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GENSHIN BOYS IN A BAND WITH SINGER S/O
• genshin boys as band members.
fluff! band au! — childe! diluc! kaeya! tohma! xiao!
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# childe … drum player or electric guitar. His hair is a little longer and he’s the type to stick his tongue out when he’s playing solo or really feeling the music. His style is more like baggy clothes and boyfriend jeans. He’s the layback band member.
Drum player childe, plays the best beats I’m telling you he’s naturally talented with it comes to drumming. Especially if it’s for you, when you are asked to improvise he goes all out giving you one of his best beats so you can give the crowd your best.
Guitar player childe, when he’s playing a solo he can’t help but lean his back against you. My gosh, I can just picture him. Crowd goes crazy for him, he’s the type to wear a tank top with some loose jeans, a couple of necklaces, and maybe even a pearl one. ( i have a thing for guys who wear pearl necklaces </3 ) you sing to him while he plays for you and everyone goes crazy.
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# xiao … he’s an electric guitar player no one can’t say no. electric guitar player xiao who wears leather jackets even if he’s drooling in sweat. Wears skinny jeans and combat boots, rings, and has multiple piercings, you choose where. His poker face makes everyone go feral.
He smiles every time you start singing or when you sing once he finishes his part. Man, he loves your voice so much. He can even hear it in his dreams.
He sings with you, the two of you take the same mic and sing away, people love it.
Second lead singer xiao, who takes the lead right after you sing a high note. Holds the guitar with one hand and sings.
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# kaeya … keyboard player. He’s the band’s flirtatious member. It’s hard not to get jealous while singing, he literally steals the show and gets thrown bras…
Keyboard player kaeya, who wears half unbuttoned shirts, always the white ones. With baggy jeans and boots. Has his famous earrings and has cool-looking glasses.
Keyboard player kaeya, that winks at you when he takes the lead and dedicates his solo to you, always.
Keyboard player kaeya, who has a thing for licking his lips.
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# diluc … drum player only and only that. He’s the fit one, not too fit but has the muscles and the body. That’s what he’s known for. He’s the one also wearing tanks tops, a black one to be exact. If it’s not that then he’s wearing oversize shirts and baggy pants has long hair and it’s always on a messy low pony tail. His hair is not as long as he has it in the game.
He always has a serious face but man does he smirk, those little smirks always appear when he’s not even noticing. People go crazy.
Okay but he’s so hot when he plays the drums, you can’t even look behind you without getting shy.
Drum player diluc, who smiles at you when he’s doing his solo while you sing. He’s the type to place his tongue on his teeth while playing just because he gets too concentrated.
Drum player diluc, who throws his stick up in the air and catches them before playing.
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# tohma … second lead singer, who wears anything he feels comfortable in. the fashionable one of the band. And oh man can this man sing. Just imagine tohma in a fashionable outfit and having sexy voice cracks when he sings, not the embarrassing ones tho.
Second lead singer tohma, who has a whiny voice when he sings. King at showing expression while he sings. It’s impossible not to fall for him.
Second lead singer tohma, who sings next to you with the flirtatious smile ever, making you nervous. Eye contact is intense.
ariaki
does it matter if it's not the right way to hold a weapon.. if it looks THIS COOL
wherever the wind goes
GENSHIN CHARACTERS who...
DILUC who rises up in dawn, certainly far earlier than you. brushing lips against the skin of your temple, letting his mouth linger for a few seconds as he closes his eyes and cherishes the moment, praying to the anemo archon to keep you safe no matter what. carefully supporting your body that leaned on his side with his right arm.
DILUC who would willingly shed his life and die for mondstat without a sign of hesitation but lives for you. DILUC who would pause amidst a pillar while scrutinizing a lone abyss mage, unconsciously scouring the field for a possible exit if things possibly go wrong.
KAEYA who can't keep his hands to himself, be it in a meeting for all the favonious captains or even more public activities. he instead diverges his growing boredom to yourself, gladly letting his hands roam around, sometimes in innocent touches on the skin such as fiddling on the hem of your clothing or not so innocent places...
KAEYA who can't help but let his eyes wander over to you as he most probably disregards another of his fellow captains. KAEYA who stares at you with a smile full of mysterious and a glint just as enigmatic as him shining in his eyes and panics for a split second, swiftly twitching his mouth up in a smirk when you turn your head to his direction.
TARTAGLIA who spoils you rotten with his never-ending wealth that he most definitely doesn't spend on himself alone, he's got to spend it otherwise unless it'll go to waste, right? TARTAGLIA who's eyes grow from cold to instantly warm, his eyes soften while his posture relaxes as he blends into the shadows and silently watches as you interact with his siblings.
TARTAGLIA who's shoulders slouches down in guilt but is brimming with warmth and appreciation when he finds you passed out in the couch, the lousy blanket barely covering your body, exposing it to the cold. he sighs and shakes his head but hoists you up in his arms, brings you close before trudging over to the bedroom with the promise if making it up to you swirling in his mind.
