๐Ÿ”ฎ How I Know For A Fact I'll Get My Desires

๐Ÿ”ฎ How I know for a fact I'll get my desires

This is gonna be another long one. Sorry but not really, cause I know you want to hear it all.

This is something I did recently that has given me a 100% certainty that I will receive ALL of my desires. I imagined my ideal life. What I would look like (db, df), how much money I would have ($ amount in my account), where I would live (city, desired apartment furnished perfectly), my desired relationship with my SP, the health of myself and my family, EVERYTHING. I imagined how my life would be if every single one of my wishes were to come true.

Then one night, I did some Brian Scott meditations non-stop for hours (these are not necessary, but they helped me step into my desired reality and feel like this version of me was REALLY ME, and not just a fantasy).

(Before you ask, I did mostly a bunch of the quantum jumping and parallel reality meditations and one of the quantum jumping money ones. You can use them to help you initially get into the feeling of your new reality, but please donโ€™t rely on them to sustain you.)

So in the meditation I imagined my ultimate ideal reality, in full detail. I watched parallel-me and saw how she looked, how she walked, how much money was in her account when she checked her banking app, etc. in my dream apartment with my SP. I was there as current me, looking at parallel me. I asked her a few questions. (She was very nice, lol)

Once I saw everything as I wanted it to be, I merged with that parallel version of ME. Instead of looking at her, I was in her body, looking out. Let me tell you, she was ME. She looked different, she had different things, but she was still me! So then I walked around with confidence in MY apartment, in MY hot body, looking at MY dream man asleep in our bed. I walked into the closet I shared with SP and looked at our clothes, looked in the mirror, felt my body. I walked all around the apartment, looked out the window. I opened my banking app and saw my balance. I stayed there awhile until it felt real, until this felt like my real home, my real life.

When I came out of the meditations, I KNEW this wasnโ€™t a fantasy. This was my future. This is now my timeline. That ideal version of me is now in this current timeline of mine. She is now not just parallel me, she is now future-me. She looks back and remembers the today-me.

So a day after I did this, I had something undesirable to deal with in the 3D. My gut reaction would be to be worried and scared of the outcome. But I remembered THE FUTURE ME ALREADY DEALT WITH THIS ISSUE AND WENT ON TO HAVE HER DREAM LIFE so there was nothing to worry about. However it went, she already dealt with it! She literally already took care of this EXACT situation. So I heard her tell me that whatever I have to deal with, do so with no meaning attached to any of it, no emotion. Deal with it as my new parallel self, cause SHE already dealt with it and came out on top! So I took that energy into the situation (knew it had already been handled by me) and it went so smoothly, it went even better than I could have ever imagined!

Now I know that ideal reality I imagined is my actual future, not my fantasy.ย 

So now I KNOW that I am getting every single one of my desires, because itโ€™s already happened, in my future. Iโ€™ve seen future me. I know everything about her. She gets everything she wants, and she is me!

And hereโ€™s the best partโ€ฆ when I asked her what do do next, what if I fuck something up and I donโ€™t get to herโ€ฆ she said it was impossible because now I'm on her timeline. In order to get a different outcome, I would have to deliberately choose another outcome. Until I do that, getting to her is inevitable. No matter what I do. Because no matter what I do, THAT'S WHAT I DID TO GET THERE! No matter what decision I make, itโ€™s the decision that gets me to her. Because that is my decided outcome. So I canโ€™t make any wrong moves. No matter what I do, SHE HAS ALREADY DONE THAT to get to where she is. Whatever decision I make is the decision she already made. Because I am her past.

Everything I do now is interesting because Iโ€™m like, โ€œOh, this is what she did.โ€ because everything I do is what my ideal self did in her past. I am living in my present and her past at the same time. And that keeps me connected to her. Thereโ€™s nothing I can do to NOT get to her, unless I change my mind and decide on a different future for myself.ย 

So there's nothing I need to do to manifest all my desires. They're already taken care of. Future me already did it all. So whatever I do is what gets me there. I could lay in bed all day and I'm still getting there. I could think negatively all day and I'm still getting there. I'm 100% certain I'm getting all my desires because I've seen my future and I got them! And y'all know when you KNOW a thing to be true, it has to manifest in the 3D.

So that's the story of how I KNOW I'm getting everything I want. Find whatever it takes to get yourself to that knowing. I am LAZY AF, so this works beautifully for me cause I love knowing I don't have to do ANYTHING to manifest what's already been done. That I can't fuck it up in any way, because no matter what I do, that's what gets me there! My ideal life is 100% guaranteed.

I don't know how clear all of this is. Itโ€™s easy to understand in my mind, but it was much harder to put into words than I thought it would be. If you have any questions, let me know.

