Guys I Think He Overdid It

So as we know the whole 'being in the mafia' thing, was because dazai wanted to find a purpose in life. So, I was thinking, that dazai's suicide attempt, where mori found him first (I believe its a headcanon and not actual canon) and dazais first(?) reason to attempt at all was because he thought 'the whole purpose in life is to die, right?' or maybe something like 'if I have no purpose, then why not die?'. Like something along those lines, yk?

a guy that is cute or smth

i did this instead of applying for a job

I know it’s not hard to point out reactionaries hypocrisy when it comes to like safe spaces or hug boxes or whatever but genuinely how much of an echo chamber do you have to exist in for you to think this is a reasonable thing to say

Just mentioning that Sans is related to science makes me faint.

If one more person asks me if im going to a funeral because I'm wearing too mich black, istg I will start replying "yes I am, its the funeral OF MY HOPES AND DREAMS BITCH"

(keep in mind, al is already a barista at a coffee shop, you can't change my mind on that one.)

Why dazai never bothered to leave the mafia before oda died: Dazai never doubted his place in the mafia, because from a young age (as soon as his talents were found out) he was always told he was smart and his blood is mafia black and that he belonged to the mafia. He never knew any different. He was never told anything different before oda told him that he could be good and that he should save people, that's where he got the idea that, yes, maybe he doesn't belong in the mafia.

Just really feeling that emotional manipulation yk.

(This is very much playing into my personal hc of dazais origins but could also be taken just in general)

sometimes i listen to a song and its like i pass out and suddenly theres just a better than average drawing. i dont even know. anyways heres another OC, i guess. at first i wanted to draw my main OC in that pose but decided against it as my main is supposed to represent irl me and im underage so i just wasnt really comfortable with it. i know the internet. Anyway, if someones interested i could come up for actual characteristics and names for the little people i draw. and i got a piercing! its not really new news as i had it for a while but i felt kinda stressed and couldnt muster the energy to post on tumblr sooooo