ZHONGLI who unknowingly peers at your lips when in a random conversation with you, his eyes constantly switches over from your eyes and to your mouth over and over again so it's hard to not notice. he apologizes softly, frankly embarrassed at being caught and shyly avoids your eyes.
ZHONGLI would sit on a comfortable chair with your head on his chest as he speaks as though he's experienced the many notable events from past decades and millennia. he wouldn't even notice that you already drifted off with his relaxing voice that is until he looks down after he's finished.
VENTI who strums his lyre and hums a song along with the melody upon the dark starry sky. quietly gazing at you with fond eyes when the song reaches the part where he mentions something about 'forever and love', then laughing softly when he spots you already fast asleep.
VENTI who loves to mess with you with sending bursts of wind, gentle to yourself but fierce to bring an object clutched into your arms high up into the air, letting it spin around violently for a few seconds before letting the wind lead it back to your annoyed self.
XIAO watches from the balcony of the inn, glancing down and observing you from above all while you happily clutch a bag of snacks, waving at the patrons before climbing up the stairs, no doubt wanting to share with him once more. how foolish, he thinks but if so then he's stupid one.
XIAO who doubts that you'll call out his name, more or less mutter it. so why does he await your voice? XIAO who hates to see you hurt, sharply scolding you for being so 'clumsy and stupid' as he leans down and inspects you for any more fatal injuries.
ALBEDO who's attention diverts to you when he picks up a trace of your voice calling out to him. ALBEDO who most likely reminds himself that a creature such as him wasn't born with the same set of feelings, organs, and emotions such as innate beings such as humans so why does he feel the strange fluttering in his chest?
ALBEDO who knows just how to charm you and is aware that you convey the same attraction and love he holds towards you. ALBEDO who suddenly pauses when in the middle of an activity, only to think about memorable moments he knows of you, his lips forming to a graceful and tender smile.
SCARAMOUCHE who criticizes you for bare minimum and is unable to hold back from bursting out a string of insults that pops in his mind in an attempt to deny that him, scaramouche, the balladeer is totally not in love! the anger in him only increases further when he sees your shocked face, not to you but to him. he screams internally, you idiot.. you hurt them! wait I don't care about their feelings--damn it, damn you for making me feel this way you witch!!..
SCARAMOUCHE who reluctantly sits beside you without as much as even uttering a word. just a silent, meaningful action, the two of you sit in a comfortable silence. basking the others presence while scaramouche holds a conflicting storm of unkept and chaotic feelings inside of him.
KAZUHA who greets you with a coy smile, pressing a kiss to the back of your palm while beidou holds back a bark of "how smooth, lover boy!". KAZUHA who's the type to brood and swiftly intervene in a conversation when he catches a crew member getting a little too close, can you blame him? a jewel such as you is something he wants to keep.
KAZUHA who just accepts his fate with open arms when you slide yourself to his side. KAZUHA who holds you close as you both watch the sun rise as the water gently rocks the ship back and forth along with you.
THOMA who never forgets to say "I love you" when going somewhere, even if he's forced by ayato to come in at komore teahouse while you wave him goodbye from the outside, sipping on your tea as he gets dragged in by the head of the yashiro commission.
THOMA who voices his want to finally be free from being cooped up in the komore teahouse for 'so long' and begs you to "please buy something for him because he misses the taste of inazuman street food". brightening up and peppering you in kisses when you agree.
Debt
vyn: always, you sneak and crawl and run and hide
luke: it's called intelligence
vyn: can you call the others, they’re not listening to me
rosa: i’m not their mom
vyn: just do it
rosa: [to luke and marius] listen up guys, we’re going back to our rooms
luke and marius: [immediately following like ducklings]
vyn:
rosa: listen, i am not their mom-
marius: [says something]
vyn:
vyn: come here
marius: no
vyn: just come here
marius: no, you’re gonna hit me
“Would You Kiss Me If I Turned Into A Frog?” PT.2
Note: Aaaaahhh- It’s finally doneee!! Part 2 of “Would you kiss me if I turned into a frog?” Les go! This took me longer than it should’ve.. Procrastination at its finest-
Part 1
Characters Included:
Childe, Scaramouche, Lumine, Aether, Beidou
Warnings: Crack, The twins are menaces
This part is entirely just crack lmao-
Scaramouche straight out rejection with no hesitation :’)
Hope you guys enjoyed this! Sorry it took so long and thanks for the love on the first part!!~ ♥️
Reblogs are much appreciated!
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Also, thank you all for 50 followers!! Oml- Where did you guys even come from?- ♥️ ♥️
Sending you all a virtual hug... \(≧▽≦)/
LOOK AT HIM!!!?! He’s adorable and I will physically fight anyone who says otherwise ╭(°A°`)╮
Hold the Aether.
Love the Aether.
Appreciate the Aether.
No Lumine slander allowed tho
Stellis, a city that rose from the clash of civilizations.
Modern tech has given it its radiant neon lights but also cast long shadows of obscurity. Lately, there has been an abnormal increase in the number of mental illness cases as well as incidents that threaten Stellis’ social security. Many gentle and good people of Stellis have somehow grown violent and volatile. These incidents may have been recorded, but they are often drowned out in a flood of data.
