If Only

if only

If Only

[Pairing/s: Teru Minamoto x Reader]

Genre: angst?

Warning: swearing, unrequited feelings fufu.

Note: I don't know where I'm going with this, all I know is I want a Teru angst.

If Only

Of course it wasn't you, and you know it can't be you but it still hurts like a bitch. You lay on your bed staring at the ceiling as you try to process what Minamoto Teru had said earlier when you asked him for help in rescuing Aoi and finding number 7.

"He likes Aoi-chan," though after his words he play it off as a joke but you know he meant it, you knew deep inside your guts that he meant it, from his body language to the way he looked when he said those words.

"It makes sense now, but Akane-kun wouldn't like it," turning to your side you hug a pillow and hid your face in it, drowning yourself in your thoughts that is slowly being filled with insecurities that you had pushed away before.

"If only I was smarter or maybe prettier, would he-"

You stop yourself before you could even finish, cause deep down you know he still wouldn't look at you or see you the way he does to Aoi- because you're not Aoi.

If only you were Aoi...

"What am I thinking, I shouldn't even be thinking about that" You sigh getting up to grab your phone on your nightstand, scrolling to your social media to distract yourself from your thoughts.

"If only the mokkes were here, I might feel a little bit more better" you mumbled, heart stings from the lost of a friend and the reminder of your unrequited feelings.

"If only Teru likes me..."

If Only

Honestly I don't like it but whatever.

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3 years ago
❝ WHAT YOUR FAVORITE GENSHIN BOY SAYS ABOUT YOU ❞

❝ WHAT YOUR FAVORITE GENSHIN BOY SAYS ABOUT YOU ❞

CHARACTERS | venti, xiao, zhongli, childe, kaeya, diluc, albedo, scaramouche

A/N | I WAS STALKING MY OLD PAGE EARLIER HAHA and i saw a lot of positive feedback with the mha version of this so once again im stealing ideas (albeit from myself but still). this is part one since i wanna do the rest of the boys & also my girlies

❝ WHAT YOUR FAVORITE GENSHIN BOY SAYS ABOUT YOU ❞

VENTI

i’m not even into astrology but you’re 100% an air sign, or at least, you’re very free and act a little childish or naively. while some people think you’re a bit much to handle, you have a heart of gold and strive to do the best thing, whether it be for others or yourself. you can’t stick to schedules or due dates for the life of you and your laziness will be the end of you. you find it easy to charm or persuade others into doing what you want, though it’s usually for something petty. it’s hard for you to understand the emotions of others and often try and comfort people with laughter. in essence, you’re a lot like the tone-deaf bard himself! do you have a talent for the arts or music?

XIAO

you’re a simp. the biggest kind possible. you considered making a shrine to pull xiao (if you didn’t already.) you’re either very much like xiao, in the sense that you’re cold and curt, or the complete opposite— an emotional, empathetic mess. xiao is your comfort character, whether it be that you relate to how he feels (grief, inability to socialize, personality) or you find your heart aching to hold and comfort him. do you take a while to respond to texts? you’ve wanted to get a bunch of piercings and tattoos. if you’ve dyed your hair, it probably looked incredible.

ZHONGLI

you’re classy, book smart, and have a thing for older men. you don’t like straying far from comfort zones or familiarity but if the chance comes to prove yourself, you try your best. a small part of you thinks you’re better than everyone (you’re probably correct LOL). you have an eye for graphic design or fashion. you’re gullible though, often finding yourself not aware of slang. is it hard to talk comfortably to others? you’re probably a little close minded. are you an intp/infp? an introvert? dislike loud crowds?

CHILDE

bastard, that’s what you are. attitude problem. you’re loud, blunt, outgoing, and people find it easy to dislike you. you’re aggressive or easy to provoke, and welcome fights or confrontation. i want to sock you in the face so bad. your ego is huge in someway or another and confidence oozes from you, albeit most of is fake. despite all this, you’re friendly and when you aren’t in a lousy mood, you’re very pleasant to talk to and polite. whatever you’re trying to subtly do, i’m here to tell you that you aren’t subtle at all. why do you have so many five stars. you’re rich, one way or another.

KAEYA

you’re so attractive. you probably smell so good and are for sure very flirty or find it easy to converse with people. you’re very into alcohol or find the effect of it very fun. you’re bold, borderline trend setter. if you’re into nightclubs, you’re the center. no seriously, how do you smell so good😭 you’d rather die than be caught slacking on looks. you spend so much money on yourself (as you should.) do you gossip a lot? or are quick to dislike people? despite the seemingly bimbo facade, you’re smart and tactical when you need to be. do you like it when things are in your control? or rather, do you snap when things aren’t in your full control?

DILUC

childe fan 2.0. you think you’re so much better than everyone, the arrogance hurts. a dry texter and a pain to talk to over message. despite this, you have a good heart and intentions. if someone were to tell you their issues, you’d look for the quickest way to solve the problem instead of comforting them. you’re a good cook, huh? you’re probably super good in the kitchen. you’re a competitor with xiao fans for being the biggest simp. i feel like you have a thing for gloves but most of it is just a thing for men who don’t treat you right. you either want diluc to pin you to a wall or you want to coddle the poor boy.

ALBEDO

you’re an artist or find interest in the arts. you find yourself liking niche things and it’s unique, super cute! you’re super into pretty pretty boys, and would die for any man who regularly dresses in beige and/or vests. you’re so aesthetic, or very well kept. your room’s air is fresh, i just know it. how much are you into plants? you probably prefer a pure white color scheme or minimalism over darker, more cluttered ones.

