Day1 Of Trying To Get Back Into Writing
Day1 of trying to get back into writing
“Death is Beautiful isn’t it”
He stared at me, the calm in his eyes of ocean blue almost put me at ease… Almost. It was hard to believe that I once held such malice towards this boy- no, man in front of me. As the snow softly fell into his fluffy hair I began to ponder when this all started. Was it when I noticed him all grumpy in the hall on a sunny Monday morning or was it when I stood up for him when he wasn’t there to do so for himself? I snap out of my thoughts when I hear a sentence roll off of his tongue in a raspy voice “Death is beautiful isn’t it?” My mouth goes dry, I can’t respond seeing as I always thought of death as a cruel and despicable being who takes what you love. Hesitant to respond I slowly pull his head into my lap, trying to cause him as little pain as possible, he seems to understand this and shuffles his body to be as comfortable as possible. He does his best to nod, but instead, a painful cough racks his body, I wince as blood spills on the fresh snow turning it crimson. His eyes gloss over as the two of us peer down at the bustling and glowing town below us. As his breathing becomes more shallow the night seems to understand and quiets, all the while fear creeps into my bones. Almost in slow motion, I begin to cry, I don’t want him to leave. His hand reached up to cup my face, and he wiped my tears away. When I opened my eyes he was smiling. His smile was brighter than all the stars in the sky at that moment. Then it dawned on me he is waiting for me, despite his pain he wanted me to accept it, to accept his death before he passes. This time unlike many other moments between us no words were needed, looking into his glazed eyes, I smiled. His eyes fluttered shut and his hand went limp in mine, at the realization that he was finally gone my heart felt as if it was bursting from my chest. As much as I hated death at that moment, sitting in the red snow, cold, and crying in sorrow for the person I knew I also realized he was right Death is beautiful.
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Urgent aid request: Please help as I am completely at a loss and feel like a terrible kitty mom. 🚨‼️
I’ve had Elvira since she was 8 weeks old. My baby is suffering and I can’t even afford the diagnostics testing needed, I went on vacation for 2 days and when I came back, it was to piles of vomit and what I thought was pee, but now I think it might have been just bile. One of the piles had red ribbon in it. She has been extremely lethargic and just staying in one spot, staring off into the distance falling asleep sitting up. She also isnt eating, which is a big indicator for her, as she is usually a little piggy and even finishes her sisters food most days.
I took her to the pet ER yesterday and right away it was $250. They gave her fluids, an antinausea shot, and gave me some “bland food” samples and some meds for me to take home to help calm her stomach. In total it was $336 out of pocket that was meant to go towards my mortgage, and now have only $50 to my name for over a week. I unfortunately do not qualify for care credit.
Here is where I need help:
**I attached pics of her healthy and then the last pic and video of her today being barely responsive, falling asleep sitting. I was quoted $576 is needed. Right now, I just need help to pay for the bloodwork and xrays, praying surgery isnt needed. If that happens, I don’t know what I will do😭 trying so hard to stay positive but my heart is breaking!
$30/$576
I have linked my paypal below where you can share your love and support, please do send it through friends and family so it wont be placed on hold since this is really time sensitive. 🙏
Paypal-riggsmichelle129@gmail.com
i'll eventually make a whole post showing my HMS Terror Build but i really wanted to show yall this room...third lieutenant John Irving's cabin,, Theres a little minecraft bible on his little bookshelf
I must reread all of these
Any Fan's Dream Masterlist
A while ago, my account got hacked and I ended up deleting it. I'm going to re-release all my fanfics and I hope you all enjoy. (Also I continued writing AFD so there's more chapter ready). I no longer do a taglist for this because it doesn't seem to work but if you're interested in new chapters, they are posted every Saturday.
Synopsis:
When you look around and see Avengers Tower in front of you and Peter Parker beside you, you wonder how the hell you managed to get into the MCU.
Parts:
Part 1 Part 11 Part 21 Part 2 Part 12 Part 22 Part 3 Part 13 Part 23 Part 4 Part 14 Part 24 Part 5 Part 15 Part 25 Part 6 Part 16 Part 26 Part 7 Part 17 Part 27 Part 8 Part 18 Part 28 Part 9 Part 19 Part 29 Part 10 Part 20 Part 30
Yeah this is me…
are you mad at me. have you been mad at me. will you get mad at me. when will you get mad at me.
Me and a friend are settling something…
Cedric
Or
Norrington
Hello, could you write something about Thranduil if you would like? About how I take care of an elf who was cut short as a punishment and her hair was cut very short, even though she was innocent. This is a trauma for her, because for elves, and especially for elven women, hair is something very important. Of course, if you feel like it.
So I’m a bit confused are you talking about writing a one shot where Thranduil helps an elf recover from emotional abuse? And help her gain back confidence despite some important aspects suck as hair that she is lacking? If so it sounds interesting and I will consider it since I’ve been thinking about doing a one shot like that lately. Although I do have exams coming up so it might take me a bit.
EXACTLY I did an 8 page paper on lobbying it’s one of the United States biggest issues with our system!
We need to end lobbyism as we know it. Corporate bribery is the worst way to provide a human right like health care.
Sad that $800 million/year in bribes costs us 650 billion/year in savings.
Hell yeah
Perennial October mood.
Never seen something this me
Idk if its just me but I hate being the center of attention but I actually kinda like the idea of being the center of attention 😐 …
