peasants canât get it through your thick skulls,â Rhea starts off.Â
She finishes off by saying, âThe Judgement Day, we run Monday night, Raw.â
âYou hate to hear the truth,â Damian states. âThat is truth, Rhea spoke truth.â
âI mean think about it,â he continues, âEvery single person that steps to us falls, all the while the Judgement Day continues to rise.â
âYou know what, though. Letâs talk about something more important. Letâs talk about how my boy Finn Balor handled business at extreme rules,â Damian finishes off.Â
âLike Iâve said before. When you come at Finn, you best not miss,â Finn starts.
Y/N wanted to be gone from the ring. Even from the building. She didnât want to stand close to Judgement Day. Y/N didnât even catch most of Finnâs sentence.
â-I ended the party,â Finn states.
Y/N was bewildered. She didnât know about no party. When she finally clued in, she felt stupid. There was no party, it was just everyone celebrating Edgeâs return.
âI pissed on yâallâs parade,â the Irish man continues, âbecause I made her dad say the words âI Quitâ. Thatâs right, I made Edge say the words âI Quitâ.â
Y/N rolled her eyes when Finn looked at her. She thought we got it, Finn; we donât need you to repeat yourself.
âHey Dominik, what words did I make her dad say?â he questions Dominik while pointing towards me.
Dominik replies, âEdge said âI Quitâ.â
âHey priest. What did I make Edge do?â Finn questions again.
âOh, you made Edge say âI Quitâ,â Damian replies, laughing.
âThatâs right. I made Edge say the words âI Quitâ and you know why, because Finn Balor don't quit. Iâm too legit to quit,â he finishes off.
âNo, thatâs not right. You were gonna quit if those baboons didnât help you,â Y/N decides to yell at him.
They ignore her.Â
âYou know what? Have you seen him since Saturday Night? You know what, letâs watch it again because I want to watch it one more time,â Finn says.
They played the most important parts of that match. Ones that Y/N didnât want to rewatch or even relive. The poor girl made sure to not watch the screen when the end of the match came on. She had to hear her father utter the words again and hear the chair hitting Beth.
When the video ended, Judgement Day was all standing and laughing together. This is what Y/N couldnât stand about them. They injure someone and laugh about it. She would at least be a bit worried about the person if she did that.
âOh brings a tear to my eye,â Rhea starts off, âThe Glamazon, Beth Phoenix. What a joke.â
âBeth, what I did to you was just a glimpse of what Iâm capable of,â Rhea states.
âAnd watching Rhea and action, you know, just-â Dominik pauses.
The crowd was booing so loud he couldnât speak. Finn tried to shut them up.Â
âYou guys are just jealous, so shut your mouths,â Rhea says.
âWhat I was going to say was, Rhea hitting Edgeâs wife, Y/Nâs mother, Beth with a conchairto did it for me, and I know it did it for all of you as well,â Dominik says.
Y/N doesnât care what Dominik said next. She was in her own world trying to figure out the handcuffs. Careful not to tighten them more. The handcuffs werenât the only thing on her mind. Everything that happened on Saturday was on her mind. The only time she looked up was when AJ Stylesâ theme song went off.
âFinn, as long as weâve known each other, itâs come down to this,â AJ says.
âAJ, you made this a lot harder than it needed to be,â Finn begins, âI could have ended this-â
âOh woah woah, hold on, hold on,â AJ cuts him off.
âFinn, Iâm not out here to argue with you. Youâre right,â says AJ.
Y/N was so confused, it wasnât even funny. Why would AJ want to join the Judgement Day?
âEverything I needed was standing right in front of me. With my back against the wall, Iâve been alone for far too long. There comes a time in a manâs life where he needs friends. Hell, in my case, I need family. So from the first time we met in Japan, to now. Iâm I not my brotherâs keeper.â AJ finishes off kneeling on the floor.Â
Y/N couldnât believe her eyes. AJ was going to join the Judgement Day. There was nothing she could do to stop it, either. They would all ignore her if she yelled. Finn puts his hand out to help AJ up. They share a hug.
âAJ, AJ, Iâm so proud of you and I knew you would finally come around,â Finn says.
âI wasnât talking about you,â AJ replies.Â
The theme of the O. C play. The smile on Y/Nâs face grew wider than possible. Gallows and Anderson were back and ready to fight. Dominik starts yelling at the O. C and Gallows had enough and just slapped Dominik. That started a fight.Â
The O. C was in the ring as the Judgement Day made their way backstage.Â
âHey, do any of you have a key to these?â Y/N questions the three.
Karl pulls out a key and unlocks her. They got a good look at her bloody wrist. Before ushering her backstage to go get it checked out.Â
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That was part 9. I hope you enjoyed it as much as I enjoyed writing it. My favorite thing is AJ saying, âI wasnât talking about you.â I donât know why it just makes me laugh every time. Hope you have a good night/afternoon/ morning!!!!
Pairing: F1 x Reader, Slight Mick x Reader
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Jules crash mentioned, angst, suggestion of death, grief, crash, hospital, ICU, incorrect race timeline, Suzuka, FIA, etc. READ AT YOUR OWN DISCRETION
Synopsis: Mistakes can cost you, but they also teach everyone how fast things can change, and sometimes letâs you see whatâs there and not right with what you love.
âOkay, Y/n, Sainz has crashed; they're bringing out a safety car. Be careful.â Your radio team clicks off, and you shake your head.
âThis is fucking ridiculous; red flag the damn race; it's so hard to see anything!â You tell your ream, furious that FIA cared more about getting that finish than the driver's safety.
âWe know, but be careful.â Your team repeats, not wanting to add more fuel to the fire.
You scuff and head around the corner; you don't know what went wrong. You didn't even see the damn thing. Hitting the gas slightly, you see a flash before slamming on your brakes. âFUCK!â you yell before feeling yourself become crushed.
No one knew what happened all that they all got called back to the paddock immediately, the other drivers that passed by couldn't even see your crash. âWhat the hell happened?â Sebastian asks as the other drivers gather in a media room, with no media.
âOh God.â Lanceâs voice strangled and reaches everyone as they turned to the TV. Finally, noticing what the camera was covering.
âIs her car....oh god she's trapped under the crane.â Lewis whispers, covering his mouth, the others staring at the screen as it captures everyone and the medics scrambling not sure what to do.
