can we repost with Neil Jostens search history
credits to this post for giving me the idea
They are indeed misplaced forever partners
Jean is also feral and Neil also endures, the forever partners forever same hat
Just yes
Meanwhile he refused to solve his own problems and until they almost killed him
Neil saw the "I can fix him trope" and said "I can fix his brother and their issues, his vague acquaintances, his college sports team and his extremely dependent best friend and have his enemies killed but I won't fix him cause he's perfect"
I always found it very funny Kevin's whole thing with "you should be hetero, it is easier to make Court like that". It just seemed to be one of those moments where he was so absurdly into Exy that he couldnt understand basic human things
This was until TGR, and then I understood that his line of thinking was ingrained in very deep traumas. He saw what happened to Jean when he dared to step a little out of heteronormativeness. He saw all the pain it caused. He saw what Riko did to him and Im sure at this moment he swore to never even try to find out if he could like boys in other ways. So when he saw Nicky giving Neil incentives to explore his sexuality, Im sure all the flashbacks of that time came to him like a punch, and he knew that in US court (at least while Riko was still there) being heterosexual meant survival. Thats why he says that to Nicky.
It is literally his trauma speaking for him, not his obsession with Exy speaking for him
Which also brings me to my theory that Kevin is a deeply repressed bisexual (there aint no way that diva is straight). TGR literally only helped to confirm that
For sure he went about it wrong, but Kevin does truly want to protect them. This is the world he was brought up in as well.
The way I read the first line and was like "well, basically 24/7 bc Im autistic and unfortunetely I cant stop interacting with myself"
Then I read the other part and was like "aaaaaahhhh now it makes sense"
I just love how other neurodivergent are able to read neurodivergents so well. It makes me feel seen and also not so crazy
God, just please, I NEED IT
(Even though I really dont think Jeremy is gonna go pro, Im sure he will be there to give Jean a kiss after the game ends)
*shakily grabs microphone* wh- what if the epilogue in tsc3 is a time skip to the olympics… jean kevin neil andrew jeremy playing together… the Queen’s men
pretentious moment incoming but why is everyone's idea of fashion so fucking boring these days. why the fuck did my manager just ask me "what's with the scarf". "what's with the scarf" fuck man do I need a reason to wear a faggy little scarf now? you could just say "nice scarf man". what's with your attitude
Also the fact Wymack had to hold this boy on a chokehold of his own just so that he wouldnt go and murder all the Ravens on his reach
Like, he had a BROKEN COLLARBONE, had already defended Neil, and was about to KEEP ON FIGHTING, just bc they dared to hurt his love
i will never get over andrew minyard, devoted paladin, choking out a girl who fucked up neil when he himself had a BROKEN COLLARBONE and had just slipped away from his own attempted murder
MY GOD! YOU JUST TRANSLATED INTO WORDS WHAT I FEEL EVERYTIME SOMEONE ASKS ME WHAT I WANT!!
Like, I dont want to make another person not eat something the REALLY want bc of something I mildly want
I hate when people ask me about my preference but I don’t understand their preference level. Like yes I kinda want Chinese food 10% more than I want a sandwich but if you want a sandwich like 40% more than Chinese food then I would say it’s totally reasonable we get sandwiches.
Cara, tem dias que eu só queria ter a auto-estima de Comte (o filósofo)
A criatura realmente olhou para a filosofia que ele mesmo criou e decidiu que aquilo era o caminho para o progresso e para o estado superior que uma sociedade humana poderia atingir
Se eu tivesse 1/5 dessa autoestima, 90% dos meus problemas estariam resolvidos🫠
The way he tried to say he was a Moreau ONCE again (when Cat said "I love you" to him) and then stopped himself and almost choked 💀
Neil has a talent for saying exactly what will make an impact on someone. He uses that for evil or for good, depending solely on who is the person he is talking to
“I am a moreau”
“so was elodie”
clocked him so hard he didn’t dare mention it again in a whole as new book. he tried, I see you struggling jean dw, but he never got through with it
neil josten the man that you freaking are.
-22 summers on this planet -Brazilian🇧🇷 -Pansexual🏳️🌈 -AuDHD -Here just for the fun of it -Currently hyperfixating in AFTG
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