10/17/20
10/17/20
~A call to God~
Today was the day where my strength was tested. It took a lot of faith to face with the obstacle that had came my way. Faith had me recognize that this time I needed  to put a lot of trust in God. To know that there is a kind of loving power out there that is stronger then the evil. Oh how the wicked on this planet tries to normalize itself. Lurk around the corners of the outside world. But there is protection out there. Somewhere you can call out on. Something that can be right by your side, and that’s the power of God. At this point in life. I just put all my faith and trust in the lord, because in the end.. he’s the only one you can ever trust in this lifetime and the next.
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When you left me.. you replaced me in an instant like I was a no one.
You left when someone close to me had passed away.
I was left not only grieving a death of a loved one, but now a death of a relationship.
You looked me in the eyes and said I’m just like everyone else.
It seemed all along I fought for our relationship but you didn’t do the same.
You were always on my mind but I wasn’t on yours.
And even now…. You still are.
I need to get you out my head.
😂 it’s true and I just will always wonder why people Hesitate to come and talk to me. 
Planet Jupiter 9/26/22 8:08 pm.
Sh2-101, The Tulip Nebula
Sunday, April 4 1:11 p.m.
Never enough Isn’t it
Lately I’ve been feeling like nothing is ever really enough for me.
Doesn’t matter who I talk to at the moment and how they make me feel..... it’s never enough.
I can listen to all kinds of songs that fit my mood but it’s never enough.
I think about past memories and happy thoughts, but it’s never enough.
I think about the future and it’s just not enough.
I am filled with emotions but it’s not enough for me to even have control of.
I am lost but.... even the loneliness isn’t enough.
I am alone and it’s now.... enough. Enough of me feeling like this.
Then.... I think of Jeremiah 17:9, “The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately sick; who can understand it?”..... faith over feelings?

