Hey everyone, my name is Abdelmajed. I don’t usually talk much about myself, but today, I want to share a little piece of my story.
I was born and raised in Gaza, a place that has always been my home 🏡. I grew up surrounded by my family, my friends, and the streets that I knew like the back of my hand. Life wasn’t always easy, but we had love, laughter, and dreams. I used to think that no matter what happened, home would always be here. But life has a way of changing things in ways we never expect.
Over the past months, everything I once knew has disappeared. The streets that were once filled with children playing are now silent. The houses that held so many memories are now just rubble. And the people I loved—some of them are gone forever. 💔
It is cold resignation.
He can afford to be ignorant.
Neveen Al-Hasanaat
Ezz Jamous. IG account.
Said Fadel of SOLband. IG account.
Hatem H. Rawagh. IG account.
Sulala Animal Rescue. IG account.
Very often I see Black Palestinians relegated to a hypothetical or used for rhetorical arguments. They are real human beings, a real community within our larger Palestinian community. They deserve respect, recognition, and assistance.
Friend's Soul, Foe's Cage
Famished friend,
I haven't seen you in many moons,
Starved soul,
You haven't sent me any feathers
For the pillow 'neath my bed,
Hungry foe,
You've stabbed me through my only cavity,
Impaled my tongue, pulled my teeth,
I have no words in your world,
Not because I am speechless,
But because I am caged.
hi! as some of you know, about a year and a half ago, my beloved golden retriever Luke passed away from cancer. he was my very best friend. my mom and I had finally healed enough, so we got another golden retriever, Honey, and she is just the sweetest thing in the whole world—she’s practically Luke reincarnated. we haven’t had her long, but we are already enamored.
unfortunately, my mom came home from work recently and Honey was limping badly. she was taken to the emergency vet, and it was $400 just to have her be seen and ended up costing $600. she has a serious fracture in her hind leg. initially, we were told we may have to consider euthanasia, then we were told maybe just amputation. now they’re going to do a surgery to see if maybe they can save her leg. if not, amputation may still be on the table.
this initial surgery is going to be at LEAST $2,000. right now, those kinds of unexpected costs are just a lot for my mom right now, and I’m fresh out of college with not a lot of means to help her out financially. I know times are hard for everyone right now, but if you had even $5 to spare, I know it would help us out so much. I created a GoFundMe here, and my kofi is linked here. and if you can’t donate, even just a reblog, or a thought or prayer is much appreciated!
if you’re invested in my writing at all, you can shoot me a message showing you’ve donated and if you send me a little writing prompt, I’ll try to get it written for you as a thanks. I’m willing to write irondad, harry & sirius or remus, chris pike & jim kirk, ciri & geralt—basically any sort of parental relationship bc I have issues, whoops. if it’s something I haven’t listed, seriously just ask.
anyway, I’m so sorry to be doing this and I know everyone is struggling right now, my mom’s just been hit constantly with shit lately and I want to help her in any way I can.
(Honey is the one on the right, with her head tucked into her sister. 🥺)
All my friends are...falling in love,
and they can't seem to get enough
or they lose everything else,
for their blind love
(you fall too fast, too hard, too soon, too blindly, and all you'd be left with is pieces,
And I am the bystander that can't help but help pick up the shards.)
he needs $50, can you help?
vetted here
I stay in your cold embrace,
Arms right around me meant as a blanket, a home
But all it feels is like rope, tying my hands to my sides,
leaving aching skin and red
complaints behind,
And neither of us is happy,
I'm not happy so you're not happy
And you try to satiate me,
Pressing a face against me,
whispered sweet nothings mean nothing
To someone who is feeling numb,
To someone who lost love for who initiated this hug,
Sweet nothings are sweet,
But bite the tongue that eats and it bleeds,
Bitter iron spilling, you only wipe away the leak,
The corner of my lips betray me,
As I try on a smile like I would a new dress,
I don't like this one, it doesn't suit me
Live your lies like a little movie,
Love your regretted loathing like a drug,
I guess we'd just be both at fault here,
Both at fault yet no one stops,
The yelling becomes white noise
In this bleak and burdened union,
We're only wearing rusted rings, not diamonds but obsidian.
You kiss me goodnight, I say 'I love you' like one would say 'good riddance'
Your words candied words that I grind between my teeth,
Tearing to dust like a personal grudge,
And while I do that, in your arms I watch from afar,
you are mourning me like a lost love.
But I am still here, breathing and screaming
Too alive for someone who's discontent,
Too dead to be someone who once loved you,
We are both lonely, so no one wants to let go,
But what's the point of keeping company
If the other wants to let go?
And a friend once told me
Wise and weeping,
that sweet nothings mean nothing,
to someone who's fallen out of love.
It's been days... and the donations have stopped. 🍉‼️
💔 We are a family in Gaza:
- Father: Elderly and sick
- Us: Women struggling to survive
- Reality: No food, no income, no support
The situation is becoming unbearable. Prices are rising. Our resources are running out.
It’s been three days since we’ve received any help. 📉
💸 Even a small donation can make a world of difference.
👉 5 can give us food for a day.
👉 10 can help with medicine for our father.
👉 $20 can buy us essential supplies.
Your "support" can change everything. Don't let us go another day without help.
Even if you can't donate, sharing this message can reach someone who can.
Please, help us survive this. We need your help now. 🙏
My Heart, I Am The Soul
My darling, my darling
You are my darling,
My heart in it's true form,
With every color of gold and blue
Oh so vibrant blue,
In my arms would be my sun,
That shines brighter than anyone,
Any star in the sky could never compare,
My sunshine, you make me laugh the sound of a thousand wind chimes.
My darling, my darling,
You're an idiot, you know that?
You're mistakes make me crack up so much
And my composure falls through like sand
While I'm with you,
My sunshine, my heart,
Will you stay by me at my lowest?
When my voice echoes louder in this cave of
lost loves,
In this cave where we could never call home,
In this cave where the cold clings to my coat like an unwelcome guest,
Where I hurt you farther than I would like,
Where I lost myself in the dark,
Not even your light could pull me out,
You were so young, you never were meant to keep me sane,
It was never your responsibility to keep my heart intact,
After all, you are the heart of our home,
I am it's soul,
And so you are my heart,
If you are my heart, why do cracks line your face
Like a frantic, manic artist, trying to make pace?
I am not to be kept in your life, am I?
I don't truly deserve your forgiveness,
But knowing you,
You'll give it to me anyway,
And with that, I cry.