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Can I be your š anon for this one post? even if I'm not planning to make another ask again.
I would like to speak my mind.
I had never felt more connected to my Dr than yesterday night. I don't have any harsh opinions about this reality, but I know that I belong in those that make my heart giddy. I'd had a positive and pleasant weekend, so I knew that I would shift. I didn't really think about 'having' to shift that night, yk? I felt satisfied and closed my eyes. I told myself that I was already there, and got knocked out... But here I am. I really don't mind that part(now), but it really frustrated me this morning.
I feel like there's two voices in my head during situations like these. The initial thought: 'I don't want to continue with the above mindset of getting frustrated and waking up here, or wondering what I should do. It's not helping me'. But then the second thought/correction of 'there's nothing to change, you dont need to change or fix anything to shift' comes to mind. I go with the latter, because I believe that this kind of mindset will be more beneficial to me. I affirm that shifting comes naturally to me, and that I will be where I think of myself to be, that I shift on command, and more like it. I embody this self and feel content. Then a few days pass by, my CR is right in front of me and I feel like I'm stagnant and nothing is changing even while holding these facts close. I embody my dr self, wake up here and get annoyed, then think of what to do... the Cycle continues. I want to break it.
These situations make me feel like the physical world is something separate from me, and that we both aren't connected(even though I'm incorrect).
In turn I feel less confident in myself. I find myself thinking "I'll shift tonight", even though I know I can do it now, even thought it is easy and effortless. When I decide to try, I start anticipating, close my eyes with the intention to shift only to get this nagging feeling that nothing would have changed when I open my eyes like always, in the back of my mind.
Just the aspect of shifting is beautiful. I don't want it to be this way for me knowing that I could be, and am, so much more.
Thank you<3
š of course!! thank you for the gifts :))
Have you ever tried shifting during the day, or when you wake up in the morning? Right when you wake up your mind is trying to adjust to your reality, maybe try and shift in those moments. If you are trying the same routine over and over again but nothing is happening switch it up. You can shift with any mindset, I sometimes get stuck in weird thought pattrens and I still end up shifting.
You know you can do it, so don't give up.
So, would it be possible for me to change reality together with a person from my Waiting Room? Like, I "created" this boy, is it possible for us both to go to the same reality together?
yes, infinite means never ending, you can do anything !
There doesn't have to be any pressure on shifting, you donāt have to do it at a specific moment. My routine takes either a moment, a day, or a week. I do specific things in preparation to shift, it isnāt a method, more so a ritual, something to help me align myself with where I want to be.Ā Ā Ā
I. Bask in who you want to be, spend mornings doing this practice, do it before a nap, before you go to bed, while you eat, etc. Settle in your mind, take this time to be in your desired selfs mind. Think about slow moments, your morning routine, the view outside your window, basking in the sun, anything of the sort; let yourself live in moments from your dr. I've noticed I shift more when I have practiced this throughout the day.Ā
II. Tell yourself that you are there, that you are indeed experiencing these things. Affirm how many times you feel, you are where you are. Donāt put any pressure on yourself to believe anything, just affirm. Sweep away intrusive thoughts, let them pass and focus on who and where you are.Ā
III. Each reality has its own soul, familiarize yourself with how your chosen reality feels. Whenever you want to go there invoke this feeling, remember the slow moments, relax and live in your dr.Ā
IV. I lie in bed and when I'm getting sleepy I visualize myself where I want to be and Iām there, I focus on what I am doing at that moment in that reality.Ā
V. After I come back I take a couple days to step away from shifting, I donāt think about going anywhere else. I try to live in this reality and when I feel I want to leave again, I begin at step one.Ā
HI! could you tell us more about your lumari dr??
Hello !! oh my god yes thank you so much for asking! I don't really know what you wanna know exactly since i have a bunch of different drs pertaining to lumari but the only ones ive posted about is Forlina and Kirasia. - which are both nations of lumari - I would think your asking about my recent one since its the only one i've talked in detail about.
I don't have names for some of my drs so sorry if this gets confusing. Anyway, like I said I stayed there for about a year and was a student living in a all girls home. We would cook together and divide the chores equally. I fell in love with everything there. The landscapes, the old women who would stop by the home and check up on us, the ocean. I spent most of my time at the beach there. I stayed there for hours. I didn't have to worry about being hurt in any way if I stayed out late. Lumari's society is very caring and polite. Though, I think the people there have a harder time being alone because they are always so connected to others. I think I've said this before, maybe not, drs look different. I'm not talking about the things you see there, but HOW you see it. I wanna say its almost like a filter is over your vision. I could compare this dr to film photography or an early morning if that makes sense. I look forward to go back there and finishing school even though I have no idea what I want to do.
Thinking about it more I don't know how much I want to talk about my kirasia shift, I planned to perma shift there but I ended up just shifting back here after going to a bunch of different drs.. which I kind of regret since Im planning on perma shifting again lol. That dr is very personal to me..
