I’m Meh, I’m Not Going To Wear Tight Shirts Anymore Though, Probably Gonna Stick To The Oversized

well, i really love the dark colours and mostly dark purple!

what is you're favourite colour?

heyyy, i'm going to IKEA today so i wont be as active as i normaly am, sorryy

it’s not??

whattt i’ve been getting my period for two weeks for like a year or two

oh my goodness, I HATE MY PERIOD, i feel like i'm actively dying on the inside and like my whole body has stopped working, AND I HAVE THIS FOR TWO WEEKS HELPP

hiiii!

so today i woke up pretty early and then i went downstairs and watched a serie for a long time, then my parents got mad at me because i didn’t want to go on a walk and they decided that we were going to the thrift store which i liked so yeah that was good, then i got home and read a poem book i got at the thrift store, i also put a new cat statue which i also got at the thrift store in my collection, then i packed my bag for tomorrow because school is starting again

well that was my day!

byeeee xxx Lot<3

hiiiii!

so today it’s easter and in the morning i had a really nice easter breakfast, after that i went to church and it was pretty okay today because my friends and i talked for like an hour after so that was fun, sadly my friends couldn’t hang out so i walked home alone, later in the afternoon my parents decided that they wanted to go on a walk so my sister and i went along and talked for like 2 hours and she is now going to help me search for a clothing style that is more me, my clothing now is really basic, it’s like a pair of jeans and a sweater and no jewellery or anything, so now we’re going to a kind of shopping trip and we’ll go to all of these thrift stores close to our house!(it’s not in the near future btw because she has her exams and i don’t have clothing allowance or a job so i’m going to ask my parents for clothing allowance)

well for the rest i didn’t really do anything soo yeah

byeeee xxx Lot<3

yess, i hate it, most people i know have like 5 days and i get TWO WEEKS and then two weeks of nothing and then TWO WEEKS AGAIN WHAT

oh my goodness, I HATE MY PERIOD, i feel like i'm actively dying on the inside and like my whole body has stopped working, AND I HAVE THIS FOR TWO WEEKS HELPP

hiiii!

so today i woke up really early but i don’t really care about that, then i tried to do my homework and had a huge panic attack so i did almost nothing but i did do my french so i’m proud of me, for dinner we ate chinese and for the rest of the day i didn’t really do anything

well that was my day!

byeeee xxx Lot<3

hiiii!

sorry i didn’t post a summary of the day yesterday but my phone died so i had to charge it but i don’t have a charger in my room so it was in the living room

anyway here is yesterday:

okay so i woke up really late and then my grandparents and i went out to go biking and we biked for 30 kilometres and it was really fun, then in the afternoon my grandma and i made pancakes and they were really good

well byeeee xxx Lot<3

yayyyyy, if my mom says something mean i'm probably going to my sister for support(my mom does let her cut her hair, like what??) and if you have any haircut advice, please giveee! (i have thick blonde wavy hair if that helps)

UGHHH I HATE MY HAIR I’M GOING TO RIP IT ALL OUT OF MY HEAD

i am actually dutch!!

where did you live, in a big city or more in one of the smaller towns??

hiiii!

so i live in the netherlands and today was kings day!

i wore this bright orange shirt and my dad and sister also wore orange, we met the mayor of the city we went to and he remembered us from two years ago which was fun!

my parents came and my aunt and uncle and now my grandparents left and my parents and sister moved into the house in the woods and my aunt and uncle put their van close to the house, now we’re going to hang out together and it will be really fun! i’m really happy that my sister is here again because i missed her a lot

well byeeee xxx Lot<3

CW: i talk about my sh scars

hiii!

so today i went to my friend because she had an ear operation yesterday and i went to her for support and it was really great!

then i went to a place where they give you some treatment to make your scars less visible, today i had microneedling and it was pretty okay, i hope that next year summer i will be able to wear shorts again, after i went to get ice cream with my dad and later in the evening my mom and sister got home

well that was my day!

byeeee xxx Lot<3