âIs she okay?â Charles asks to some of the workers in the room. âDAMMIT! IS SHE OKAY?â Charles yells, making the workers jump and run out of room to find out any information.
âThis can't be happening, not again not here, not during this weather, not again.â Charles pleads as Carlos and Pierre lead him to sit down as he starts to tremble. âSheâll be okay, she will be.â Pierre whispers to no one, more so just saying the words to comfort himself.
âThey can't contact her, she's still trapped underneath, and they have no way of knowing if she's seriously injured; they're working slow not to cause any more damage and because of the rain.â Some worker reports to them after 20 minutes before leaving the room.
âIs she going to die?â Mick asks quietly to Seb, who is sitting next to the young German. Mick and you had become close due to your relative age, but also, you both enjoyed the same things, and Mick and ton just became close.
âI don't know, buddy,â Seb whispers back, pulling the young boy closer to him, wanting to give him some semblance of comfort. Mick just leans in close to Sebastianâs hold sending silent prays for you to come out okay.
âWhat the fuck was a crane doing out on the tracks anyway? Especially in this weather?â George yells at the TV feeling utterly useless in that moment, watching the replay of the crash.
âGuys.â Angela, Lewis's friend, announces as she enters the room. âWhat's wrong?â Lewis jumps up, the others crowding around her.
âShe.... she's out of the car, but it's...bad.... awful...prepare yourselves.â She mumbles before walking out leaving the guys to stare after her.
âNo.â Charles sobs sitting down, sobs racking his body, trying to curl in on himself as everyone cries and prays for the best.
It was the pain that woke you up, the pain of your entire body being on fire. But you knew realistically you weren't in any pain; you couldn't be. You'd woken up three days ago, and the pain medication you were on was enough to knock a damn Bull Elephant off its feet. Sadly you were in the ICU and weren't allowed any visitors; how badly you wanted to see the boys and hold them somehow. You didn't care that 5 of your ribs were broken, a shattered right hand, a head injury with a concussion, and a collapsed lung that they performed surgery on to repair.
Your favorite nurse walks in smiling and sits down next to you. âHey sweetie, feeling a little better?â She asks, already knowing you probably weren't.
âHurts,â you grumble, and she nods her head, pushing some hair out of your face.
âSome people are here to see you; I snuck them in.â She smiles, and you see bright red in the corner of your eye; without meaning to, your heart rate picks up quickly as you start to cry seeing Charles and Carlos.
âPrincess,â Carlos whispers and sits down next to you while Charles stands at the door, his entire face stained from crying.
âYou need to stop crying; you're causing yourself so much pain,â Carlos whispers, kissing your forehead.
You close your eyes and smile slightly; your fave is bruised all over, and any facial expressions make the pain worse. âCharlie.â You mumble, twitching a finger his way. Charles looks up at you, fresh tears falling on his side as he stumbles his way into a seat next to your bed.
âWe thought we lost you.â He cries, careful not to put any weight on your body, his head buried into the bed.
âI'm okay; I need an extra couple of months to heal, and ill be back out on the track.â you joke, but the boys nod their heads, not wanting to argue.
âWell, looks like we weren't the first ones, Kid.â Sebastian's face fills the doorway with bright blue eyes and blonde hair behind him.
âHye,â Mick whispers as they both fill the room, pulling up two more chairs.
The four of them stayed with you for most of the day before visiting hours were over. But you were happy to have the company, even if it was for a little while.
The FIA had issued a formal apology but tried to throw some of the blame on you for excessive speed under a safety car. That was very short-lived when the other drivers, teams, and fans became enraged at the thought of them blaming you.
It's been a couple of months, but you were finally on your feet again and able to travel, but you still couldn't drive yet, not due to injury, but you did need some time to heal completely, and the team allowed you just that. You decided it was time to show your face again to the public after some private time, and you chose to do that at COTA. It was appropriate as everything was more relaxed now since Max had won the championship.
Walking into the paddock, of course, people stared and pointed, but you were determined to visit your rock during the entire healing process. âRoscoe!â You tell happily, seeing Lewisâs dog.
Lewis let you take care of Roscoe while you healed, knowing that you'd been home alone and would want the company. Roscoe loved being with you and barked loudly, letting Lewis and the other drivers turn to see Roscoe run for you as you got on your knees to give the boy some love.
âOh, yellow, my old friend.â You mumble into his fur, kissing his head and giving him the best pets.
âLove the dog more, alright.â Lewis jokes, making you look up. You stand and brush off your knees before kissing Lewisâs cheek as well. âHe kept me company; I have to love on him first.â Shrugging your shoulders and giving everyone else a hello.
âI'd love to chat with everyone, but I have to do some interviews.â âAre you serious? All they're going to ask about is the crash.â Lance spits, knowing the main topic for weeks has been you, the crash, and the FIA statement.
âI know, but it's time to get it over with, and I want to support you all without the cloud over my head.â You shuffle your weight, a slight wince from the healing of your ribs, but no one points it out.
âShe's right; we're all going to hate this, but it's time,â Seb says and kisses your forehead. He's always been a father figure to you young drivers, and at times overprotective, and if he could help join you and make the reporters behave and not push. But this was your healing process, and you needed to do it alone.
Heading to the media pit, you stop short with your assistant, who stands with you, not saying anything, as they knew you could handle this. âOkay, let's do this.â whispered no one in particular.
âY/n, y/n! Whatâs it like surviving death, and not only that but in a crash that was just like Jules Bianchi?â One reporter asks, making you cringe.
âI want to make this very...very....very clear. What happened to Jules and me should've never happened in the first place. And I never want people to compare the two ever again. His family deserves respect when on the topic of his death, and by doing that, im never going to talk about what happened to him and me in the same sentence. Next question.â
âY/n, will you still be able to race even after the reports of your injuries are released?â Some girl asks.
âYes, I was allowed to race here at COTA, but...I deemed it too early and needed some more time, but if my team allows it, ill be more than happy to race in Mexico and hopefully win.â You laugh, making the others laugh.
âIs it true that FIA is deciding whether to give you a penalty for the crash?â
âI sure hope not. The race never should've happened, not in those conditions. And the FIA never told anyone the crane was on track. There's also proof that Nando passed the crane TWICE and never once knew it was there. If anything, the FIA should receive a penalty for what they did and for being very inconsistent and unsafe in their rulings.â Everyone stares at you, having never seen a driver call out the FIA so bluntly.
