just landed and omg like this is so cliche but nothing prepares you for seeing the literal statue of liberty herself from the airplane window like what
looking back on old pictures... i know people always say they didn't realize how good they had it but man... things have gotten so much better since...
- listening to nfr on loop
- being so over people
- fighting The Urge
all point to signs period is coming but she's not due for two weeks... right? aunt flow honey please come early i'd really appreciate not hosting you while traveling <3
just got my first good morning text and ew i dont like it i dont like it
some motivation for u to pull it together and PULL YOUR HEAD OUT OF YOUR ASS
the desire to be mysterious is such a pothole... like wdym u didn't work on shit at home bc u didn't want anyone else to see u work
okay so. omg i finally did the hair curling thing i've been trying to do and it turned out pretty good! gotta work on the other side more but that'll come w time... i watched the minecraft movie today and boy. it was... something alright..................... kinda almost asked someone out today but chickened out. m kept goading me on and giving me delusions but i resisted her dw. 😌👍 i did take initiative in another way though upon returning home (see: following people on instagram- now that i've written it out it seems so small and inconsequential lol). yay. trying to pull myself together ugh why does growth hurt sm... since driving in seattle on saturday and feeling how exhilarating it is to do something you're terrified to do i'm trying to do more things that scare the crap out of me... might go to a random concert friday night? by myself? ugh idk
idc if this sounds stupid but my newest favorite thing in the world that i just discovered on monday is the white chocolate bergamot mocha from the case study coffee roasters around the block from du's grill in portland
wow someone's really stressing me out i'm really fighting the urge to buy some cigs :)
just realized what i want- i want someone who will be there for me when i wake up drunk at 4:21am and refuse to watch anything but sam raimi's spider-man