Yet someone took notice of them and compiled them for detailed analysis…
Codenamed “X-NOTE”, the project aims to peel away layers of obscuring data and reveal the hidden truth beneath.
When all is put on the scales of the law before Lady Justice, you will be the one to weigh their crimes in the balance.
TEARS OF THEMIS ☆ characters
Gorou absolutely has no permission to be this cute. It's illegal to be this cute
save natsuo!
“Thank you for being Shoto’s friend.”
“Let Natsu go!”
little things
includes. venti, diluc, xiao, zhongli, childe, kazuha
— venti sits beside your bed, lyre in hand. his fingers pluck a simple lullaby as you grip the edge of his shirt, trying to forget about the nightmare. he’s still alive, breathing with you, and when at last you drift off to sleep, the gentle melody fades away and he presses a soft kiss on your forehead. “sleep well, my love”
— diluc closes the tavern with a flower tucked behind his ear and an old record playing. “dance with me!” you say, and take his hands, dragging him to the center of the room. he blushes when you put his hand on your waist, but he soon falls into the steps as you slow dance in the candlelight, foreheads pressed together
— xiao spends his afternoon trying to catch crystalflies with his hands. he stands on his tiptoes, peering over a low tree branch, and you giggle as he clamps his hands around empty air. “what are you doing?” you ask. leaves cling to his hair, so you run your fingers through his dark locks and watch them fall to the ground. “trying to catch one for you” he grumbles, “because they’re pretty, like you are”
— zhongli leaves you letters sealed with wax slid under the door, left by your bed, or hidden in odd places that only the two of you would look, because he’s always thinking of you. three lines or five paragraphs laced with love to remind you that when it all seems like too much he is there, forever
— childe brings you to the boardwalk to watch the sun slip below the horizon and paint the sky orange and gold. as the last rays of light fade, he wraps an arm around you and pulls you close. “a lot of people get engaged at sunset” he says, slipping a ring on your finger. “do you wanna try it?”
— kazuha lays with his head in your lap, twirling blades of grass between his fingers. “what would i do without you?” he says, gazing up at you. it catches you off guard and your flustered face makes him laugh, high and clear, and he sits up to kiss your lips and feel your smile against his. it has always been the most beautiful thing to him
nightmares
Includes: Childe, Albedo, Xiao
Warnings -> STRONG emotional images (panic attack, spectral hands grasping at character, feeling of overwhelming fear and dread) -> leads to comfort
Synopsis: Nightmares plague the characters sleep and they wake up startled - the reader comforts them
I’m a SUCKER for painful things man - I want to put them through hell just to pull them back up again …
Anthology
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hello ! for the 300 followers event, could i get a vanilla jelly (kazuha) with cereal and biscuits ? for extras, they can either be at one of inazuma's piers after kazuha comes back from a bad storm, or at inazuma city, where sara just committed the kazuha friend thing... to kazuha :'b thank you, and congrats on 300 followers !!
thank u anon! i sort of twisted the the two options instead, i hope that's alright :)
request; kazuha angst, sacrifice, together in the rain
cw; angst, major character death, spoilers for kazuha's backstory
please reblog ! it helps a lot :)
kazuha.
lightning streaks through the stormy clouds, a jagged flash of blinding white threatening to rip the sky in half. rain pours down mercilessly from the heavens, almost seeming furious with the intensity with which they sting your sky, blurring your vision as you clutch your sword tightly. the wooden planks of the dock beneath you creak loudly, appearing ready to crack underfoot from how much they've rotted over time. kazuha's white hair with its familiar vein of red stands out against the darkness surrounding you both, giving you the impression of an angel as he looks out the monstrous waves crashing repeatedly onto the shore with an indescribable expression. "we're finally leaving," he says, unperturbed by the strength of the wind howling around the two of you. his hand still aches from the burn he received from his friend's dying vision, that much you can tell from how he keeps it sheathed in the soft material of his clothes. yet suddenly, he pushes you aside and tilts his head, just in time for an arrow to go whizzing past both of you, so close it nearly grazes your arm. kazuha sighs, eyes beginning to gleam as red as rubies in the inky night, "i should have known the shogun wouldn't let our passage be that easy."
the two of you whip your weapons out, though you don't miss how kazuha winces, his hand still hurting from the injury. "leave them to me, 'zuha. get on the boat," you instruct, gesturing to the small boat besides you that's rocking violently from the motion of the waves. your boyfriend's expression tenses, "no, i can't do that! i'm not going to leave you here!" you lean closer to him, cupping his face with one hand while the other grips the hilt of your sword tightly. searching his coppery eyes, you press a kiss against his lips, "i love you, 'zuha. and you know me, i'll find a way to you." kazuha's gaze meets yours as raindrops soak his face and trickle down his cheeks, mimicking the tears he never lets fall no matter how much he mourns, and he whispers so softly you can barely catch it over the sound of thunder cracking, "i don't want to lose anyone anymore." "you won't be losing me, 'zuha. c'mon, don't you believe in how you taught me to fight?" you chuckle, nuzzling against his cheek to try a coax a smile out of him, even as the sound of the kanjobugyo draws ever closer. "please, come back to me," he murmurs under his breath, cursing his wound a million times over and hoping against hope that you'll succeed and somehow make it back to him in one piece, "i love you." "i promise, and i love you too, kazuha. now go!" you kiss him once more, embracing the passion and urgency of the action before running off with a wave. kazuha can only watch helplessly as you run off into the fray, his little boat set to sail away into the intimidating ocean from the force with which you kicked it after untying the thread docking it to the pier.
