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DIVORCE ARC???

Fuck am I gonna have to watch my parents get divorced again???

The x files… the themes… WHAT HAPPENED!!!!! If the x files had stuck to its theming it literally would’ve been the fact that Mulder and Scully loved each other that would save the day. But instead they decided to hurt them over and over and they never got their happy ending. Divorce arc and family members dying one by one and they never get anything they want and the grief is overwhelming and THATS NOT EVEN THE POINT OF THE SHOW!!!’ ITS JUST THE DRAMA FOR TELEVISION!!!!!

Scully feels awful. She knows she looks it too, dark shadows under her eyes, all but skin and bone propped up in her hospital bed beside a laptop. Scully had sent her mother home, there was no need for her to be there when she had other things to do, she had to go to church. Scully knew this wasn’t the end for her. Not yet. She had another month at least. She was counting the. She wasn’t sure when she gone from fighting it, to dreading it, to reaching for it. Reaching for that handsome angle of death who would take her somewhere sweeter.

It was selfish, but she was tired.

Mulder had left the room to grab a coffee and Scully seized the opportunity. She knew better than to do it in bed, so she pushed herself up and leaned against the wall for support as she looked through drawer of the bedside table. Her brittle nails skimmed the paper, then her finger tips found purchase against the pack and she pulled it out. The cool press of the lighter against the dry skin of her palm was a comforting weight.

Scully drew a cigarette out of the box and took it between her lips. Her thumb struck the lighter and she held the flame to the end, almost exhaling in relief when it caught. There’d be time for that after, first she wanted to take a long drag. The nicotine flooded her system and for a moment made her feel a little more alive.

She was so engrossed in the feeling that she didn’t hear the snick of the latch moving from its spot and allowing the door to open. “Would you cut that out?” Asked an annoyed, neigh, enraged voice. Mulder stood in the door way, cheap styrofoam coffee cup in his hand. “You’re a doctor, don’t you know what that stuff does to you?”

Scully rolled her eyes and turned her head, exhaling the smoke away from Mulder. She didn’t tell him that it didn’t matter. He was so sure that he was so close to finding someone, to meeting the right person with the right tech or magic or whatever. She couldn’t burst his bubble, she could let him have his hope at least, even if she had abandoned hers.

Mulder placed the coffee cup down and crossed the room to pluck the cigarette from between her lips, tossing it on the ground and grinding it under his heel until he was sure it was out. While he cleaned up the debris, Scully lit another.

He gave her an incredulous look as she savored the taste of stress relief and college parties and rebellion on her tongue. “This,” she tapped the cig, “isn’t what put me in here, Mulder.”

Either the whole biogenesis arc or fight club

what’s everyone’s least favorite x files episode

sitting here. unkissed. when will it end

Before i watched fight the future i saw some spoilers, just vague things like “hallway scene” and “Antarctica” and “that fucking bee” I said to myself “surely, SURELY, its not that deep.” IT IS THAT DEEP. I rented this movie and i watched it over two days, and it lived rent free in my head forever. If my friends ever ask why I’m so into the xfiles (because im totally normal about my interests all the time) I show them the hallway scene. When it ended one if my friends goes “why do I feel like I just watched them have sex?” BECAUSE THEY BASICALLY DID, THEY EMOTIONALLY HAD SEX. That’s a canonical kiss to me because they totally would’ve if not for an outside intervention. Also also also the Antarctica escape scene. I am a SUCKER for the night in shining armor trope and the way she said something like “gotcha” after he gave her cpr sent me

So yeah, it is that deep and I will probably be buying that movie so i can watch it whenever i want cuz pirating websites are sucky

We are James C*rden haters and I don’t onow the reason but im a sheep

Brb im going to write a fic about Mulder seeing scully going through it™️ in the early seasons and seeing someone else trying to comfort her and she is having absolutely none of it then realizing that hes the only one she lets comfort her

AHHHH

in the low lamp light i was free, heaven and hell were words to me.

—hozier

he LITERALLY came back from the dead for her and i'll never get over that. also these lyrics were made for them i'm sending hozier my therapy bills. jesus christ.

No thoughts just arcadia

he’s a sad puppy when she’s more than six feet away from him.

“everyone interprets characters differently” unfortunately so true! thankfully I was blessed with an intense preternatural insight into their core beings (watched and paid attention) and I don’t have to worry