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🥹❤️‍🩹 sometimes you just need someone to tell you that it's okay & that they're there no matter what

Thinking about Wade just... being normal(?) For a day. Doing house hold chores, watching shitty live tv, goes out to walk Puppins, showering with no smart remarks.

Yes, he still hums and taps on stuff, but it's much.. calmer.. now. In the sense that he doesn't want to cause a scene and would rather just be left alone right now.

But then... when he gets out. Surely he's going to be his silly self and say something, right?? Right???? Wrong.

He just... sits there. Boredly looking at those free magazines that you find sometimes at doctors' offices. The ones that are like "Home improvment for your loved one with dementia" or "50 dinner ideas for someone with diabetes"

Logan just blinks after watching him all day and goes "...Are you okay?"

Without a beat, he awnsers pretty monotoned. "I can't be manic all the time. That's just stupid to think." Before realizing he said it outloud. He perks up and starts laughing. "I mean- Yeah I'm great! What about you, Tiger?"

Again Logan just stares, blinking some as he tries to process.

"....How long have you kept up that act..?"

"I don't know what you're talking about, pumpkin!" It was like watching someone trying to impersonate themsleves.

"....Wade.."

"What is it cupcake?"

"...You don't have to do that."

"Do what? Gosh your so silly. My silly little sunflower."

Logan just stares at him for a bit more and quickly he panics, swallowing and starting to say anything he can to make him believe it was a joke but he dosn't believe a single word of it.

"...its not an act.. is it?"

It eventually ends with wade running out of excuses or things to lie about. He sits there, tears starting to run down his face as he thinks of words to say. You can see just how desperate he is to say something but he can't seem to get it out.

"..I....I-i."

"I know."

Wade just looks at him with this big scared eyes as if he was about to accuse him of faking or telling him he liked this wade better or something terrible like asking how to keep him this way but Logan pulls him into a side hug.

"...are you okay?"

His throat tightens, shaking his head. "..no."

"That's okay." Turning to give him an actual hug, Wade cries. Not because he's sad though. But because to Logan, it doesn't matter how high or low he was on the chart, who he was or how he acted. He loves him. He understands that acting like a crazy childish phycopath isn't a mask but rather who he was sometimes. And sometimes he prefered to silently lay his head on his shoulder.

Eventually Logan asks him if he has a personality disorder and Wade just shrugs. "Probably.... is that an issue..?"

"No.... do you want diagnosed?"

Wade pauses, remembers the last time he asked for medical help and shakes his head. "Nah... I'm good.. besides. I've come to like him."

"How long has he been in there?" Logan playfully knocks on his head and wade giggles a bit. A genuine true laugh. "I don't know. Probably forever.... are you sure it's not a problem?" He bites his tounge, waiting for the "because I like him better" but it never came.

"Why would that be a problem? Sure, you're a pain the ass but you're my pain in the ass." He says, mindlessly sitting for a second before quickly saying "DON'T-"

As wade is on the brink of explosion from laughter and some smirky comments.

WEAK IN THE KNEES every time goth mommy monica bellucci appeared in beetlejuice beetlejuice oh my god

soooo is anyone gonna do something with the fact that logan has flight anxiety & very nearly hurled on the plane in xmen: origins or do i have to do it myself👀 cause i've only seen ONE fanart on it ( @acdtaaz go check their work on it out it's absolutely gorgeous♡)

noooo don't think about poolverine flying together and wade finally realizing that logan REALLY doesn't do well on flights cause damn his kitty cat is green with nausea and crushing his hand in his grip oh no-

poolverine + sensory overload while grocery shopping anyone? taken from personal experience and the mountain of poolverine fics i've consumed already

disclaimer: if any of the aspects i've written for logan being autistic (it isn't mentioned but this was my intention here) are offensive or falsely written tell me immediately! i am undiagnosed but after quite a lot of my friends (both on the spectrum and not) telling me multiple times to get checked and TONS of research i'm pretty sure i'm on the spectrum as well. soooo this is basically what i've gathered from research, other fics and my own experiences with stuff like this. thanks! also minimal use of slightly stronger language (the f word, hurray :-D)

this is so bad i'm sorry

They were in the sweets aisle, trying to pick out various snacks for their movie night later on. It was bustling all around them, the small supermarket full with families and screaming kids and chatty old ladies and noise, so much fucking noise-

Logan flinched when something touched his cheek, belatedly realizing that Wade stood in front of him, their half-filled cart discarded by their side and one of his hands raised to his face.

