Latest Posts by caeblan - Page 3
thinking of trying this new thing called saying a normal sentence
hi tumblr...
The funniest part about liking Serious Angst Themes while simultaneously fixating on a silly blorbo from my show is that 13 year old me would be writing the exact same type of fanfics as me now. Real tragedy enjoyers know ts for life
Me: what if my favorite characters smoked cigarettes ans has severe trauma š
13 year old me: And drank alcohol and had horrible coping mechanisms too
Me: thats badass. I like the way you think
13 year old me: stop saying cusswords my mom Will get mad
Me: sorry
13 year old me: why are you a boy
Me: We're getting off topic.
There's something so sexual about the back of a cross stitch piece. Like seeing all of its insides is just too intimate. Put some clothes on.
The level of dysphoria where you have to tell yourself you aren't acting feminine you're just a multifaceted person with different parts and those parts are important to be well rounded
Being English is so embarrassing like yes I want to fuck MC Grindah and Super Hans no I won't explain why they are hot they just are
hey sexy what time do you plan on being done grieving
Born to make daily long posts about nuanced aspects of my favourite films and headcannons, forced to be too stupid to be coherent
What level of rotted is it when you think you're the most basic man alive for loving the chemical burn scene forgetting that normal people would NOT find that sexual in the slightest nevermind romantic
Trans guys will watch a movie and relate to the most maladjusted character ever to exist
The man dresses like he just got home from school I cant take it
Fight club did not work on me I got too attached to the narrator and dream of wearing ties and trousers
Tyler and Narrator are SO Mark Corrigan and Johnson oh my word
They should make a gay media where they all survive and the children aren't burdened with the knowledge their father didn't love their mother after the death of their dad's affair partner
"they're the same person" "they're different people"
They are a result of mitosis š¦
Fight club did not work on me I got too attached to the narrator and dream of wearing ties and trousers
being obsessed with characters who fucking suuuuck is awesome cause when u suck u can go waow I am Just like [x] and thentake a moment to process that's probably not a good thing and then shrug and keep being a boy and/or girl failure or just like a failure in general too i guess
i want tyler to slobber over every inch of narrators face and snake his tongue in his nostrils & it makes the narrator feel violated in ways he didnt know was possible. places a tongue should absolutely not be going. its his way of stimming dont be ableist
oh, thatās fluff. thatās fluff of my character that I think should get run over by a bus.
I want to see more art of him in The Jacket.
The narrator is like the American Mark Corrigan mayhaps
this is absolutely not that deep but it drives me crazy how there is like 7127727272 various and deeply thought analysis of mike but everyone says the same repetitive and boring takes about Scott
The fury of the mikubats!!!! I am a brainless sheep and im loving that one miku redrawed as album covers trend on twitter right now
āScottie hides a tearā what if I ended it all
Gay people will develop mental issues and make AT LEAST one of these movies their whole personality
The whole 'a part of me died with him' concept but literally. After Tyler dies the narrator had huge chunks of memory gone, and unable to remember anything from that period of time Tyler was around.
Narrator going on a plane weeks later, and seeing the fake pamphlets Project Mayhem planted and completely believing them, getting panicked and sweaty at the sight of them, not being able to sleep through the flight like he vaguely remembers being used to.
For months he feels like something has gone, like when you forget a word but he felt it about an entire portion of his life, it was just gone. He sees a woman at an insomniac support group and feels uneasy, like he saw her in a dream somehow. Running out of the room when she calls him 'Tyler', even though he used fake names all the time, and probably had used that one at least once before.
At bars the men call him 'Sir', and 'Mr Durden', and he doesn't understand why- maybe it's the suit, maybe these bruised and bloodied men respect his authority, even though he knew he had lost enough weight over months to just look like a child playing dress-up.
"You look like Chloe" a voice whispered in the back of his skull as he lookedat his nude body, it was a voice that certainly felt like his, but he had no clue anymore. He puts it all down to a lack of sleep. People do crazy things when they're tired enough, he tells himself daily as new oddities pop out.
One day, after considering himself healed enough from what he considers a mental breakdown, he attempts to go back to work, only to get a panicked look from the pretty young receptionist and security called. He doesn't know what happened, but he wasn't working there anymore.
And even the bus driver is calling him 'Sir'.
Food chain
Narrator really cucked himself and was seething about it the entire time. What a man