âY/n, how are you and Mick?â you turn and face the reporter and can't help the blush that covers your face making everyone laugh and smile at you.
It was no secret that Mick was beside you through everything and was always posting little updates for your fans about you, but your friendship was turning into something more that you weren't sure just what yet.
âIt's going well, we're close friends, and Sebastian has known us both since kids, but we grew up together, and having them both as a crutch as I healed helped a lot.â you directed the question but still answered it slightly.
âIf that's all, I should get going and see everyone before the race.â you laugh and walk off quickly, going to the Haas paddock and seeing that familiar blonde hair.
âSo, we're just good friends, hmm?â He asks, not even turning around from the screen.
You huff and shake your head before letting your hands travel up his back, making his tense form relax. âYes, we are gold friends, just friends who are a little more.â Kissing his back, he turns around, checking you over, making sure you're okay.
âYou handled the first question well.â He praises kissing your lips gently.
âThanks; I knew mistakes could cost me, but I needed to get that over with.â He nods his head before watching you closely.
âCallin, the FIA out was ballsy.â You drop by the head, knowing that would be a problem.
âBut, you were right; trying to lay blame on you was horrible; if they come after you, I'll deal with it. Seb will, but you know what I mean.â He makes you giggle and lean up, kissing his cheek.
âGo, race, cowboy, oh, and mistakes can cost you.â You giggle, making him roll his eyes as he gets ready.
âI'll kick your ass in Mexico; it'll be alright.â He laughs as you roll your eyes.
âBe careful.â in a severe tone, Mick looks down at you and stops knowing since the crash; you hate any of them being in one.
âAlways.â He bumps your foreheads together before heading to the car.
Watching them all get in the the car, your heart clenches, but you knew they were the best of the best; they'd all be okay, and so would you.
**kicks down the door** ITS HOT GIRL SUMMER BABYYyyy!!!! Howâs about Y/N and Julia Heart have a âgirls dayâ by the pool with the HOB lookin on đ
Peeping toms đ
I love this idea, babes! The chokehold they have on me is unreal.
Hot Girl Summer
Pairing: House of Black/Reader
Genre: Fluff
Warnings: none
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"You look so good!"
Julia gave me a small smile as she sat beside me at the hotel's outdoor pool. "Thanks Y/n," she said softly, tucking a strand of hair behind her ear.Â
I swirled my foot in the water and leaned my head on her shoulder. We had always been close, but her joining the House meant we'd have even more time together. Besides, like I'd complain about seeing those three men all the time.Â
"Thanks for the girl time," she said, pulling me in for a side hug.
"Of course, babe," I said, turning to give her a light kiss on the cheek. "Now are you getting in or what?" I pushed off the edge and into the water, splashing her slightly.Â
"Oh we're doing that, huh?" she said with a laugh as she slid into the water, smacking it and sending some spraying at me.Â
We kept that up for a few moments, giggling and splashing each other like little kids. After a while, Julia and I just floated in the water, both slightly winded from our antics. Looking over at each other, we burst into another fit of giggles as she drifted under my arm and a shadow stood over us.
âEnjoying yourselves, ladies?âÂ
I smiled, turning toward the accented voice behind us. âOf course,â I said sweetly, eyeing Malakai in his dark suit. My gaze slid over to the other chairs, where both Brody and Buddy sat. âArenât you warm?â I filled my voice with faux worry, hoping I could get them to break down. âYou should join us.â
Buddy stood, and I flashed Julia a look, coupled with a small smirk. She knew I loved just messing with them, having them wrapped, but Buddy and Brody were always the easier ones to get to go my way.
I looked back to the three men, giving them my best doe eyed look. âCâmon guys,â I pleaded, âthe water is perfect.â Julia stifled a giggle as I watched a flushed Buddy pulling his shirt off.Â
I turned to Brody, batting my lashes, which always made him weak for me. He sighed, pulling his shirt off as Buddy jumped into the water. Malakai sighed as he watched Brody follow, and I giggled. âPlease?â I said softly, leaning on the wall of the pool as the other three splashed around. A devilish smirk crossed Malakaiâs lips. âMaybe tonight, schatje. Just you and I.â I felt my face flush as I sank into the pool as he sat on one of the beach chairs, watching us.Â
summary: in which jungkook canât sleep, and he canât stop kissing you either.
> fluff, suggestive / word count: 2.6k
> content/warnings: alexa play seven by jungkook! mentions of s^x, lots and lots of cutie kisses :( theyâre in that afterglow <3 ocâs chest is his pillow :(
> in which masterlist!
note: hi hi. hereâs ur slice of pure self indulgent fluff đ° i just had to write abt this jk :P thereâs a reference to in which you always get what you want and jungkook is dying to kiss you 𼚠reblogs & feedback are vv appreciated. iâd love to hear ur thoughts so feel free to scream or laugh or cry <3
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a fleeting white light passes through your closed eyelids, nearly blinding, as you hear the familiar shutter of your boyfriendâs polaroid camera.
âjungkook,â you whimper weakly due to the sudden disturbance, burying your face on the soft pillows while pushing the camera away.
âshit, shit- sorry, baby-â he winces, guilty of disrupting your journey to slumber, as he scrambles to fix his mistake. âforgot to turn off the flash.â
he places the polaroid face down on the space behind him to give it the time to develop the photo he had taken. much to your relief, the bedroom falls silent once more except for the quiet humming and breathing of the airconditioner. you return to properly laying your head on the pillow, taking a small gasp of oxygen, and jungkook smiles because of how adorable you are for still refusing to open your eyes.
âcan i take more pictures?â
âdid you turn it off?â you whisper as you stretch your legs to find a more comfortable position, unwittingly pulling down the comforter and exposing your nakedness to the cool air. this gives rise to goosebumps on your skin, causing you to shiver, but your boyfriend is quick to your rescue. he catches the hem before it could slide past your skimpy shorts.
