I just walked 13k
Currently dying
I didn’t eat today
Fuck my life
gonna take a hot shower and put on a big t shirt and my undies and i’m gonna sit on the floor and color at my coffee table like im 6 years old again and then i’ll feel better
Can’t tell you how often my family calls me faggot, I’m completely desensitized to it
The thing about reclaiming slurs is that once you've been affectionally called 'faggot' by friends, loved ones, and amiable fellows on the internet for long enough, you almost forget that it means something else to people who hate you.
Honestly at this point if a stranger on the street yelled "hey faggot!" after me, I'd probably turn around like "what?" like they'd just casually called me by name, and they were only trying to get my attention because they wanted to tell me something, before processing that they're being hostile.
I just wanted to get my nightly fanfic read in before I went to sleep, and now I’m more wide awake than I have ever been
Nothing is like finishing the new update on a story that you’re reading, looking at the Kudos and finding ironicorange also gave kudos. (I quite literally started losing my shit, knowing that by pure coincidence I found your Ao3 just by liking the same fic as you)
Excuse while I continue to go lose my fucking mind
hiii thats meee
tho i havent been reading fics much lately because the words ive been mostly reading on my screen are my thesis GDKDHDJ but hiii 👋
When you burrow yourself into you blankets and other cloth items on your bed like a fucking packrat so it feels like you’re in a cozy nest where nothing can hurt you
I have now cemented my place in history. Also the research that went into that fic was insane. Knowing that I made one of my favorite authors happy makes me happy.
I had to find your tumblr in order to tell you that im getting my fellow figure skater friend into hetalia by forcing her to read your fanfic, “penalty for roughing it,” and I have a feeling this is going to be the best decision I ever made
OMG OMG IM GONNA CRY THANK YOU SO MUCH.
I'm not a hockey player or figure skater so I'm sure I got a lot of details wrong so I apologise to your friend in advance if they catch anything off hehe
But I did try to get the details right anyway (as much as I could)
I hope your friend likes it!! :') Thank you so much again hugs hugs hugs hugs hugs!!!
When you’re up at 2am knowing damn well that you have to be up at 7:30am for practice, but fuck that noise time to learn fake ID
Reblogging cause now I need to make that cardigan
england in a long knit cardigan because reasons
Reblogging cause I’m at the point in my manic episode where I no longer feel human, and need to do this in order to bring me back to feeling like life is not over and worth living
gonna take a hot shower and put on a big t shirt and my undies and i’m gonna sit on the floor and color at my coffee table like im 6 years old again and then i’ll feel better
Fuck last night me and her stupid STUPID ideas ugh
When you’re up at 2am knowing damn well that you have to be up at 7:30am for practice, but fuck that noise time to learn fake ID
I got asked by two Romanian women in their 40s/50s what church I attend because I don’t wear makeup and I was highly confused