"Sorry sweetums," Wade smiled sheepishly, "Didn't wanna scare you. You looked a little out of it. Breathing a little heavy and all"

Logan harrumphed, looking at the floor between them. Wade was wearing his bright neon pink converse again, the laces red on one side and yellow on the other, which was admittedly... cute. He remembered how proud Wade had been as he stumbled out of the bedroom with poorly conceiled excitement, shoving his shoes in his face because look peanut, our suits-

Once again he was forced out of his head and back into the disgustingly loud supermarket as Wade took his hand, gently stroking over his knuckles.

Logan managed to rip his gaze back to Wade's face, finding such genuine understanding in those lovely eyes that he felt even more queasy than he already did. Damn you, Wilson.

His head spun from the onslaught of everything, noise and lights and embarrassment forcing a very unwelcome wetness to gather in his eyes. The hand Wade was holding shook lightly. His whole body trembled. Fuck, he wanted to say something, wanted to assure his boyfriend that he was okay, but his throat worked, his mouth opened, yet nothing came out.

"Hey" Wade's voice was so soft. He didn't flinch this time as his hand came to rest on his cheek, the touch featherlight and warm.

An embarrassingly high whimper left him as some shrieking children passed by and his eyes screwed shut, trusting Wade to handle the rest.

And suddenly...

Wait.

Madonna quietly played in his ears?

Confused, he cracked his eyes open and saw Wade watching him, holding his phone up for him to see.

"Don't worry your pretty head Wolvie, you've got noise cancelling headphones on. Courtesy of moi, if you please, buuut you gotta suffer through my shower playlist for the time being. It's the only one I have downloaded."

An opened note read. Wade mouthed a "sorry" at him, but the sheepish grin told him he wasn't. At all. Though Logan knew him well enough, so very well, that if he even mentioned that it was too much Wade would immediately switch it all off.

Logan had to admit, the music dialed the incessant chattering and shouting around him pretty much down to zero.

The wonders of technology, he supposed.

Wade held his hand and waited patiently as Logan just breathed for a bit, trying to calm his racing heartbeat. One jerky motion to the phone and the mercenary handed it over, watching as Logan typed with unsteady hands.

"Can we leave please? S too much"

The note was so timid, so careful in fear of rejection that Wade felt his poor heart squeeze in his chest - gosh dang it if only people knew how gentle and loving the man in front of him was.

"Sure hun we were pretty much finished anyway. You good if we go check out real quick? Al's gonna cook us instead if we don't bring something back home, and while you taste pretty good I can't promise that for myself ;-D... we can use the self check out, it's quicker"

Logan surprised both of them with the huff of amusement that left him as he nodded.

The focus he needed to use to read Wade's rambling in note form kept him safe from getting lost in his head again. His boyfriend’s ability to talk forever beyond might be pretty annoying at times, but Logan had long since found it to be comforting.

Wade carefully guided both of them through the maze of food aisles and too many people, keeping their hands intertwined while he pushed their cart until they found a free self checkout.

Logan zoned out a bit to the mindless music that played over the headphones as Wade went through their groceries, bagging them quickly. He payed before turning around to face him, motioning to the exit with his head.

They stopped just outside the store in a small secluded corner and Wade put the bags down at their feet, stepping closer and smiling again.

Logan smiled back, hoping it could convey the relief and love he felt without having to use words. He leaned closer, a little shyly, and with a quick look around he pressed a kiss to Wade's lips, reveling in the vibrations of a slight whine he could feel from his boyfriend. They parted and Logan took a deep breath in, pushing the air out of his lungs a lot more calmly than he had done mere minutes ago.

The headphones came off next and Logan sighed, shaking off the last bit of the sensory overload he'd just experienced as he scrubbed over his eyes. It was far more quiet outside, and his head felt a little fuzzy at most instead of the stinging buzz from before.

Cars honked in the distance, a light breeze drifted past him and the man he loved stood right in front of him, Logan's supernatural hearing picking up the steady thud of his heartbeat almost immediately.

"Love you bub."

Thank you.

"I love you too peanut! So much. More than Puppins too, but don't tell her that. She's already peed in my shoes once and I can tell you, that golden shower was not pleasant."