âi did.â
a chaste kiss is planted on your shoulder before it is returned underneath the warmth of soft layers of cotton and fabric.
you sigh, melting back into relaxation. âokay.â
he re-anchors his elbow into the mattress, resting his head on his palm to admire the majestic view of you. jungkook likes this a lot, he lives for itâ lying on the bed face-to-face with his sated lover, spending the rest of the night feeling like his heart is not a big enough vessel to hold all the love he has for you. the lights he is yet to turn off have splashed the dark room with a red glow that engulfs your figure as well, escalating his heartbeat, so hypnotic and tantalizing, he finds himself breathing heavier and heavier behind the viewfinder, or maybe he has stopped breathing at all. the shutter briefly fills the silence.
this is⌠the arch of your back is burned in his mind and he swears he still tastes you on his tongue, but seeing you like this feels so different.
he was consumed by his pleasure and yours just half an hour ago, admittedly almost blinded by his own sweat dripping from his forehead because he simply couldnât stop wanting more of you, giving himself to you. you werenât exactly innocent either, with your provocative touches and coquettish smiles, whispering lewd words that was gasoline to the lust flaring up inside of him. he revels in seeing that youâre just as desperate for it as he is, if not more, purely from the way you beseech him with your eyes mirroring stained glass windows. he knows you love it when he fucks you so good it brings you to tears, welcoming the delightful intensity of his nature, and that you were also trying to tire him out so heâd finally feel sleepy, but holy shit, looking at you right now, he wants nothing more but to hold you with utmost gentleness.
wildly concentrated with his bottom lip tucked in between his teeth, he brushes away the hair that fell on your face before capturing another exquisite memory to be burned into film.
jungkook is greedy when it comes to you.
a disgruntled whine slips from your mouth when the pillow underneath your head is replaced by his thick arm, which is then rudely cut off by his lips crashing on yours.
clearly, youâve grown too comfortable in this relationship.
âi love you.â he drunkenly mutters, instantly going for another kiss and barely finishing his another- âi love you.â before heâs kissing you again.
âbabe-â you chuckle then gasp, holding on to his wrist as his tattooed hand loosely wraps around your neck.
âi love you. i love you, i love y- i love you, i love you, i love you, i love you, i love you.â he repeats himself over and over, the volume of his voice gradually getting quieter as he runs out of breath, until his tongue becomes tied. grounded by the feeling of your steady pulse beneath his thumb, he silences himself by tenderly kissing you, soft lips molding with yours for a wordless declaration of devotion this time around.
pure staticâ there are no thoughts running in your head. your limbs feel numb but tingly. you feel like youâre floating- no, youâre falling. the bed has turned into an abyss and youâre falling endlessly and jungkook holding you close is the only thing that makes sense. you might have to consider this true heaven, nothingness with your everything, when the whole world is lights-out and quiet that it feels like time has been suspended, and the only way to keep track of it is through each pump of your heart.
at last, your eyelids slowly flutter open as he pulls away, and he greets you with that boyish grin. âpretty.â
his hand on your neck moves to stroke your face lovingly, eyes glimmering with various emotions as they wander your features.
â____ is so, so pretty.â
âhm, really?â you hum sleepily, leaning closer to his touch. âthanks to you.â
âme?â his doe eyes widen in confusion.
âyou know, for the afterglow. i feel nice.â you giggle brightly at your own half-joke, positively out of your goddamn mind as you hide your warm face on his shoulder.
âahhh- ah!â
enlightenment then dawns on your boyfriend.
his giggles blend in with yours for a harmony that strikes the same joy as the sound of wind chimes on a windy day.
jungkook tries not to appear too cocky about the compliment, but consequences be damned, he would die satisfying his lover.
âoh yeah, baby? do you now?â thereâs a self-satisfied smirk plastered on his face when you take a peek at him, which then morphs into a grin when your eyes meet. âi feel nice, too.â
ânice?â your voice comes out delicate, droopy eyes asking him for confirmation.
ânice.â
he feels a tug at his heartstrings.
âyou know what? fucking great⌠i could never have enough of you.â
it becomes silent for a while. his tattooed hand slides under the comforter, letting his fingers skim across the side of your waist, feather-light touches on your bare skin before heâs pulling you closer to his body.
âi⌠i donât doubt that feelings like this can only grow as time goes on but⌠itâs still amazing that when i think about it, even until now, all the time, i want to be with you.â
he involuntarily breathes out a shaky sigh, ears going red as they do when heâs expressing sincerity from the deepest parts of his soul.
âreally, how do you do thisâŚ? what is this magic? why- why do i like you so much? i mean, i know why! of course! but, wow!â he squeezes his eyes shut to express his disbelief, clicking his head to the side. âitâs possible for it to be this much? do you get what iâm saying? i just have thoughts like thatâ love is so fascinating.â
you barely process his words with your brain still in a haze of bliss, but itâs funny, hearing these questions from the same man who has the entire world madly obsessed with him.
oh, this actually sounds familiar. heâs getting all sentimental and philosophical. again. and heâs not drunk. were you that good tonight?
âi wonât give away my secrets just like that. what if you use them on someone else?â you tease him, rubbing your tired eyes and shaking your head as you giggle.
you receive a dirty look from him, clearly offended and uninterested in the thought of putting in the hard effort to impress someone that isnât you.
âaish, stop talking! i donât like hearing you talk in that way.â
âthen what else am i supposed to do? youâre the one who woke me up.â you retort in annoyance.
but you honestly donât think thereâs any secret to tell. jungkook is in love with you. plain and simple.
âyouâre right, iâm sorry. go back to sleep if you want to.â
he dips down to plant gentle pecks on your shoulder, going down on a trail to your neck, and you unconsciously tilt your head to his convenience because heâs bringing the butterflies in your stomach back to life. it feels good, everything he does always feels good.
âyouâre seriously not done?â you mumble against his lips, unfaltering with the kisses as if he would run out of them any minute now.
he stubbornly answers with a âno!â as his lips ghost over your cheek.
if only bam was here, jungkook would eventually leave you alone to rest. he would pester him with his late-night burst of affection instead while talking shit about you to your child because you dodged his kiss in your sleep.
âbabe, youâre supposed to sleep. you have work later.â
âno, i donât want to sleep. i⌠i want to kiss you- baby.â he protests as he continues to pepper your face with kisses, giving your body a particularly tight squeeze when he searches for your lips again.
you blink at him in confusion when he suddenly sends you a look of irritation, eyebrows furrowed and eyes glaring.
