am i leaving? nO
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Gelsenkirchen 2024-07-31 from iG lifad_ukraine
Another little look at the cuddle puddle on the entry, Till kissed Olli and that started a whole kissing-chain đĽ°
touchy touchyđ
I mean, who even are you on the timeline, do you know? Doesnât matter. I think it does matter because none of this is real.
Loki 2x01 // 2x02 (anon requested parallels between the war room and interrogation)
MOTHER GOOSE I'M CRYING HAHAHA
[top gun + incorrect quotes ft. disappointed goose]
đĽšâ¤ď¸â𩹠sometimes you just need someone to tell you that it's okay & that they're there no matter what
Thinking about Wade just... being normal(?) For a day. Doing house hold chores, watching shitty live tv, goes out to walk Puppins, showering with no smart remarks.
Yes, he still hums and taps on stuff, but it's much.. calmer.. now. In the sense that he doesn't want to cause a scene and would rather just be left alone right now.
But then... when he gets out. Surely he's going to be his silly self and say something, right?? Right???? Wrong.
He just... sits there. Boredly looking at those free magazines that you find sometimes at doctors' offices. The ones that are like "Home improvment for your loved one with dementia" or "50 dinner ideas for someone with diabetes"
Logan just blinks after watching him all day and goes "...Are you okay?"
Without a beat, he awnsers pretty monotoned. "I can't be manic all the time. That's just stupid to think." Before realizing he said it outloud. He perks up and starts laughing. "I mean- Yeah I'm great! What about you, Tiger?"
Again Logan just stares, blinking some as he tries to process.
"....How long have you kept up that act..?"
"I don't know what you're talking about, pumpkin!" It was like watching someone trying to impersonate themsleves.
"....Wade.."
"What is it cupcake?"
"...You don't have to do that."
"Do what? Gosh your so silly. My silly little sunflower."
Logan just stares at him for a bit more and quickly he panics, swallowing and starting to say anything he can to make him believe it was a joke but he dosn't believe a single word of it.
"...its not an act.. is it?"
It eventually ends with wade running out of excuses or things to lie about. He sits there, tears starting to run down his face as he thinks of words to say. You can see just how desperate he is to say something but he can't seem to get it out.
"..I....I-i."
"I know."
Wade just looks at him with this big scared eyes as if he was about to accuse him of faking or telling him he liked this wade better or something terrible like asking how to keep him this way but Logan pulls him into a side hug.
"...are you okay?"
His throat tightens, shaking his head. "..no."
"That's okay." Turning to give him an actual hug, Wade cries. Not because he's sad though. But because to Logan, it doesn't matter how high or low he was on the chart, who he was or how he acted. He loves him. He understands that acting like a crazy childish phycopath isn't a mask but rather who he was sometimes. And sometimes he prefered to silently lay his head on his shoulder.
Eventually Logan asks him if he has a personality disorder and Wade just shrugs. "Probably.... is that an issue..?"
"No.... do you want diagnosed?"
Wade pauses, remembers the last time he asked for medical help and shakes his head. "Nah... I'm good.. besides. I've come to like him."
"How long has he been in there?" Logan playfully knocks on his head and wade giggles a bit. A genuine true laugh. "I don't know. Probably forever.... are you sure it's not a problem?" He bites his tounge, waiting for the "because I like him better" but it never came.
"Why would that be a problem? Sure, you're a pain the ass but you're my pain in the ass." He says, mindlessly sitting for a second before quickly saying "DON'T-"
As wade is on the brink of explosion from laughter and some smirky comments.
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07.07.2023 | Groningen | Source, lifad_switzerland
my body is more than done after the korn concert yesterday but DAMN wasn't that the greatest night ever holy shit
YOUR GIRL GOT A LP TATTOO WOHOOO
the gender envy i felt watching mr. howl jenkins pendragon (especially blonde) saunter about there looking all fine and shit was STRONG
throwing something hot in the pot here, but i actually love loreen's songđ
( my initial favorites: moldova, estonia & finnland, sweden :-D )
tiddies- 0_0
X-MEN: DAYS OF FUTURE PAST dir. Bryan Singer (2014)
C | 18+ | they/them | huge cinema nerdâ caution: showcasing of my obsessions! °~make chester proud~°
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