accepting that you’re objectively weird & owning it is infinitely better than being constantly desperate to appear normal to people who don’t even matter to you
i already don't like talking or sharing too much but you ASK for it and then don't go insane with me likeeeeee what is the point
hate when ppl i share something w isnt excited or Enthusiastic about it in the slightest and then complains when i don't share anything anymore. for instance one time i sent multiple paragraphs going insane over something and they replied with just two dry ass messages like bitch Am i your freehand jester of some sort
how it feels to have thoughts and feelings and problems you lowkey can't talk to anyone about
its just embarrassing when you make a fandom related post and it doesnt get any notes like okay. so no one want to play tuoys with me. no one wants to play with our little guys together. okay thats fine. yeah its cool... puts my hands in my jacket pockets. kicks a beer can that was on the side of the road a little
I need a day between every day to recover from the day before
thank you for ur service (not unfollowing me)
i am simultaneously self-improving and being self destructive dont ask me how i just am
Trying to write fanfiction for the first time is so humbling, it feels like I've never written anything ever.