âyou havenât even said âi love youâ back yet.â
âoh, i havenât?â you wince innocently. âsorry. i love you.â
but he should be the one apologizing to you, since itâs his fault that you still canât think straight, or walk for that matter.
you pat around the mattress behind his back until you stumble upon the camera, and itâs jungkookâs turn to be your beloved muse. you scoot away until the lens manage to capture him down to his shirtless abdomen. you watch him in complete awe behind the viewfinder. he squints at you, raising his eyebrows flirtatiously, and he smirks when you chuckle in amusement.
âah wait- take this! take this! you have to take a good one, got it? i worked so hard on them yesterday!â he eagerly voices out a special demand.
he shuffles to flex his arm infront of the camera, showing off his well-defined triceps and biceps while releasing rich, throaty grunts. totally unnecessary, but so achingly jungkook.
your boyfriend is outrageously, ridiculously sexyâ heâs still wearing that stupid black headband he hastily put on in the middle of sex because he got pissed off at his hair and he needed it out of the way so he could âproperly see his loveâs beautiful body.â
you roll your eyes inside your head.
what a fucking tease.
nonetheless, you acquiesce.
the flash goes off.
and another polaroid is crafted into existence that you selfishly want to keep for your eyes only.
âbaby, let me see.â
âitâs mine!â you scrunch your nose with a childlike charm, hiding the polaroid behind your back.
he chuckles, hopelessly endeared by you.
âyes, iâm yours.â he coos in response.
and your unguarded heart is once again swept away by the taste of his tongue. the camera becomes an abandoned item. your fingers daintily pushes off his headband in favor of freely tangling them with his silky hair, and it also ends up getting lost somewhere in the sheets as his sweet kisses lull you in a false sense of security⌠because out of nowhere, that same blazing light burns through your closed eyes for the second time tonight.
jungkook playfully waves the polaroid infront of your face, and his toothy grin is met by your unimpressed expression.
âthis is mine!â
he has been waiting to jump into this type of opportunity, to orchestrate a romantic moment to be stolen in filmâ you can tell by the sparkles in his eyes. reminiscent of that one late night in a tiny photobooth where your younger and clueless selves were cramped in, this is what you and his hyungs often talk about, how much you share the same fondness for the fact that jungkook hasnât changed at all.
âjust how many pictures of you kissing me do you need?â you ask him lightheartedly.
he juts out his bottom lip sullenly, and a few beats pass before he forms an answer. âi always need more for when i miss you.â
you copy his frown. âthen what about me when iâm missing you too?â
âhmmm⌠i want you to always remember me like this, baby.â he melodramatically declares as he picks up the one and only polaroid youâve taken of him tonight. âcan you see my abs tooâŚ? oh- itâs not showing yet.â
he looks back at you shyly with a laugh, and he places it back down to let it continue developing.
âiâll look later. i canât even keep my eyes open anymore. âm so tired.â you sadly sniffle to gain his pity, fluttering your damp eyelashes at him. âletâs go to sleep, please?â
jungkook doesnât find it in himself to articulate a consolation or protest, not when youâre tugging him down to coax him into laying his head on your chest.
âheaven.â he moans, overcome by contentment.
he adjusts himself a bit to be more comfortable before dragging the comforter further upwards to provide warmth for the two of you, all the while refusing to remove his face nuzzled up against you.
âwhy are you always like this? can you even breathe?â you chuckle with your eyes closed.
âi love your boobs.â his honest reply comes out muffled, cute for some reason, along with his satisfied hums prompted by your nails lightly scratching his scalp.
âi know.â
he turns his head to the side to look up at you, and he carries on to speak with his cheek squished against you. âi really, really mean it.â
âyes, baby. i believe you.â
a minute of silence passes. the ecstasy still flooding your veins becomes a stepping stone in the pond towards your dreamland, where all is either fantastically perfect or horrifically fucked up.
but then you feel sloppy kisses being deliberately scattered in the middle of your chest, leading down to your stomach, and you get rudely knocked over into the cold, clear waters.
yes, plea- oh no, no, no, no.
âjungkook, baby, stop. i canât go another round.â you whine pathetically, being driven closer to the urge to burst into tears.
âAH! o-ow- ouch- baby, wha- i swear, i wasnât even planning on it!â he loudly exclaims in surprise when you harshly pull him away by his hair.
âstillâŚâ your voice cracks. âyou know iâll get turned on!â
his chuckles are infuriatingly raspy and of no help at all, ego inflating upon hearing your response and the frustration obviously laced with it.
âokay, okay! iâm sorry! iâll behave now!â
thank god.
he assumes his previous position, the place that he deems to be the warmest and the coziest. as he wraps his arms around your waist, your fist relaxes into an open palm that cradles the back of his head.
â____?â he mumbles, finally feeling the tiredness seep into his sore muscles now that heâs lying motionless.
âhmm?â
âletâs eat dinner outside after work.â
ââŚmeat?â
âand beer!â he adds, brimming with excitement, and he salivates as he can almost taste them in his mouth already. they are his favorite, after all.
âiâll come pick you up then.â you drop a kiss on his forehead, and he sighs happily. âbut go to sleep or else iâll kick you out of the bedroom again.â
his sweet embrace becomes an iron grip.
cold and alone, he swears those were some of the worst three hours of his life.
he squeaks in defeat. âgoodnight, baby.â
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summary: finding out your boyfriend canât wrap presents as well as he has been pretending he can.
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She put the keys into the lock of their front door and walked into their apartment, she slipped her shoes off by the door and hung up her coat and scarf on the hooks and tossed her keys on the entrance way table.
She smiled softly seeing Luke sitting on the couch and he had his headphones on so she knew he didnât hear her come home, she decided to head to their bedroom first and get changed out of her clothes.
She slipped on a pair of Lukeâs huge pair of grey Devils sweatpants and one of his USA hoodies and a pair of his socks because they are the warmest and most comfortable.
She walked out do their room and down the hallway leaning on the wall looking at the living room and realizing what Luke was doing, he was wrapping presents for the holidays.
She let out a small fond quiet laugh seeing the presents not looking the absolute best but they looked adorable which was a little confusing because Luke always has really nice wrapping since she has known him for the last few years.
When she first saw his presents she was genuinely very surprised at how well he wrapped all of the presents, it wasnât something she expected him to be good at.
