Irrational Indifference ///// Irrational Insight

Irrational Indifference ///// Irrational Insight

Impair, in place, in peering through the sundered shade of Night, indifferent Machines hidden from burning second sight  12 weeks / 3 months HRT now. I genuinely thought all my friends were as indifferent to me as I was to them, that I had no genuine connections. that was never true, they compliment my work and what they like about me all the time. I was just too dulled to acknowledge it before.

I think robots give off a feeling of indifference rather passively, you can never tell whats on their mind because they have a mask built into their face. I really felt like that all the time. Maybe some day I'll grow beyond robots and find a different way to express myself.