"y/n, you have committed severe treachery against inazuma. surrender immediately, and your punishment will be lessened," the voice of kujou sara states coolly, one hand caressing her sword. "bla bla bla, whatever. i'm not planning on surrendering anytime soon," you retort, "plus, isn't surrendering going against inazuma's entire principle of eternity?" sara's eyes widen slightly at your impertinence, but she quickly schools her expression back into one of normalcy, "where is kaedehara kazuha? he has been declared a wanted criminal." "kazuha? oh, he's long gone," you curl your lips into a smirk as surprise washes over her face from your lie. you just need to stall long enough for kazuha to get away, that's it. "that means he has disobeyed the sakoku decree, and you too are guilty for assisting him. upon being taken into custody, you will be separated from your vision per the orders of the immortal shogun," sara quickly says, her gaze darting to the gleaming vision at your hip. your sword glitters as you infuse it with elemental energy and prepare yourself for a battle, "aw, that isn't very nice of her, is it? giving the gift of a vision only to take it away. rather rude, if you ask me." "y/n, you don't have to do this. if you submit to us and hand over your vision, we don't need to resort to violence," sara gives one final attempt at neutralising the situation, but you aren't changing your mind. from your peripheral vision, you realise that kazuha's boat isn't visible anymore, which means he should be in international waters by now, where the laws of inazuma are no longer applied. whispering a silent prayer up to celestia, you beam, "i'm not going down without a fight. if you want my vision, come and get it." and as a dozen kanjobugyo soldiers rush at you, you know there's no chance you're getting out of here alive, so you're left with nothing to do except offer an apology to kazuha for breaking your promise and toss your vision into the air with all your strength - even in your last moments you refuse to let the tyrannical ruler win.
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kazuha's sitting down in his boat, enjoying the peace of the sunny day that has come after the horrific storm, although there's a knot in his stomach he can't quite quell, no matter how much he tries to stay positive. his mind keeps wandering to thoughts of you and your safety, even as he tries to think about how much fun he'll have when you meet him in liyue. at least until something drops out of the sky into his lap, and when he sees what it is his heart sinks into his chest. it's a vision which he instinctively knows is yours, but would have recognised anyway from the initials you carved onto the corner. it's truly a miracle it managed to reach him, like your dying wish had propelled its energy all the way across the sea. almost as if it knows it has reached its target, the vision fizzles softly, sparks flying off it as the colour begins to fade.
and that's when kazuha finally lets himself cry, because he knows you'll never come back to him now.
quill speaks !
hahaha,,,, haha,,,, pain.
pls for some reason i rlly like this??? like i could imagine it when i was writing it and i had a lot of fun doing this request KSJKDSK thats prolly why its so long T_T also i didn't know where to break up the paragraphs so apologies for the huge walls of text LOL
but yes anon i hope u liked how i wrote it !!! :D
and fyi this is a queued hiatus post :)
anyways i hope you enjoy your stay at quill’s dessert cafe, and do check out the menu if you'd like ! 🍭
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It hurts but it hurts so good
—TO CONQUER, TO FREE. xiao pairing. xiao x gn! reader word count. 647 genre. light angst, light fluff, hurt/comfort warnings. mentions of killings (related to xiao’s past), spoilers for xiao’s backstory
nothing. absolutely nothing is wrong with you. —h.l
something most people in liyue don’t know is that xiao has loved you for thousands of years.
they knew that the adeptus has something akin to affection for you, all this time. but an adeptus like him can’t love, right? what do the adepti know about love anyway?
sure, the prime of the adepti, morax, has loved liyue more than anyone can ever imagine. the half-qilin ganyu has learned to find love between the gaps and spaces among the dwellers of liyue. the adepti has shaped the mountains and carved the moon and retained the clouds, all for the love of liyue.
but xiao?
xiao, the conqueror of demons, the golden-winged king… xiao is incapable of love. liyue knows this. xiao knows this. you know this.
the yaksha has slaughtered countless others, blood staining his skin permanently and it seeps through his flesh. how could he ever know how to love?
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How Hanako reassures the people most important to him~
Crucial Wish 🏷
GUYS OMG AN INTERESTING THEORY JUST CROSSED MY MIND. HEAR ME OUT:
(Note: sorry for the random disappearance, I promise to post more often, ALSO SPOILERS FROM CHAP. 79)
Okay okay so, after chapter 79 we can all confirm that Tsukasa of the Red House is the actual REAL one and the one of the school is a sort of FAKE one.
Very well.