She walked over leaning over the couch and leaning her chin on Lukeâs shoulder making him flinch and turn around shocked and let out a sigh of relief seeing his girlfriend.
Luke took the headphones off tossing them on the table as she walked around the couch to him, Luke smiled at her fondly patting his thigh making her sit down on his thigh and one of his arms wrapping around her waist and the other tucking hair behind her, âHi Baby.â Luke lovingly mumbled with a soft smile.
âHi pretty boy.â She softly smiled tracing the bridge of his nose softly with her finger making him scrunch his nose at her and she leaned closer pressing a kiss to his nose.
âWhat are you doing?â She asked softly as she pulled away smiling at Lukeâs pout.
She looked back at the table seeing a pair of Nike air force ones that are customized with a few Devils and Umich logos and a few other painted things that is all things that Jack loves, âOo are these the shoes for J?â She asked curiously knowing Luke had been working with a small business to make a pair of shoes for Jack.
She furrowed her brows not getting an answer from Luke and turned her head seeing Luke having a shy look on his face, âWhat is it?â She softly asked him.
Luke pursed his lips shaking his head slightly making his curls move, âYou werenât supposed to see me doing this.â Luke sheepishly told her.
âWhat? Wrap presents?â She titled her head not understanding why Luke is being a little shy.
âYeah.â Luke fiddled with her waist band, âI canât wrap presents. You can probably tell.â Luke scoffed gesturing to the one present he finally wrapped and it doesnât look good.
âBut what about the last few years?â She softly questioned brushing back some of Lukeâs curls.
Luke made a sheepish smile, âI took them to a store and got them wrapped.â
She made a realization face and nodded, âOkay so why couldnât you use this year?â She honestly was not that surprised hearing he paid someone to wrap presents.
Luke blinked as she didnât even mind he didnât wrap the presents, âI couldnât get time the last few weeks to go and now itâs really busy and a few of the stores near are closed and it was too much.â Luke sheepishly rambled, He tried to go to the store today but the line was out the door and was hours long.
She softly nodded listening to all of Lukeâs words, âOkay do you now how to wrap at all?â She asked gently not being mean or teasing him but genuinely wanting to know what he knew what to do.
âMom tried to teach me but i didnât get it.â Luke explained with his cheeks burning.
âWell come on my love iâll teach you.â She softly told him as she got up and sat on the floor patting the spot next to him.
Luke lips quirked up in a fond smile and slide off the couch sitting down next to her, she draped a fluffy blanket over both of their laps and grabbed a box from Lukeâs pile of presents knowing it will be the easiest for him to learn.
She grabbed the wrapping paper and opening it across the coffee table and set it they box down, âOkay first of all you want to make sure you have enough paper for the gift before you cut, you can always have to much but you donât want to little.â She softly explained to Luke.
Luke slowly nodded watching as she made sure there was enough paper before cutting it.
âOkay so i tape it here first on the bottom so it makes it easier to do the sides.â She slowly taped the wrapping paper letting Luke see everything.
âOkay?â She checked making sure not to go too fast and confuse Luke.
Luke nodded still understanding what she is saying.
âNext you want to do the sides, so fold it here and you can tape it now so itâs easy and then fold this side the same way and tape it and than flip the last piece over and tape it.â She explained as simple as possible as she slowly wrapped the one side.
âOkay you want to try this side?â She softly encouraged pushing the present closer to her making Luke let out a breath and softly nod.
Luke slowly started folding one side just like she said and took the piece of tape she had for him and started doing the other corner.
She watched with a fond smile as Luke focused intently on the present and his tongue was sticking out slightly as she focused.
Luke taped the last piece and made a surprised noise when he realized he did and it did not look half bad.
âIt looks great Luke!â She proudly smiled at how well Luke did, âSee you can wrap great.â She ran a gentle hand across his curls making him eagerly lean into her touch.
âAll because of you.â Luke softly responded back catching her hand and pressing a kiss to her wrist.
âWeâre a team.â She playfully reminded him, âWe better get started on the rest.â
Luke smiled lovingly shaking his and leaned to he rucking her face and pressing his lips to her lips softly making her hum and press her self to him closer.
âI love you.â Luke mumbled against her lips, He shouldnât even be surprised with how easily she took what he told her and how easily she taught him something he has been trying to learn for years.
âI love you.â She mumbled back pressing one more kiss to his kiss before they pulled back from each other and faced back to the coffee table starting to wrap the next present together.
âIâm just impressed you managed to hideit for so long.â She teasingly told him as she watched him finish wrapping another present.
Luke whipped his head to her playfully glaring as she giggled at him, Luke let out a small chuckle pressing a kiss to her cheek.
It was the perfect way to spend the night together, wrapping presents together by the warm fire with the christmas tree lights shining through out the living room.
Wrapping presents together felt like their future was starting for when in a few years they are wrapping their kids presents.
summary: after a devastating loss, brock feels this emotional toll on him, weighing down on him. and y/n is the one who helps him through it.
warnings: the super bowl ('23), the chiefs (mentions), sad brock, sad
publish date: 02/12/24
notes:Â you all wanted this and that's all i'm going to say. jk um, i cried a lot while writing this. there tends to be a little trend of hatred towarsd the chiefs but um you should've expected that. you're welcome. (don't worry, there's fluff at the end bc i can't control myself) | add yourself to the taglist âş taglist! (i don't have an nfl right now but maybe i'll add one in the future)
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Her heart broke as soon as the Chiefs got their last first down, but in reality she knew from the moment that Moody had to kick the field goal that the game was over. She had hopes, of course, for their defense, but she knew. She had wished she was at home, able to turn off the TV to hide the disappointed look on Brockâs face, but she couldnât. She grabbed tightly onto Kristinâs hand, tears glistening in both of their eyes. The two watched in mock horror as Hardman caught the ball, Chiefs fans erupting in cheers.Â
Niners fans sat, or stood, in shock as the people around them hugged and laughed with one another. They felt numb, eyes completely unfocused from the scene in front of them. Some fans ran their hands over their faces, through their hair, and under their eyes. Some fans stared angrily at the Chiefs fans, they had no right to win.
