Latest Posts by cl4wingdead - Page 5
trying to remind myself it's better to start something even if you never finish than to never start anything at all
miserable that there is no way 2 avoid being treated as either a man or woman
honestly theres always been something really wrong with me but whatever
i am a lover. but underneath that i'm a hater. and then underneath that i'm a lover again
if you only want to write smutty drabbles, write smutty drabbles. if you don't want to write smut at all, don't write smut. if you want to write tropes that have been written 85838593929 times, write them. if you've already written a specific trope and want to write it again, do it. if you want to write for a character but feel like there's no demand for that character, do it anyway. don't feel pressured to reach a certain word count, don't feel pressured to stick to a posting schedule. you're literally doing this for FREE, in your free time. whatever YOU want your writing/fanfiction experience to be is valid - it doesn't have to be like everyone else's, and you don't have to cater to what you think people want 🫶🏻
see the THING IS I don't feel like I ever worked hard enough to have "earned" the burnout, which is. probably how we got here.
it is so fucked up that we've taught people that large noses/hooked noses are ugly because i think they're literally the most gorgeous features a person can have
y’all ever see a piece of fan content about your favorite character that is so horrifically different from what you personally believe and you just
like. imagine seeing your sibling at 18. and then not seeing them again until you’re 28. and then not seeing them again until you’re both 58. but you’re identical twins so every time you look in the mirror you wonder if this is what they would’ve looked like.
imagine never needing glasses but your brother did, and then in your adulthood your eyes get worse and you suddenly need glasses and you pick out the same frames your brother wore.
imagine always protecting your brother growing up cause he was different and kids picked on him. but you always protected him. and then you have a falling out and neither of you speak for years, and then finding out that in those years you didn’t speak, he was being isolated and tortured by a monster and didn’t think you’d come if he called. but then he calls and you go. and his house has blood on the floor in every room and writing on the walls and his journal devolves into paranoid ramblings. and you can’t protect him because you showed up and he got ripped away. and you can’t even ask him what the writing or the blood or the state of the house means because he’s gone. and you don’t have a penny to your name so you have to clean the blood up yourself and fix the house and live there. so you board up his room.
the scene where he dropped the acid into his foot and yelled some of his kid-friendly-swears and then said "wait, i am alone! i can swear for real! SON OF A-" and then got cut off was peak comedy just for that reason
I like the implication that, in the show, Stan really is perfectly capable of using Real People Swears. Like, he isn’t cosmically constrained by the reality of existing in a kids’ tv show. Instead, for some reason he decided that despite exposing the twins to everything from counterfeiting money to lying to federal agents to a Literal Actual Cosmic Demon God Thing, he’s going to be a good influence in one (1) specific arena and not swear in front of the kids. Like buddy I think it might be too late to pretend to be a responsible adult. The least you can do is teach Dipper every single swear word you know. He deserves it.
do you guys think somedays mcgucket woul play banjo on his guest room during nights he couldn't sleep and ford would set his pen aside and listen for a minute and focus only on the banjo's sound and the muffled murmurs of fidds to relax his mind a little? do you
fuck twins angst let's have stanley and stanford sit on the couch and watch some dumb soap opera drama and get so intrigued that they start waiting for the next episode every week and get on that couch every time a new episode drops
fiddlestan where fiddleford keeps calling stan "ford" as an accident and stan has to die a little every time he does because how can his brother one-up him even in the romance department
Me rocking back and forth and twitching in a corner — is this good characterization? Have i made him too ooc? Would he say this? Is this good characterization? Is this good characterization? Is this
Do you think Deadpool ever tries to slip out of bed only for Wolverine to just *schnck!* and stab him into the mattress so they can keep spooning?
A parallel I noticed in my second watch of D&W:
During the first few scenes with the TVA in the hallway Wade goes on a rant of how he likes his pegging. Lots of eye contact, rough, and hard. He tells the TVA agent to "keep the 'I hate you' attitude."
Y'know what Wade gets in the Honda Odyssey? Lots of eye contact, rough and hard. And the 'I hate you' attitude.
Anyway, thought I'd point that out for myself lol.
when he said "atta boy" to agent zero my dick was so hard that i had to wait a solid 20 minutes before hitting play again
save me lumberjack logan howlett, save ME!!!!!!
poolverine is actually hilarious if you think about it. take wolverine, the man who is used as a weapon all his life, who is doomed to witness every single death of his loved ones, meeting the maybe the only man who is equally as doomed as him in the favors of immortality, who spent his life trying to make a use of himself, make himself important, when being important was a curse who only brought pain to wolverine.
how i feel knowing both wolverine and deadpool are canonically queer (wolverine being bisexual and deadpool being pan), multiple characters are implying they want each other (kidpool, bartender, etc), all the positions during the car fight scene were mostly real sex positions (LEG OVER SHOULDER.), wade being hesitant while introducing logan to blind al and logan reassuring him by just a glance was queer-coded, wade and logan basically adopting dogpool and becoming a happy family with logan's daughter laura in the end was very much intentional while marvel bros are fighting over the cause that they are not gay (they are)