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Me

Met with a new therapist yesterday. She asked if I had previously been diagnosed, I said yes and named them. Generalized anxiety disorder, major depressive disorder, PTSD and panic disorder. Her response, "wow that's a lot". I just laughed because yeah I guess it is but no one in my life ever acknowledges that. No one knows how fucking hard every single days it.

The hurt of remembering. The hurt of my memories coming back to life, the ice around them melting. It’s starting to feel real, it’s starting to feel like me. Torture is all I’ve ever known and it continues to this day. My arms say everything you need to know

The other day I woke up with heart racing and I felt really weird and sick and head foggy and eyes blurry

I just found out that is low blood sugar and it happens when u ⭐️ve yourself so I just wanted to warn all the restri anas about this please stay safe and if this happens EAT SOMETHING, that’s all, goodnight loves

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Sburb: Finding Your Classpect, and Other Handy Guides

“Lyfe hax” for:

Finding your class and aspect

Finding your lunar sway (Prospit or Derse)

Creating your Land

I made this post for someone very dear to me, who loves “Sburb theory” for both roleplay and self-discovery purposes. But I don’t think I’ll make another post on “finding your classpect”, because it’s discussed like a deeply personal topic on this site, and I feel odd discussing that on a website where most of the active fans are strangers much younger than myself. Without further ado:

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I guess it was an exercise

You called me lazy without knowing I was busy trying to keep myself alive.

•Nlaea Meoletta Shakhabova

that sounds so badass too lol