Kristin wrapped her friend into a hug, unable to stop her tears as well. Y/n had been with Brock through it all, through high school, through college, through his draft, through his rookie season, through everything. All she wanted for him was to win this game. He didnât deserve this, he had done nothing to prove himself time after time again, and now he was going to be shit on because he didnât make a third down conversion.Â
She pulled away and toyed with the band around her finger, their anniversary date engraved on the inside. Her hand moved to her necklace next as she stole a glance down at the field, feeling the outline of the 13 on her fingers. Brock was walking off the field and she couldnât see his face but she knew what it looked like. It wasnât a face she liked to see, it made her cry silently at night while Brock slept next to her or if he was across the country.Â
She hadnât felt so infuriated when they announced who the Super Bowl MVP was, she wanted to yell at all the Chiefs fans around them, tell them that it was just a bit of dumb luck. She wanted to scream at them for thinking that they were everything when they werenât, for thinking about no one but themselves. She had come from a family who experienced heartbreak in sports like no other, did they know how that felt? To watch their team lose? To watch the love of their life lose and think that he wasnât good enough? Listen to him deteriorate himself with thought after thought? Did anyone stop to think about the players, their families, their fans? She wanted to scream at fans who didnât care about the game, the ones who were there to see Taylor and her alone. She wanted to yell at the fans who mocked the niners, the ones who cursed at them, the ones who gave them shit. She wanted to yell at everyone and everything.Â
Tears streamed down her face and not once did she even attempt to wipe them off. She walked with Kristin out of the suite, holding each otherâs hands in support. She could feel peopleâs eyes on her but she couldnât care less, was she not allowed to be devastated for her fiancĂŠ? She knew Brock wouldnât want to see her right now, he was too caught up in his own thoughts. She waited patiently outside Allegiant Stadium, hands shoved in her jean jacket Kristin had made for her.
When she noticed Brock walking towards her, she made sure that she stood strong, not letting him see how upset she was. He reached her in a matter of five seconds, instantly bringing her into a hug. She felt her shoulder dampen, sighing internally. He didnât let out many tears, just a few, before he pulled back and wiped his eyes, âYou ready?â
She placed a frown on her face and nodded, reaching for his hand, âHotel, home, dinner?â
âHotel please.â He gripped tightly to his hand and they made their way to a hotel room they had booked. They didnât want to stay with the rest of the team no matter the outcome of the game.
She drove to the hotel, knowing how Brock got when he was angry or upset. His left hand was attached to her left, not letting it go for a second besides when they got in the car. Her gaze shifted between him and the road, trying not to crash in the meantime. Every time she snuck a glance at him, he looked sadder than before. She could see him fidgeting with some of her rings that she had on along with the bracelet he had gotten her when they won the Championship.Â
When she pulled into the parking spot, the two stayed there, sitting in silence. As the minutes passed, she started to get nervous about how the night was going to go. If she was going to be able to get him to take a shower, to eat, to sleep. She heard him sniffle, it was quiet but still audible for her, You wanna go up?â
He nodded, not trusting his voice to talk. They once again detached their hands for a brief second before they reconnected. As they entered the room, she realized how much of a mess she left it in the morning. She went to apologize but Brock locked himself in the bathroom. Then she heard the shower turning on, the water hitting the floor. She could only hope that he was going to be quick.
She changed out of her game clothes into one of the outfits she brought for lounging around. She listened as Brock showered, the water calming her nerves a little. She didnât turn the TV on, didnât put music on, just sat and stared as she waited. A couple of minutes later she heard something fall, and ran to go see what it was, âBrock, honey, are you okay?â
She got no response back and she sighed, attempting to open the door. He mustâve unlocked it from the time she walked away until now. She walked in and saw Brock curled up into a ball on the ground, his suit still on. She wrapped him tightly in her arms, not wanting to let go. She buried his head into her shoulder, placing his hands on her arms that rested around his shoulders and on his chest. His sobs were violent, mumbling incoherent words and noises.Â
If her heart could break anymore it would, she thought it couldâve shattered right there and then. His breathing grew heavy, unable to control it anymore. He clawed at her arms as a way to let her know it was hurting, âHey, Iâm here. Itâs okay, baby.â
She kissed his head, moving one of her hands to run through his hair. He shook his head, not believing a single thing. When he had regained a bit of control he whispered out to her, âIt hurts, y/n/n.â
She had to hold back tears, blinking them away as quickly as possible, âI know, sweetheart. Itâs okay, weâre okay. Iâm right here with you. You donât have to do it alone.â
Eventually, his breathing evened out as he clung to her, listening to her heartbeat. When she heard the way his breathing regulated, she ran a hand over his chain, the one that had her initials on it,âIâll always be here for you, okay?â
He nodded before she spoke again, âYou want me to shower with you?â
âPlease.â His voice came out desperate and a little squeaky from the crying and lack of use.Â
She helped him up, taking his suit jacket off and hanging up in the closet of the room. When she came he had already discarded the rest of his suit, handing it over to her.Â
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After Brock had slipped his sweatpants back on, they both sat in the bed, covers pulled over their legs. Y/n looked through her phone for restaurants nearby, âWhat do you want to eat?â
He shrugged, not particularly hungry at the time. He knew that she would give him a hassle if he didnât say anything though, âPizza?â
It was simple enough, both of them liked it and it was an easy thing to find. She nodded in response, going to place the order. They watched whatever was on TV, avoiding anything to do with football entirely. However, with it being Super Bowl Sunday there were no other sports on besides reruns. So they found a crappy TV show to watch, both of them criticizing it as they ate their pizza.Â
As the sun went down and darkness settled behind it, they lay in bed Brock asking to hold her. She agreed happily, whatever would make him feel better. His right arm flung over her as they laid on their left sides, his hand tracing patterns into her forearm. It was silent for a while, they could both hear the AC blowing softly.
Brockâs mind was racing with all sorts of thoughts. The good ones were primarily outweighed by the happy ones, not allowing him for even a second to be happy with his girl in his arms. He couldnât help the thoughts that told him that he wasnât good enough, that blamed him for the outcome of the game, that told him he shouldnât be in the NFL, he was just a fluke.Â
He tightened his grasp on her as the thoughts kept coming and coming, âBrock?â
âHmm?â
âWhat are you thinking back there?â
âNothing.â
âUh huh, sure. Now whatâs really going on?â
âWhat if I am just as everyone says? What if I am just a pretty boy football player? A fluke? Itâs my fault, itâs all my fault. I failed, y/n. I failed myself, I failed the coaches, I failed my teammates, I failed their families, I failed the fans. I failed you.â
She couldnât take it anymore, the weight that he was carrying was unnecessary, it was too much for him. He did everything he could and more. She turned around, facing him as she looked dead in her eyes, âYou listen to me, Brock Purdy. You are fucking amazing. You shouldnât care what anyone else says, because you know what? They donât matter. They donât matter now and they wonât matter when youâre older.