Thank you so much for asking !! <3
I think I understand why so many accounts on here deactivate. I feel the lure to the delete button as well. I might keep this account, I might not, I just don't want to leave out of the blue. So I guess don't be surprised if my account is gone one day loll.. maybe I'm being emo and i'll delete this post in the morning but shifting has felt like a chore since this account has gotten traction, albeit not a lot, but still there are 500 of you and that's kinda scary.
If you want to hear about any of my dr's ask me it will probably motivate me to stay but I also thought about starting a new account in secret who knows.Ā
I just want to say, this is more for me than it is anyone - take what you want and leave what you don't want. I'm not here to narrate your life. I just like talking into the void of the internet.
There was a different form of consciousness I went to when I was a child. I was young when this happened, I barely remember what was going on. I was at this sand temple, there were others for brief moments. It was a beautiful and sentimental place. I really only remember the emotion tied to it. Confusion, despair, survival but not at the deepest level.Ā Maybe it was a shift, maybe it wasn't. I was too young to figure it out.Ā I still wonder what significance it has, why was I there, what part of my mind wanted me to go. Maybe it was a past life. Iāve lived a lot of lives and I think Iām ready to permashift. Of course in the future I will decide where - right now I still want a little more time. I already said I would permashift and I did leave for a while but eventually came back.Ā I'm not very good at expressing what I have lived and when I do I end up hating the way I phrased it,, But now I have an idea on how I want to do it for the future.
It feels as if i'm at a crossroad, many paths and outcomes will always be there for me.
A couple years ago around Christmas I bought an alice and wonderland tarot deck. Even though this was a long time ago Iām still getting the hang of reading cards, but I have learned a lot since using them. Iāve always loved Alice, around that time I had set out to watch every variation of the story. I watched the Czech one; Alice 1988. I donāt think I finished it but I got a good way through and the film amazed me with how surreal it was. Iām pretty sure everyone can see that, that story and shifting are related in a way. This was also the time where I had really gotten into Greek mythology and Hellenic views. Iām not a master in it and prefer to follow the gods of my Lumari dr - but this was before I shifted there. Now, I work with Aphrodite as well as my own gods.Ā One Friday I sat down and did a reading with her. I wanted to make a waiting room. I donāt remember exactly what I had asked her but her answer was clear. Shifting does not require a waiting period, it doesn't need a bridge or a state of if. Just do it as soon as you'd like, go where you want as soon as the thought pops into your head. There is no need to flesh the idea out completely. A few words and visual ideas is all I really need; If I find myself scripting too much it's like the reality becomes something entirely different from what I wanted. Even though I have found that this works for me I still fail to give into the urge to shift as soon as the motivation clings to me. Iām a major procrastinator, itās a flaw Iām working on. I have success with shifting to random realities, ones that I think of in a quick moment, and then decide I want to be there. I hate being picky, Iām conflicted with uncertain people. Just go, your subconscious is not actively out to get you. Itās not something to be scared of. Thatās how I came to the way I view shifting now, also I think tarot is a way to bring out your subconscious beliefs.Ā
shifting just to eat these bye
i've got a question! many shifting advice i see say it's okay to let ur mind relax and wander so you don't build up resistance during an attempt. however, ppl also say that the reason ur not shifting is bc ur simply saying ur affirmations and going to sleep.
i'm conflicted here bc aren't those contradictory?? how am i supposed to drift into sleep (and wake up in my dr) without it just being me 'saying affirmations and rolling over'.
i hope this didn't sound too confusing lol! it's a bit of a puzzling thought to write out as well
The people that say "you're not shifting because of ___" are slow and don't know how shifting works. Please do not listen to them. The only thing you need for shifting is an awareness. If you have an awareness you can be aware of anything you want. I find that letting my mind wander helps me relax. Whenever I meditate I focus on one thing, breathing, a noise, how my body feels, etc. I choose one thing to calm my mind and start there and I let my mind wander.
You can shift however you want, If you want to use the method of saying affirmations and rolling over go ahead! The only reason people say that won't work is because they believe that it won't.
Your account is so beautiful and so poetic, the way you write when you respond to anons sound like handwritten letters for some reason šš maybe it's because I read them with a soft poetic voice in my head idk but I'm wondering.. When you shift to so many different realities for such long periods of time to escape this current reality, there have been many shifters that said that you could feel big detachment or even more misery when you come back here. I wonder though, when you come back from a shift, especially when you've been in your DR for years.. Does it affect how you experience relationships in the current reality? Have you ever felt detached, or distant from friends, family members, or probably just distant relatives, classmates / co-workers, and etc. ?
And could it be because you outgrown them, (because your soul must definitely feel aged when you have immortality living thousands of lives in the realities in your mind, right?) or could it be that some relationships become unfulfilling? Orr..?