We know that after more than 1 year and half Tsukasa (fake one) appeared out of nowhere, so when Amane was about 5.
(Chapter 79 reference)
You are might wondering: “yeah uh, WHAT’S THE POINT GIRL?”
Ahem, you remember the Star Festival Arc (chapter 37-38)? Amane and “Tsukasa” were CLEARLY older than the ones we saw in the Red House Arc, thus confirms that the fake Tsukasa was already there... and yeah, this was pretty obvious though.
(Chapter 78 & 38 references)
Red House Arc Star Festival Arc
So the fake one was there with Amane, spending the evening together until he left him for 3 hours... BUT he likely came back at some point, don’t you think?
AND SO, what if he came back exactly after Amane hanged the tags at the bamboo tree? Imagine it this way: Amane finished hanging the tag, staring at it with the hope of this coming true someday...
(Chapter 38 reference)
...BOOM IT DID.
Some might say: “The tree grants wishes of whoever hang the tags on it”
Yeah but nah.
Guys, think about it a little more, the tree is a just a popular rumor that became an actual and truthful one in the Far Shore, thus in the supernatural world.
(Chapter 37 reference)
I doubt the tree itself really granted Amane’s wish back then... and this leads to the point of this whole post:
chapter 79 was an huge reveal that, indeed, fake Tsukasa may be an extension of the spirit of the Red House. And, of course, as its extension he reads the minds of people whom want their wish granted and grants them in return with a price (just like with Kunishige-kun).
(Chapter 79 reference)
We know, Amane’s wish changed thanks to Nene’s appearance, this way leading him to wish to see her again in a near future.
Tsukasa already knew that as he read his mind back then, and what happen when he does so?
YEP, HE GRANTS IT GUYS.
Just like in chapter 79 with Kunishige, I suppose “Tsukasa” did the exact thing with Amane: wouldn’t this be a good huge plottwist for the manga though? (Since we’ve already had a LOT of them, geez xd)
Amane’s deepest and dearest wish was not to be an astronaut anymore, frankly, he already gave up on that wish as soon as he saw Nene, as soon as he realized there was something way more important for him to wish for.
Tsukasa knew that.
He freaking knew.
And this hurts guys... I’m in tears.
Think of it this way: the reason why Amane killed “Tsukasa”, the reason why his fate changed again, the reason why there was the messy family death, wouldn’t it make sense if this all were by the power of that house? By the extension of that power, thus the fake Tsukasa?
Amane’s fate was already changed by real Tsukasa’s wish which the house GRANTED, it would make terribly sense if Amane’s fate was AGAIN changed with his wish GRANTED by the sort of extension of the house, fake Tsukasa!
The house is basically playing an HUGE role here, constantly changing Amane’s fate where, at the end, it ironically led to his initial destiny: dying.
Aside that, I think the house kind of teased the real Tsukasa, the price wasn’t only him disappearing, I think it had a way bigger thing all planned out, that’s why the Yugi twins backstory is so depressing and incredibly heartbreaking.
After all, if you think of it, Amane’s wish was granted by the time he met Nene when he was alive, so “Tsukasa” made his wish come true that very day.
7th July 1964 when he changed paths, thus wish.
18th July 1969 when his long awaited wish came true.
This means he granted Amane’s wish only 6 years later (supposing it went like that).
((I want to point out that time travels don’t happen randomly, there’s always a reason why they are happening. As when that door led Nene to past Amane’s class: it could’ve led her literally somewhere else but, surprise! Straight to past Amane’s class... coincidence? Or when she got hit by a bull, why making her being hit if it wasn’t for actual important plot reasons?))
(Chapter 22 reference)
And what happens next?
The price!
As sad as it sounds, the price of his wish was maybe his own life and not only his but of the whole family whom lived in that cursed house... hm, something here is missing, why taking everyone’s lives (including fake Tsukasa’s life itself) if the house could’ve just took only Amane’s life as a price?
Something else must have happened for sure and we have to wait a little more sadly. We still need to know a lot about this shady situation and the cursed Red House, BUT HOWEVER Amane’s initial wish at the Star Festival Arc might be a good clue which led to the dramatic events and Amane’s sudden change of fate (again), like it makes so much sense.
Or else why putting that panel if it wasn’t effective for the plot? Not only for romantic purposes but even for something way bigger...
(Chapter 38 reference)
This ends here! (Long enough lol)
(Sorry for any grammatical mistakes I’m so tired damn)
Saw the ask and wanted to suggest, perhaps his mother had spiraled out of control? We know how she was when the priests didn’t believe her so imagine her own son saying she’s saying “silly things” and still playing with this “demon” of a child? We never really see Tsukasa be violent towards Amane before death and even after death, there’s this lingering affection that both brothers have for each other, even Amane (as Hanako) is surprised of his brother’s actions in “Mitsuba” asking him why he’s doing such things and in “hell of mirrors,” he’s shocked and horrified about Tsukasa being in the same place as a dead mystery, becoming even more disturbed when Tsukasa recalls their memory of watching Frankenstein as if he’s just now realizing that the boy he sat next to him was perhaps bad all along? Even so, Hanako doesn’t seem upset that he is being hugged and squeezed, merely uncomfortable with the situation as a whole because he just witnessed his childhood memory become utterly shattered into a million pieces. We know from the ages of 7 that Amane had a very good albeit “distant” relationship with fake Tsukasa, explaining that he’s been playing Katanuki for hours, a game he’s obsessed with. Now looking at this, and also wt his affectionate nature—way more than real Tsukasa—, it’s kind of weird that this supernatural entity has the capability to be very nice.
