Puzzle

puzzle

in the beginning

you were a a puzzle.

unable to figure you out

like a mystery nobody has solved

you were quiet, but then

we’d talk at night until later we’d realized the sun has come up.

you’d made me think about

the charming efforts to get my attention & im here thinking why? why me?

i was surprised, the man who was a puzzle

was finally figured out, but by me.

as we were getting older, you made me think about the clear road ahead of us.

the future i was ready for because you were there with me

now here at the end

and im here by your bedside

reminiscing of our young & reckless selves, as you fall asleep for the last time saying

“you finished your puzzle.”

~c.e

problem

I just add on to all your other problems. I make you down constantly. your life would be so much easier if I wasn't apart of it. you don’t deserve this, you deserve someone better. someone who doesn't add on to your problems. someone who makes you happier not down. you deserve someone who isn't me.

I’m sorry I'm like this but I can't help it. I constantly think of why. why me? why does he love me? and I can never understand why. I'm not good for you. you shouldn't have to deal with this constant pain and burden of having to deal with me. I'm sorry.

i fell

im falling because you pushed me, and im mad because you’re so damn adorable. you had to tell me im beautiful and tell me that you want me. you made me fall for you. but are you gonna catch me?

the answer to that is yes. you’re going to be there whenever i need someone, you’re gonna be there at my darkest times, i know that because over the past few weeks of us getting to know each other you’ve shown me that you are gonna catch me..

~c.e

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