TW - SA

something about jean having to live under the ground in the nest for so long but the people he loves are from the sky

renee is a rainbow. kevin is a star. jeremy is the sun.

He's so done

aftg is like the sims 4 because every character is assumed bisexual unless otherwise specified

DID RICK JUST CALL JASON THE SON OF JUNO?!?!

Oh my poor heart-

They way this ties perfectly with the fact that it was Hera/Juno who mourned him and not his own father….

He really was her boy🥹

I love Jean's POV because that mtf lies so much to himself that at some point, if you dont pay attention, even you start believing him

In the interview part, Kevin gets super mad because the interviewer suggests the Trojans made a mistake signing Jean, this is the first time ever he breaks his "public persona" and it is clearly because he got mad they were attacking Jean

Meanwhile Jean Moreau is out there thinking "Wonder if Kevin slipped like that because they talked badly of the Trojans or because of the alcohol"🤡

And it is not just with Kevin

EVERY TIME someone does something good to him or defends him, this mtf finds every possible reason for it under the Sun, except admitting this person cares and want him well

Jeremy is worried about him? Must be because Jeremy doesnt want him to be an obstacle to the team

Rhemann asks if he is okay? Must be because he is a terrible a player and is disappointing Rhemann on the Court

His other teammates want to spend time with him on the bus? Cant find the reason, but there nust be something

It is absolutely not his fault, and it in fact breaks my heart everytime

I just wish he could see how amazing he is and how much people actually care and like him

I love them so much!!

Cat and Laila desearve the whole world and a little more

cat kissing jean’s temple and forehead. laila brushing and playing with jean’s hair. cat teaching jean how to ride a bike and taking him on trips. laila saying they can plant whatever jean wants on their garden. cat kissing jeremy’s knuckles. laila protecting jeremy from his brother and being the one to hold him after the banquet. cat being the first person ever to tell ‘i love you’ to both jean and jeremy when they waited their whole lives to hear those words

Yessss

me as a writer

Neil is an unreliable narrator TO YOU. I believe him.

I hated that he was using it to defend his drinking problem

But at the same time I liked he so boldly admitted to be number 1 and most of all, to always have been

He says that the last person who tried to take it from him died. Which means that he had always been the best (which we know is true), even before Riko broke his hands

Here he clearly states things how they were: Kevin was the best striker and Riko was always trying to take this spot from him (either by using his place of power to bully him into acting like if he was second or by ultimately breaking his hand)

And I liked that he did it so naturally

Some time ago he would have never been able to say or even think something like that

Still pisses me off that he was using this to defend he could drink all he wanted (bc he already was the best and the one who tried to take it away from him died, so he is unchallenged)

If he was sober and not saying it to justify being an alcoholic it would have been a full diva slays moment

I know a lot found Kevin’s checkmate line hilarious and very diva but I have to say it wasn’t funny and Kevin depressed me in this book🥲

Exy exy exy exy exy exy exy and drinking every time he has to talk about the nest & Riko.