wrote 1.2 words today #empowered
having depression makes your friends seem like the coolest most put together people on earth like wow... you got out of bed, had breakfast, went to work, AND spent some time on a hobby when you got home....? that's so impressive you're like superman or something. can i borrow your power.
*sees the icon of a mutual I literally never talk to* oh look it’s my Friend
its okay for others to misunderstand you and your intentions. it is inevitable actually
what they don't tell you about making friends is you gotta be a lil annoying. you gotta push past the fear of "what if they don't want to talk to me" and simply ask someone how their day is going, send a meme. you cannot connect to people if you're both just awkwardly waiting for the other to start.
you may also feel isolated and strange and like youre fundamentally failing at being a person but im all of those things in a much uniquely worse, more shame filled way
do you have a wip? have you worked on your wip? will you work on your wip? when will you work on your wip?
I mean, fuck, I like bed. I like sleep. I like cozy blankies I like napping, I like to eep. I like Z catching and wink catching and counting sheep. I like doing beddie bye shit. Snooze it? Honk mimi