Chaoticnightmarekitty - Vent Rant Blog Yippie

Me when i feel like i am going to die.

Goes to the fucking doctor.

*Symptoms magically disappear.*

Well great guess I was just overreacting.

*Leaves doctor*

*Symptoms back in full force.*

I swear the bitch ass Symptoms know that they're about to be caught.

*showing visible symptoms* oh my god i need help desperately

*symptoms go away for one day* what if im just faking it

*scrolls* *giggles* *presses reblog* *scrolls* "literally me" *presses reblog* *scrolls *reads intensely* "oh thats so sad op. thats so real though." *presses reblog* *scrolls* "omg thats so cute!" *presses reblog*

i love tumblr because you see someone losing their mind and you’re just like “omg me tooooo!” *reblog*

survived checking my bank account. i deserve a little treat

"and historians said they were bestest of friends" they were. they were both aro/ace and in a qpr

The whole “jirai = get worse, menhera = get better” is kind of annoying. It’s not wrongbut there’s a lot more to menhera than that.

Tbh the menhera tag has been dead for a while maybe all of us “poser jirais who want to recover” 🙄 should just jump the jirai ship and use that tag. But I’m nervous to say that bc I know that means there will be an influx of people posting triggering stuff & jirai coords in the menhera tags again 😪 Recovery is hard on this website, almost every pro-recovery tag is filled with triggering shit because this website rewards clinging onto sadness & unhealthy coping mechanisms and everyone uses trigger warnings like “TW 4n0r3x!@“ or “tw sl3f h4rn” like…… how is that a trigger warning I literally can’t even read it 😭

People seriously underestimate the long term effects of constant loneliness

"why are you so weird?" Idk, maybe because being completely isolated while growing up has destroyed my brain and now I'm nothing more than a human-mimicking creature that bases all of my actions on what I think is normal human behavior rather than just doing things naturally

I still think it’s objectively fucked how the world is built for morning people and if you wake up later than everyone else you’re seen as a malicious aberration of some sort. I am that but it’s not because I wake up at 11 fuck yourself

born to be eternally devoted, forced to be anxiously attached

BPD math: they said I can come "if I want" instead of "you should come" so that means they hate me and they wish I was dead.