Logan snorted and both of them giggled, sharing another soft kiss before they hoisted the grocery bags back up.

The way home was filled with banter, clumsy kisses and bumping shoulders. Maybe one or two spilled milk cartoons as well, but that was a secret between them.

(Oh hello! Wade here! Deadpool, merc with a mouth, your personal wet dream, whatever pleases you perverted little readers - if you even attempt to tell Al about that last bit I'll torture this one with a little more writer's block! /Oh thanks Wade, so nice of you/ Shush you, this is my side note! So many ideas yet so little words... you decide pookies. Bye for now! I've got 400 pounds of sleepy kitty in my bed who likes me as his personal pillow. See ya!)

I LOVE THIS SO MUCH I'M GONNA CRY

«Heartbeat» Soundtrack – No Surprises by Radiohead

Headcanon based on my interpretation of their relationship

Wilson's heartbeat brings peace to Logan's restless sleep, who is tormented night after night throughout his life by nightmares about all the horror he has experienced over the past 200 years of his life. It is the rhythmic beating of someone else's heart under his ear that reminds Logan that everything he has experienced is in the past, helping him focus on the present and get out of the suffocation of panic(even if he can never truly let go of the past, he at least learns to live with it)

And they are not alone in this, so... expect a continuation with Wade

omg!!! so cute

a couple poolverine things.. + spideypoolverine if that counts HEHE

vv bonus logan in a yukata :] bc im running around japan rn and thought why not

AWESOME NEW SINGER, NEW MUSIC & LP'S COMING TO HAMBURG??!! I AM SOBBING HELP

my dear hugh lovers, if you haven't seen it yet cause you were out or at work like me - go check his new instagram post.

sweet marvel jesus you won't regret it

logan purrs when he's asleep. he purrs like a content little cat when he's smushed into wade's side, his whole adamantium weight pressing into wade who doesn't really mind because ✨️who in their right mind says no to wolvie cuddles✨️ (wade uses him as a weighted blanket anyway, who needs air pffffft he doesn't)

but HOLY MARVEL JESUS he has a silent freak out the first time he discovers logan purring in his sleep during one of their movie binges. (they have weekly movie nights fight me)

a healthy (not) bout of cuteness aggression happens that night and even though wade is a little confused both by the fact that logan actually fell asleep on him and that HE IS PURRING OH MY GOD- he doesn't fight it and even naps with him (the best sleep both of them have ever had considering lots of nights are full with nightmares and insomnia)

and the thing is- wade very carefully talks to some of the surviving xmen in their universe about it and they just go 🤔🤨❓️ because not one of them has ever seen or heard logan do this (i'd imagine maybe kayla or mariko, scott even - logan told him about them, but hey wade can't really ask them can he) and then wade REALIZES and it hits him SO hard. logan is comfortable with him. he's at ease and relaxed enough in his presence to allow himself to slip into his slightly more animalistic traits without having to fear any judgement or rejection. he. is. comfortable. and wade maybe cries a little (a lot) at that realisation, holding logan even tighter when it happens again - the older man slumped against him during one of their movie nights, sleeping tight and soft purrs vibrating deep from his chest

hi i would just like to share that i have influenced our whole household (which is my dad and i) with my poolverine/dp&w/xmen brain slush to the point that my dad has added "bye bye bye" & "like a prayer" to his regular shower playlist (yes he has one and it blasts through our whole apartment)

i couldn't be more proud

glad more people are picking up on this cause i was IN TEARS

Deadpool & Wolverine (2024)

oof guys gays and gals the poolverine fics are gonna take a while. life got in the way, mental health got in the way, everything got in the way🫡🫶🏼 i'll hurry up as good as i can though, in the meantime what are y'alls hcs for poolverine that i should maybe include in a fic?♡

also anyone on here that has listened to sherlock & co. ? i just started it yesterday and i'm OBSESSED

tiddies- 0_0

X-MEN: DAYS OF FUTURE PAST dir. Bryan Singer (2014)

BABE♡♡♡

domestic Logan save me

my body is more than done after the korn concert yesterday but DAMN wasn't that the greatest night ever holy shit

my god i wasn't expecting such great feedback, i love you guys:'-) i'm working on the fic! it's gonna take me a bit though since i want it to be perfect aaand a bit longer than what i usually write lol. also i will be tagging everyone who commented on the previous post with the prompt so if you don't wanna be tagged or maybe you do just hmu & i'll note it down! i'm very nice i promise:-)♡

in the meantime, i have two smaller fluffy poolverine drabbles in the works that should be done in a couple days:-D i will be posting those on here and on ao3 too if they do well.

