Ohmygod I Want To Kill Myself. I Am So Horrible And Unlikeable I Hate How Average And Lame I Am No One

Have you ever felt affection, devastatingly raw...tearing apart the fragments of your bones, only to touch...to feel...to smother?

I held within a hollow violin the tunes of an emotion I dare not feel, to think it would not kill me if I were stabbed yet the slightest withering of this wood would crumble to extinction a memory I failed to cherish.

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{Words by José Olivarez from Citizen Illegal /@fatimaamerbilal , from even flesh eaters don't want me.}

heart-to-heart in a parking lot 🍕

redraw of a piece from last december!

{Quotes by : Khaled Hosseini, from "And the Mountains Echoed"/Margaret Atwood, from" The Blind Assassin".}

the lord did not put me on this glistening earth to be afraid of sincerity

Virginia Woolf, from a letter to Vanessa Bell written c. August 1908

even though it sucked it got me to the amazing people i have in my life now it changed my mindset it allowed me to be more understanding of others it gave my sympathy it let me love

Andrea Gibson, Lord of the Butterflies

i think and i think, attempting to get ahold of my feelings, but it all comes back to you. you, my love for you, my love for your voice, your thoughts, feelings, actions… the way you affected me, everything. i want to hold my thoughts for you in my brain forever, but i know this is irrational, i know it will only hurt me, i know i need to let go. but i have nothing, no one else to hold. even if you’re gone my thoughts of you are still there, and i cannot erase them. you are etched in my thoughts, my brain, forever.