SCARAMOUCHE

you were super edgy in middle school and high school. you’re extremely reserved, probably very lonely; you’re independent and follow the rules to a T. you. are. so deep into anime and anything related to it. you play some of the most unheard of games and have too much merch. please stop spending so much money on anime boys. it’s for your own good. WHY DO YOU LIKE MEN WHO ARE MEAN TO YOU😭 you’re a cat person.

❝ WHAT YOUR FAVORITE GENSHIN BOY SAYS ABOUT YOU ❞
4 years ago
“ No Need For Small Talk. All That Matters Is That You Were Safe Last Night. “
“ No Need For Small Talk. All That Matters Is That You Were Safe Last Night. “
“ No Need For Small Talk. All That Matters Is That You Were Safe Last Night. “
“ No Need For Small Talk. All That Matters Is That You Were Safe Last Night. “
“ No Need For Small Talk. All That Matters Is That You Were Safe Last Night. “
“ No Need For Small Talk. All That Matters Is That You Were Safe Last Night. “

“ No need for small talk. All that matters is that you were safe last night. “

4 years ago

Playing with my friends and I got reminded of this...

Father and son dynamic, so wholesome 💖

Playing With My Friends And I Got Reminded Of This...
Playing With My Friends And I Got Reminded Of This...
Playing With My Friends And I Got Reminded Of This...

YES YES AAAAAAA PLS I LOVE WHEN THESE TWO GET TOGETHER

goodbye im a sucker for their father and son relationship *cries*

3 years ago

GENSHIN BOYS IN A BAND WITH SINGER S/O

• genshin boys as band members.

fluff! band au! — childe! diluc! kaeya! tohma! xiao!

notes: no notes but please don’t spam like my post! if can get me shadowbanned. it would be a huge help if you can reblog.

 GENSHIN BOYS IN A BAND WITH SINGER S/O
 GENSHIN BOYS IN A BAND WITH SINGER S/O

# childe … drum player or electric guitar. His hair is a little longer and he’s the type to stick his tongue out when he’s playing solo or really feeling the music. His style is more like baggy clothes and boyfriend jeans. He’s the layback band member.

Drum player childe, plays the best beats I’m telling you he’s naturally talented with it comes to drumming. Especially if it’s for you, when you are asked to improvise he goes all out giving you one of his best beats so you can give the crowd your best.

Guitar player childe, when he’s playing a solo he can’t help but lean his back against you. My gosh, I can just picture him. Crowd goes crazy for him, he’s the type to wear a tank top with some loose jeans, a couple of necklaces, and maybe even a pearl one. ( i have a thing for guys who wear pearl necklaces </3 ) you sing to him while he plays for you and everyone goes crazy.

 GENSHIN BOYS IN A BAND WITH SINGER S/O

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# xiao … he’s an electric guitar player no one can’t say no. electric guitar player xiao who wears leather jackets even if he’s drooling in sweat. Wears skinny jeans and combat boots, rings, and has multiple piercings, you choose where. His poker face makes everyone go feral.

He smiles every time you start singing or when you sing once he finishes his part. Man, he loves your voice so much. He can even hear it in his dreams.

He sings with you, the two of you take the same mic and sing away, people love it.

Second lead singer xiao, who takes the lead right after you sing a high note. Holds the guitar with one hand and sings.

 GENSHIN BOYS IN A BAND WITH SINGER S/O

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# kaeya … keyboard player. He’s the band’s flirtatious member. It’s hard not to get jealous while singing, he literally steals the show and gets thrown bras…

Keyboard player kaeya, who wears half unbuttoned shirts, always the white ones. With baggy jeans and boots. Has his famous earrings and has cool-looking glasses.

Keyboard player kaeya, that winks at you when he takes the lead and dedicates his solo to you, always.

Keyboard player kaeya, who has a thing for licking his lips.

 GENSHIN BOYS IN A BAND WITH SINGER S/O

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# diluc … drum player only and only that. He’s the fit one, not too fit but has the muscles and the body. That’s what he’s known for. He’s the one also wearing tanks tops, a black one to be exact. If it’s not that then he’s wearing oversize shirts and baggy pants has long hair and it’s always on a messy low pony tail. His hair is not as long as he has it in the game.

He always has a serious face but man does he smirk, those little smirks always appear when he’s not even noticing. People go crazy.

Okay but he’s so hot when he plays the drums, you can’t even look behind you without getting shy.

Drum player diluc, who smiles at you when he’s doing his solo while you sing. He’s the type to place his tongue on his teeth while playing just because he gets too concentrated.

Drum player diluc, who throws his stick up in the air and catches them before playing.

 GENSHIN BOYS IN A BAND WITH SINGER S/O

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# tohma … second lead singer, who wears anything he feels comfortable in. the fashionable one of the band. And oh man can this man sing. Just imagine tohma in a fashionable outfit and having sexy voice cracks when he sings, not the embarrassing ones tho.

Second lead singer tohma, who has a whiny voice when he sings. King at showing expression while he sings. It’s impossible not to fall for him.

Second lead singer tohma, who sings next to you with the flirtatious smile ever, making you nervous. Eye contact is intense.

 GENSHIN BOYS IN A BAND WITH SINGER S/O

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3 years ago
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3 years ago

Me: Lol I’m not a simp for Albedo

Friend: Look he smirks while doing his cryo thingy

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