Or have you ever experienced the opposite? And end up being happy seeing close people either because you've missed them or have scripted them into your realities? I'm really curious, as someone who tried to shift just last night as a fun act of self-love and fun place to spend a vacation on another planet ššš
You are the sweetest, I can't describe how happy your words make me. Thank you so much!!
Whenever I come back It's a feeling of relaxation, or the feeling of being awake in the middle of the night when no one else is. I feel alone but it doesn't bother me. Usually in the moment Iām recounting what happened in my head so I donāt forget about it. I definitely feel more mature, I try to help my mom out as much as I can, force her to do certain things that will help her mental health; I didn't used to do this but now I feel like I can teach her things I didn't know before. Sheās a very pessimistic person, it seems like everything that she says is negative and Iāve found that it's hard to relate since Iāve come back. Sometimes I feel out of place but itās never gotten to the point of misery. Iāve grown up with a lot of anxiety and now that I have experienced what I have I realized I should never feel shame about leaving here.Ā
I shift to experience a different life, I personally donāt script it to be perfect and happy all the time. I want to experience all of it. Iāve suffered in every reality Iāve been in, including this one and I donāt see it as a bad or good thing. I just see it as something to learn from, so detachment from here is not a problem for me. I do get sad sometimes that I canāt relay what Iāve been through to my family. Sure, I can shift to a reality where they understand the concept and would console me, but a part of me doesn't want to.
I had a child in my Kirasia dr and that's the reason I ended up leaving there. Though I was happy, I didnāt think I was ready. I was sitting on my bed and kind of dissociating in that moment because the thought of raising a whole entire human being scared me. I will go back, maybe re-live my life there and continue on instead of leaving but I donāt know when that moment will come. A couple of months ago In this reality I was sitting on the couch with my mom and baby sister and was so overcome with emotions when I looked at her. I just started to cry, I said it was because she was being cute, a part of it was, but In that moment I was reminded of my own child. Here Iām a couple months from graduating, and there I am a mother. Ā Ā Ā
My relationship with my family has gotten better here though. My step dad apologized to me and I was finally mature enough to have an actual conversation with him. My mom wants me to live with her for a while and tells me I shouldn't have to work myself to death. And I finally cut someone off who I didnāt need anymore; so yes I have outgrown people. I donāt know if these things would have happened if I never shifted. I think after shifting my subconscious reworked itself and that's why those moments happened.Ā
The only detachment I really feel is noticing how immature people are. Before I shifted I tolerated it but now I donāt put any energy into it. I canāt believe I didnāt notice how many grown adults are fucking insane, sorry for the bluntness itās just crazy seeing how stupid people are. Iām mostly talking about how weird relationships are here, and how some people will find any excuse to be abusive. Not even physically but just mentally. Some of these people aren't even aware of their own actions either - Iām ranting⦠but I think you get the idea.
When I come back here It's like I've learned a whole new outlook on life and I feel happy to view the world through that lens here. Iāve never felt regret about shifting, someday Iām going to choose not to come back here and Iām fine with that.Ā
These were such good questions and because of your ask you gave me a new idea on what to write about! Iāve been trying to think about what to write about that isn't a storytime so Iām happy I finally have a small Idea.
I just attempted to shift and wanted to get my thoughts out.
I've been trying to shift for 4 years now. I've recently been having some spiritual stuff going on, and it helped me realize how to better adapt shifting to myself.
I just attempted again after months of not trying. I got symptoms I've never gotten before, and they were stronger than I could have ever imagined. I could feel my heartbeat through my whole body and felt like I was flicking between two different positions.
It's hard to explain, but I realized that I had never really understood shifting until that moment. I knew you really were going to be somewhere else, but that was the first time I felt it. I had a second of being completely overwhelmed by realizing it's real.
I ended up freaking myself out, I think, because I opened my eyes here. Everything looked distant and moving felt weird.
I'm back to normal now, but I feel very emotional. I remember how I felt in that moment, but my brain isn't letting me feel that certainty that I had.
Your blog was the last thing I looked at before trying, so that's why I'm sending the ask to you. I've never actually interacted with shifting blogs before, but I feel very strange right now and wanted an outlet.
For 4 years, I was certain I understood that shifting was real, but now, I realized that I never felt it before. I just feel shaken up and very upset that I still didn't quite get there.
I just hope that this means I'm close. A part of me thinks maybe I'm just crazy, but it felt so real.
"and felt like I was flicking between two different positions." You did it. There is no question of "am I close" becuase you have already achevided it ! The mindset of knowing what shifting is, is such a real feeling, I promise youāll be able to feel it again. Keep going!!Ā Donāt feel upset, instead focus on the fact that you experienced it, you know what it feels like, and you know you can reach it! Iām so happy for you - Be proud of youself
Your account is so aesthetic and pleasing to look at, it scratches a part of my brain that just ughhh yummy
Omg thank you so muchh im always thinking about changing my theme back to a more sci fi look though loll
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