my dearest people would y'all like it if i wrote a poolverine fic with logan having chronic pain & wade doing absolutely everything and beyond to make him feel better? would we like that? some good ol' hurt/comfort feels? :'-)♡ i haven't written a full fic in forever but damn if they didn't give me a ton of inspo

(i know logan having chronic pain is a bit of a reach but i though well, he heals but he isn't immune to pain right? if you're not with it consider this a little ooc:-))

i just have to give the biggest shoutout to all the tiktok editors working overtime at the moment for the growing hugh jackman renaissance y'all are ANGELS

and a personal smooch on the lips for everyone who's editing hugh/logan to lana del rey those edits have me sitting here like a damn DOG lord have mercy i am so gone for this man

my dearest people would y'all like it if i wrote a poolverine fic with logan having chronic pain & wade doing absolutely everything and beyond to make him feel better? would we like that? some good ol' hurt/comfort feels? :'-)♡ i haven't written a full fic in forever but damn if they didn't give me a ton of inspo

(i know logan having chronic pain is a bit of a reach but i though well, he heals but he isn't immune to pain right? if you're not with it consider this a little ooc:-))

the way i've acquired like 10 new vocal stims from dp&w makes me question my actual sanity

YESYESYEEEEEEES

Can't stop thinking about Wolverine holding Dogpool

MY FAV QUOTE EVERRR the delivery is just- mwah<3 also he's kidding please keep em out...

DEADPOOL & WOLVERINE dir. Shawn Levy (2024)

THIS

THIIIIIISSSSS

SO SOFT

[ update: header by @maul-of-shame ! so sorry, i didn't know🫠 ]

sooo am i the only one weak for logan calling wade bub orrrr?

okay i'll let myself out 🚪🚶🏻‍♀️

THE GAYS ARE COMING

(or: who allowed me to have my own money)

mwah<3♡

Cuddle puddle

Gelsenkirchen 2024-07-31 from iG lifad_ukraine

Another little look at the cuddle puddle on the entry, Till kissed Olli and that started a whole kissing-chain 🥰

MY HEART

No 🥺 Veltins-Arena, Gelsenkirchen, 31-07-2024 @iinchicore

they were all crying?😭

AWWW NOOOO THIS IS MAKING ME TOO EMOTIONAL FOR MY LIKING

gelsenkirchen 😭 31.07.24 💔 video: @iinchicore

heyyy fun little things during gelsenkirchen night 2! here we go:

(i don't remember rn during which songs all these things happened so i'll just list them BARE WITH ME we are still on the drive back:'-))

- till and flake held and swung hands together at some point and danced across the stage for a bit

- till winked into the camera (i think during wiener blut? i have it on video i'll search that up tmrw) and i heard a horde of girls just straight up 🦅screech🦅 & scare some older dudes oop (same)

- paul fell on his ass?🤣 i looked a way for a second and mans was ON THE FLOOR i don't know what happened like BABES

- there was one shot of schneider on the cams (i think before they started the glowstick dance during the deutschland remix) that was just UGH he looked like the daddiest daddy ever like fuuuuck i think i said "oh damn" out loud (respectfully)

- lots of water bottles and sticks flung into the audience

- during the boat ride richard came back with a sign for till that said something along the lines of "till show me your ___" i couldn't read the rest but it was 100% about 🍆 😂 update: the sign said "till zeig mir deins" so i was not wrong🤣) richard laughed so much when he showed it to till it was so cute, till actually took it but the camera turned away before he turned it around-_-

- speaking of cameras, 🍒 flash today! lol

- guitarists were all adorable again♡♡♡ no smooches though (or did i miss it? i hope not)

- paul and richard were VIBING together during mein teil it was soooo cute

okay concert's finished and there are three things which i realized upon seeing them again that i'd like to state immediately:

1. i am so attracted to the delicious gothic vampire daddy that is the one & only rzk, it's actually painful

2. these bunch of grandpas make me so unbelievably damn happy i just... i can't:'-)

3. adieu makes me cry like a little baby. always. it's worse than zeit. way worse