âI get that everyone was banking on you to lead them to a victory and you led them to the best of your ability. You canât blame yourself for the defense not holding them off, you canât blame yourself for any penalty that may have happened, and you canât blame yourself for not getting that third-down conversion. You did your best today, Brock, and I am so so so proud of you for that.â
âBut what if my best isnât good enough?â
âIsnât good enough for who? For me? For Shanahan? For the team? You are good enough, Brock. You were the fucking 262 pick and you made the Super Bowl in your second year. You had 1387 yards in 9 games for a rookie. You had 4424 yards this year! And just in the regular season. You are the fifth overall quarterback right now, you know how fucking amazing that is. You are beyond believable, Brock.Â
âAnd this might be harsh but so what you didnât win this year? Itâs your second year and just making it this far was incredible. Yes, it wouldâve been cool if you won and got MVP but you have so many more years to do that. It might not be today, it might not be next year or the year after that, but one year you will go out and win that because you deserve it.â
Brockâs eyes watered, caught off guard by her speech. He couldnât even think of how lucky he was to have her at this moment. The way she had memorized his stats, the way she knew how he felt before he even knew, the way she was able to comfort him when he thought there was no coming back from it.
He kissed her head, âI love you.â
âI love you too, baby.â
He reached for her left hand and twisted the ring on her finger, âI canât wait to marry you.â
They shared a smile and then she was pulled in tighter to him, âThank you.â
âFor?â
âFor always being there for me. Through high school, college, the draft, rookie season, everything. You mean so much to me, more than you would ever know.â
Hi! I was wondering if you can write headcanons for bi han, kuai liang, and Tomas with a reader who is shy in bed
HEADKANONS MK1 | TRIO LIU KUEI | "HOW THEY REACTED TO A SHY READER IN BED?" + BONUS: "How they act in bed?"
TW: afab anatomy, vaginal sex, smut.
â§ BI HAN â§
He is a serious man, but not shy, especially in bed. Bi Han has two types of reactions while fucking: either being very loud, letting out hoarse grunts and being aggressive or just making low grunts against your skin. But if you're the shy one, he'll make you moan, no matter what it takes, Bi Han wants to hear him pleasuring you with his dick inside your pussy or any other hole. If he notices that you're holding back your moans, he'll sigh, giving you a weak but delicious slap on the ass. The first times between the two of you will be like this with Bi Han looking at you beneath him, too shy to moan as he fucks you with all his might, he even finds your efforts to hide from him with the pillow or sheets cute, he will just take away any physical imposition of your body and seeing your pussy and breasts being fucked by him, while Bi Han teased you.
"-Come on (Y/N) gem, don't be a shy little slut, I know you love my dick." / "-Do you want me to touch you here?" -Bi Han would speak provocatively, taking two fingers to your clitoris and massaging it while still fucking you with his cock, leading to you finally moaning loudly and his name, the grand master will be extremely proud of himself, satisfied with having pulled one such a beautiful reaction from you. "-Hmmph... Finally baby, just moan more for me, I want more of this, scream cumming on my dick, be my good boy/good girl, make me proud." -He finishes this by giving you another hard slap on the ass, while grabbing the soft flesh of your hips.
â§ KUAI LIANG â§
He is also a serious man, but a warm lover in many ways - excuse the pun lol - he wants to be loved and love back, to be cared for and to care for and this applies in bed. He tends to be more vocal, not being too loud or being too quiet - Liang likes to let you know how much he's loving it, letting out medium moans with his mouth either open or in your ear, breathing heavily as he fucks your pussy. Kuai is a man of vision that is, he likes and wants to see your body and hear your moans, if you try to cover yourself and he realizes how shy you are/are at the moment he will be understanding and ask if everything is ok, if do you want to stop or if he is giving you enough pleasure - when you explain it, he will still be gently pushing into your pussy, while watching you from the side, grabbing the pillow and hiding your body from him making him smile a little, while using his hips in slow, slightly circular movements, making you moan, finally he doesn't mean anything, he just wants to hear you looking beautiful and receiving pleasure from him.
Kuai thinks your body is perfection, your sweet moans coming out with each thrust of his and he will do his best to hear you moan and show yourself to him, he loved seeing you writhe on top of his dick, he would push it to the base while smiling slightly giving you a kiss on the cheek and whispering in your ear: "-You're so beautiful, you know (Y/N)? Drooling and getting dirty on my dick, you're so desperate to cum, aren't you? Even though you give a sweet little shy thing, I love it Seeing you like this, seeing you moan, your body is mine and I'm going to please you and make you cum until you can't feel your legs anymore." -Kuai whispered, increasing the pace of his hips, fucking your pussy harder, he was going to make his promise count that night.
â§ TOMAS VRBADA â§
An extremely noisy and needy man. Holy shit, Tomas moans so loud sometimes that it echoes throughout your house, he can't control the moans and whimpers, even shedding some tears because he's super stimulated by your pussy, telling you sweet things with his voice choked with lust, holding your hips tightly. But he wasn't always like that, the first night with him you will both be very shy, especially Tomas because he hasn't been with anyone other than you yet, but after that night he will be so vocal, his moans are hoarse and exciting enough to make you cum in minutes - believe me. When Vrbada realizes that your shyness has not passed, he will ask you if everything is ok and if he is doing it right, how to stimulate your clitoris too, because he wants to hear you moan as loud as him, he wants to see your sweaty and flushed body while stick the 20 centimeters of his dick in your cunt, he will beg and whimper for you to take the sheet off your beautiful body, and he won't hold back with the moans, just moan for this man as loud as you can, the more loud you moan, but his dick will fuck your pussy. "-Yes my little angel... Fuuuck~ so tight, and those beautiful breasts? Just waiting to be fucked, aren't you? You're so beautiful (Y/N) so beautiful to me, moan and dirty my cock, beautiful little slut."
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