One instance is the welcome party for Mitsuba who became no.3, where he admits he likes him and even gives Mitsuba the fake world as a gift. The other instance is when he’s rambling to Sakura about how cool Mitsuba was after hell of mirrors (but Mitsuba didn’t do anything that Tsukasa claimed he did, yet, Tsukasa is happily bragging and flailing around), one more instance is when, in the spin off, he showed Mitsuba the sea and I’m probably forgetting some more but it’s obvious this entity can be genuinely nice so the question is… was he really ever violent with amane or was he made to be violent because of the house and the mother’s deteriorating mental state?
Eh, damn 😂
What you said is all right!
I’ve always had mixed feelings if fake Tsukasa really was violent towards Amane or towards anyone in general... I always wanted to believe the contrary but at the same time... UGH! It’s confusing someway ‘cause fake Tsukasa has some real Tsukasa’s mechanisms as if he’s alike the real one in some behaviors, however we know that, in reality, he’s completely different because of that cursed spirit of the house.
As you said, “Tsukasa” was never shown to be a violent brother back in the twins’ childhood, neither before entering middle school. We know for sure that something has been happening to Amane as soon as he entered that middle school, tho it’s still very unsure if those bruises were caused by someone, self inflicted or even something worse.
I personally think that fake Tsukasa just took after, from the real one, the loving side for his brother and the too bright personality: that’s why, before the information given in chapter 78, we felt this hate/love thing towards him (fake one) because he only imitated real one’s behaviors (thus as being lovely, cute, jumping on Amane whenever he sees him, kind of a caring side towards him and even Mitsuba...), then boom he switches to his actual true self: the evil sadistic “Tsukasa” we know, so the one “controlled” by the spirit of the cursed house.
The character of Tsukasa is now split in 2 so this made us more confused than ever ‘cause it’s as if the Tsukasas represented the good and the bad side.
Fake Tsukasa is the bad side
Real Tsukasa is the good side
2 different sides of the SAME person.
lt’s like when one person’s personality get split in 2 thus comporting the separation of the good and the bad of a person.
But this is just a symbolic interpretation of the 2 Tsukasas, we know that the cursed house is the main culprit behind all of this mess, sadly...
Aaaaand my brain is evaporating woo 🤝
hello catte today i present to you: kazuha writing/tracing his name with his fingers on your skin
I'm so so tempted to get h word with this but I shan't bc I'm in the mood for fluff rn––
⠀kjand but fr tho that would be so cute. I think that if he would write his name on your skin, he'd do it super casually, too? And I don't even think you'd recognize that the loops and the swirls he draws on your skin are anything more than simple shapes at first, either.
⠀Like, the two of you could merely be basking in the sun's warmth from the crow's nest on the ship, you half-asleep and Kazuha curling around you. His one arm is cushioning both your head and his while his other is draped around your middle. Even though your eyelids are threatening to close, you begin to see a pattern in the soft movement of his fingers on your skin. The longer you think about it, the more you realize that he's been tracing the same shapes into your skin over and over for the last couple of weeks.
⠀"Kazuha," you say around a yawn. His hand stills, probably surprised you were still awake. "What're you writing?" you ask sleepily, though an eye is open to look up at him.
⠀He blinks, then a smile comes upon his lips. "Hm? Oh, it's nothing to worry about. My hand was merely feeling a bit restless is all. Did I wake you?"
⠀You snort at his poor attempt to redirect the conversation and pull away slightly to look at him better. The hand that was writing on your skin comes to lightly grip you, preventing you from moving too far. When you regard him, your gaze is narrowed, if not still from how drowsy you are.
⠀"You've been writing the same thing on my skin for weeks by now, Kazu."
⠀His smile widens. "Have I?"
⠀You huff in faux anger, but from how he's gently pulling you back into his chest, you know he doesn't intend to tell you soon.
⠀"Rest, love," he hums, pressing a kiss to your forehead, cradling you in his arms. His hand from earlier settles on your middle again. "I'll tell you one day. Maybe."
⠀He chuckles when you scoff, but eventually you bury your head in his chest, and within seconds your breathing evens out and he knows you've truly fallen asleep.
⠀Kazuha sighs in contentment, closing his eyes as he rested his cheek against your head. His hand begins to move again, similar movements that he has indeed been repeating for some time now.
⠀Kaedahara Kazuha, he writes with the tip of his finger. It's a mark of love, an unseen sign of his devotion that only he knows has been written into your skin.
⠀Underneath it, however, he writes something slightly different.
