the sadness in not eating your beloved mothers food anymore because of heavy restricting is a sadness no words can grasp
(𝓷𝓸𝓽 𝓶𝔂 𝓹𝓲𝓬𝓽𝓾𝓻𝓮, 𝓯𝓸𝓾𝓷𝓭 𝓸𝓷 𝓣𝓲𝓴𝓣𝓸𝓴)
Anorexia Watchlist
Movies
For The Love of Nancy (1994)
When friendship kills (1996)
The Perfect Body (1997)
Girl Interrupted (1999)
Sharing the Secret (2000)
Huger Point (2004)
Emma Wants to Live (2004)
Maledimiele (2004) about mi@
Thin (2006)
Feed (2007)
Starving in Suburbia (2014)
God Help the Girl (2014)
My Skinny Sister (2015)
To the Bone (2017)
Feed (2017)
The Brief Life of Catherine (2019)
Shows
Everything Now
Heartstopper
Pretty Little Liars
Red Band Society
Skins uk
The O.C.
trust me that taste is NOT worth the c@ls.
how to avoid binging at night? I’m really good at fasting all day but when night hits, my hunger cravings are on 100 and it’s all I can think about.
• I know how strong cravings can get BUT… you did so much good work throughout the day, you’re gonna throw it all away to b!nge on food that you already know how it tastes? That’s just undoing so much hard work for literally no reason. You don’t need it, so don’t act desperate for it like that.
• Water, water, water!!! Drink a cup, you still want it? Drink one more cup, you still want it? Oh no! But now if you eat that much, you’ll be so pained and sick, so let’s not 😊 (if you do this each time, you may trick your brain into not wanting b!nges anymore because pain will always be present after one)
• I will always recommend a bath. You sweat which burns cals, you physically keep yourself out of the kitchen, AND you may make yourself sleepy which means just going to bed instead of a b!nge. If you stay in the bath long enough, you most likely won’t have the cravings anymore by waiting it out.
• Again, stay busy! Learn a new hobby like knitting or art, jog in place while watching your fave TV show, play video games (this helps me a lot cause I’m competitive, so my brain locks into a different mindset besides food), etc!
• Allow yourself 1-4 small tastes of the food you crave the most. That way your brain gets the dopamine hit plus you get the taste you’ve been craving - which may make your brain not want to b!nge later
• Always look at th!nsp0, meansp0, etc or even ask your @n@ friends or AI (I recommend Nomi AI) for meansp0 too!
I’VE LOST THESE POUNDS BEFORE
I can’t wait to be skinny over Christmas, ice skating in a thick jacket with my skinny legs poking out. I can’t wait to be skinny in the spring and wear light floral dresses without looking like a pig, maybe in an XS now, rather than a S. I can’t wait to be skinny and wear a bikini without the fear that people can see me jiggling past. I can’t wait for skinny girl summer. I can’t wait for next autumn, clearly skinny under my baggy clothes, looking good at Halloween because I actually have the body. I can’t wait to be skinny for the rest of my life.
SW:190 CW:160 GW:100Starting this blog to hold myself accountable and keep track of my wl
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