I'm pretty sure Chuuya gets panic attacks (example: he won't go anywhere that resembles N's lab because he will start to freak out.) But one of the things I think could trigger him is not having his gloves.
Similar to how he always had his hands in his pockets when he was young, the gloves serve the same purpose of grounding him, making him feel in control (why else would he only remove them for Corruption?)
Imagine him without them for a prolonged time, especially after using Corruption. Maybe they got destroyed or Dazai couldn't recover them and now Chuuya's still recovering without his usual buffer and he can feel himself beginning to spiral.
Cue panic attack, and Dazai doing everything he can think of to calm Chuuya down and keep him from freaking out entirely, up to the point Dazai actually removes some of his bandages to wrap Chuuya's hands and give him even the smallest bit of comfort.
Is that French?
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