⠀It's your name, so lovingly and carefully scrawled, but instead of the surname you currently use, he writes Kaedahara, instead.
⠀He sighs once more when he thinks about it, his chest warming at the thought. The name he had drawn on your skin isn't just a sign of his love–– it’s a promise, too.
⠀
That's a lot of damage
written in the scars
kazuha x gn!reader
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warnings: mentions of injuries (cuts)
summary: for the first time, kazuha considers staying
it’s hot. even the breeze that blows is warm; which makes the tension in the air between you and the inazuma samurai. you both sit in the grass wordlessly, deep in thought. your eyes wander to his hands, covered in bandages. his hands were always covered in small cuts from his sword — you had become his personal doctor, patching up the small cuts.
you gently hold his hand in yours, cleaning a cut on his index finger. you look up to meet his gaze and notice a small grin on his face.
“what?” you ask, returning your eyes back to his hand. “it seems you find something about this funny.”
“no,” he chuckles. “not… funny, per se. it’s just… we’ve gotten to know each other quite well even though we only see one another when i’m in here.”
“mmm,” you hum, securing the bandage on his finger. “so your recklessness is the source of our friendship?”
“i guess,” he says, the grin not fading.
you pause for a moment, his hand in yours. you look at the small scars on his hands. many of them were probably from him missing his own sheath, but you could tell some of them had stories.
“honestly, i do try to be more careful but… it doesn’t seem to work.” he says, pulling his hand away. his eyes shift away from you.
now, you’d do anything to see that grin one more time. you hated yourself for taking that dumb grin for granted.
“is this where we part ways?” he asks softly.
you can’t bring yourself to look at him. “i think so.”
he stands up, wiping his hands on his pants before outstretching his hand towards you. you grab it, and finally look at him. his words were so sad and left your heart feeling so heavy, yet the soft look on his face stayed unchanged.
“i hate that our last moments together feel so sad… it feels quite tragic, no?” he holds onto your hand, squeezing it.
“it’s hard to make departing feel happy.” you whisper.
he takes you into his arms, holding you tighter than ever before. “i’m sorry things ended up this way.”
after a few moments, he lets you go. he looks at you like he’s taking in every detail; a mental picture that he can look at whenever he yearns to feel your warmth. and then he finally starts to walk away.
however, it’s only a few steps. he stops in his tracks, and for a brief moment you think he’ll turn back around for one final embrace. but he keeps his back to you. “tell me to stay.” he says.
“what?”
“tell me to stay, and i’ll stay.”
you want him to stay. every fiber of your being is telling you to say the word. let him know that you want him here. but it’s all too selfish. he had chosen to leave even after you met him. it was a choice you had to respect. he had things to do, places to see, and you unfortunately couldn’t join him. so you take a deep breath and close your eyes, and hope that he’ll be gone when you open them.
and he is.
Hello~ for the event can i have “Say it again.” + Kazuha + fluff? Have a good dayy
“I love you.”
KAZUHA could see the way you reacted, flustered at his sudden confession. A curl of a smile appears on his lips when you looked up from the book that you previously held on your face, bringing it down just in time to meet his eyes.
Just then, you genuinely smiled, responding with “Say it again.”
He leans in to your ear, his breath fanning on the side of your neck as he whispers, “I love you” for the second time.
You softly giggle, restraining the volume most likely since you were situated in one of the seats in a library, tucked behind a shelf, away from everyone else’s sight.
“Again”
“You haven’t said it back.” he challenges, muttering it by your ears.
Your hand reaches to his own cheek, caressing it softly without turning your hand before you let out, “I love you too, Kazuha.”
NOTES: KAZUHAAAAA AAAAA😭😭😭 i literally can feel my fingers tingling while im typing this drabble njdjdjd. nonnie, you’ve made me simp more to him im-
Kazuha come home, I beg you
Kazuha’s teapot lines are something else…
Note: I didn’t include all of his lines. Only three are depicted here.
tw: cheating
[ 22:25 ] if loving kaeya was hard enough, then learning to unlove him was just as much.
it hits you like a bullet at random times of the day. memories you thought you have already buried in the deepest part of your mind pierces your skin and strikes directly to your heart. soften fragments of him and everything that had to do with him haunting your mind, like an annoying ghost you couldn't exorcise. his sweet words poisoning your mind to no end, the places on your body that he once touched kept burning your skin.
but was it so wrong to still want him despite it all?
(it is.)
there was a tiny part of you that regretted ever walking away, the you who still believed in him—the you who's still intoxicated with his destructive love. and you had to clench your fists to the point they're cloudy white to ground yourself that it's for the better, digging your feet into the earth to prevent yourself from running back to his cold unloving arms.
you had to remind yourself again and again that kaeya does not deserve you after everything he had done, for breaking you to the point you believed you're can't be fixed. for burning your soul to ashes with the heat of his touch that had grown cold. for drowning you in his ocean of lies, dragging you to the very bottom without letting you breathe.
you had to remind yourself that choosing to end your ties with him was better than letting him ruin you even further than he already had, and that you were not at fault that he chose to love someone else when he already had you in the very beginning.
you did nothing wrong.
you gave him everything you had and more. you just simply loved him more than he ever did to you, and there was nothing wrong with that. it's not wrong to miss the kaeya you once loved. it's not wrong to let your heart break and cry for him for now because you know, in time, it will heal itself back up.
and when you start to understand, these memories of him that revisit you will stop becoming haunted. you'll stop wanting it, him, back. the distant images only becomes a reminder that not everything that seems attached on you is for you. and everything will become easier when you have come to terms that you deserve better, that it is only right for you to walk away.
you decided that this isn't an ending, but rather a revolution. a better beginning, a redirection. like finding a map after a year of being lost—on him.
ACCIDENTAL SLIME FATHERS (ANEMO VER.)
━━ ☆ INCLUDES: xiao, venti, aether
━━ ☆ SUMMARY: thoughts on how the anemo boys would react to a slime being attached to you.
━━ ☆ WARNINGS: none
━━ ☆ REQUESTED: @fatisangraysama
— xiao;
it was a good day in liyue. the sun was warm but not too hot to burn and the skies were a clear blue with no signs of rain coming anytime soon.
it was a rare opportunity so you decided to take a stroll in the forest.
after a few hours of berry picking, you stopped for a quick rest by the roots of a big and archaic tree.
unbeknownst to you, there was a certain slime floating right over your head.
and while you didn’t notice the foreign presence, someone else did.
you shrieked as xiao plunged right beside you, eyes dripping with strength and malice.
while diluc wanted to kill the slime, xiao wanted to decimate it.
he wasted no time and ran after the slime who bounced away in panic.
‘you almost died. twice.’ was all that ran in your head.
that is until the slime whimpered, effectively attacking your soft heart.
with a hesitant smile, you mumbled his name and xiao turns his attention to you.
were you hurt? did you need anything? should he race back to wangshu inn?
no, it was worse than that.
you wanted to keep… a slime? xiao briefly wondered if he accidentally hit you in the head or something.
good luck convincing him.
i’m not entirely sure how you’ll manage to do that because xiao was looking at you very strangely.
“come on, please? i’ll ignore the fact that you were practically stalking me when we agreed that you wouldn’t do that.”
“…”
it was a silence worth an hour at the very least. just as you were about to give up, xiao sighed and turned around.
“…tsk. you mortals and your odd behaviors.”
so now you have a slime child!
all was good in paradise.
…except xiao did not like the idea of playing daddy.
he would glare at the slime and prod at it when you mentioned some out-of-the-ordinary thing it did.
and god forbid you spend more time with the slime than with him. he just might snap.
like that one time you were gushing over the slime because it cuddled into you out of nowhere.
he waited until you left to get a drink before he stared at the slime. after a while, he reached out to tentatively pinch it which prompted an odd (in his opinion) sound from it.
it was like a more durable jelly and it’s very, very strange. it’s a little cold though and for some reason, playing around with it felt satisfying.
not like xiao would admit to it. he heard you climbing up the stairs and immediately withdrew his hands much to the slime’s complaints.
after that encounter, you notice the slime’s inclination to xiao.
like that one moment when you were fixing yourself a snack and when you turned around, it was gone. you intended to ask xiao for help but instead, you found the slime next to xiao just purring at him with puppy eyes despite the adeptus’ pointed attempts to ignore its presence.
one time, xiao was out and about, exorcising grudges and demons and all that fancy stuff.
in the middle of the fight, he spots the slime in the corner making heart eyes at him.
the way his heart dropped—
he swiftly finishes the one he’s battling and speeds to reach the slime.
he grips it very unceremoniously but you can excuse his attitude because he’s literally in the middle of a battle that could end with the both of them dead.
so now, there’s xiao battling cursed subjects with one hand because the other is too occupied carrying the slime.
after a while, he got enough room to breathe and he places the slime up on a tree.
“stay,” he says firmly as he pointed a finger at the slime. it was as if he was a father scolding a child.
in a way he was. trace amounts of disbelief and disappointment were in his tone but he wasn’t angry.
he cleans up the rest of his enemies as quickly as possible and he brings the slime back to you.
you promptly began scolding it and the slime had the audacity to whine.
meanwhile, xiao was just crossing his arms in the background, watching the scene unfold.
even he had to admit that it was pretty cute.
later that night, you asked xiao to bring it along with him sometimes so it wouldn’t have to sneak around.
xiao surprisingly agreed.
since they’re around each other more often now, the slime slowly began carving itself a spot in his heart.
little taps of affection, not quite close to petting, just fingers lingering long enough for three quick pats.
sometimes, you’ll be on your way back to wangshu inn and you’ll spot them side by side, waiting for you.
even rarer, you’ll wake up around midnight to see both the slime and xiao missing but the soft sound of a flute being blown calms you down.
he’ll never confess to it but if anything happens to the slime, he’ll go out on his way to exterminate whoever did it.
it doesn’t matter if it’s a shrub or a treasure hoarder. they’re done for.
to sum it up, a very protective dad who pretends he doesn’t care but is always keeping an eye on it. 10/10
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