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Music Magick โœจ

So, I've been learning about types of Magick, and recently (tbh Apollo an Hermes kept sending signals to my face since years before now) I learned about Music Witches/Sorcerers and It made a lot of sense to me, I remember growing up going to Azapa each summer, a valley in the North of Chile, the night was really scary for me, specially going up the stairs to my bedroom, because the stairs were outside the house and my family used to tell a lot of demon and ghost stories or abduction tales about other children in the valley. But my grandma told me that spirits and entities where scared of people singing, because a song is 2 times more powerful than a prayer. So every time I got scare I started singing out loud, then I started putting music to clean the energies, and my family always claps when they're trying to tell "someone" to go off our home. Also, I don't know who taught me this, but every time I want to protect myself I snap my fingers and do shapes in the air snapping, like triangles or squares in the air.

So what's a Music Witch or Sorcerer?

A person that works with music, rhythm and sound. It could play an instrument, sing chants, hum, clap, or simply use playlist or music for intention setting during spellwork or rituals to channel/focus their energy. Music workers have the ability to spell cast with their music, make all music magical, get messages through music, communicate with spirits with music, elevate the vibrations of people or rooms with sound; and usually are people that listen to music constantly and have a good ear for it.

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2 years ago

โ™ŸโŒ‡โ ๐–๐Ž๐‘๐Š ๐Ž๐… ๐€๐‘๐“ โž

. . . ๐Œ๐€๐๐ˆ๐…๐„๐’๐“๐ˆ๐๐† ๐˜๐Ž๐”๐‘ ๐ƒ๐„๐’๐ˆ๐‘๐„๐ƒ ๐…๐€๐‚๐„ !!

โ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆ

๐ˆ๐๐“๐‘๐Ž๐ƒ๐”๐‚๐“๐ˆ๐Ž๐๏น•hello darling. โ™ก for today, I have prepared a guide for you about manifesting your desired appearance! I am sick and tired of seeing people struggle so much when they are the gods of their realities. :( and thus I hope this guide will give you a bit support and help you as much as possible. hereโ€˜s your cake ๐Ÿฅง, letโ€™s get into it!

โ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆ

๐ˆ.โ”Š๐ƒ๐„๐…๐ˆ๐๐ˆ๐“๐ˆ๐Ž๐ ๐€๐๐ƒ ๐ƒ๐„๐‚๐ˆ๐’๐ˆ๐Ž๐

โคท how do you want to look like ?

in our first section, we will begin with defining our desires! we will find out what exactly you want to change about your outer appearance and focus on it.

๐€ ๐…๐„๐– ๐Ž๐‘๐ƒ๐„๐‘๐’๏น•a few orders symbolizes the individual aspects you want to change about your appearance. single desires such as a new eye colour, change in height, weight loss, longer nails, healthy hair, straight teeth or clear skin.

๐“๐‡๐„ ๐–๐‡๐Ž๐‹๐„ ๐๐€๐‚๐Š๐€๐†๐„๏น•the whole package describes your entire look. we are talking about your desired (or ideal) face and body. when we say "desired" we arenโ€™t just separately changing facial or anatomical features but manifesting a whole new self.

๐๐Ž๐“๐„ ๐Ÿท when you want to manifest your entire face, you define it. meaning, a specific person could be your desired face/body or just a picture you have in mind.

โ ๐ˆ ๐ƒ๐Ž๐โ€˜๐“ ๐Š๐๐Ž๐– ๐‡๐Ž๐– ๐ˆ ๐–๐€๐๐“ ๐“๐Ž ๐‹๐Ž๐Ž๐Š ๐‹๐ˆ๐Š๐„. โž

thatโ€™s fine! donโ€™t worry, many people are indecisive or struggle with going for one desired face/body only. but that does not mean you cannot manifest your desires!๏ฟผ whenever you encounter this thought, you can decide that you want to look like the perfect version of yourself. this will give you beautiful results based on your concept of the word "perfect". and the best thing is, you wonโ€™t ever manifest a face that you donโ€™t like!

โ ๐๐”๐“ ๐“๐‡๐„๐‘๐„ ๐€๐‘๐„ ๐’๐Ž ๐Œ๐€๐๐˜ ๐๐‘๐„๐“๐“๐˜ ๐๐„๐Ž๐๐‹๐„ โž

โ€ฆ and what about it? do you think that will stop you from manifesting your desired face? if you feel like you cannot decide who you want to resemble the most, you can just go for all of them! no really, it could be 3 people or 284 people all at once. you are a limitless being. if you can manifest changing your height, you can manifest looking like the perfect blend of all of your desired faces/bodies. โ™ก

โ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆ

๐ˆ๐ˆ.โ”Š ๐’๐„๐‹๐… ๐‚๐Ž๐๐‚๐„๐๐“

โคท how do you view yourself and others ?

๐–๐‡๐€๐“ ๐ˆ๐’ ๐ˆ๐“?

your self concept describes the way you perceive yourself and the world you live in. itโ€™s the assemblage of all beliefs you have regarding your outer appearance, your personality, your social life, and so on. itโ€™s essential when it comes to manifestations of any kind as they determine your manifestation process, how, when and if you will receive your desire.

๐–๐‡๐€๐“ ๐ˆ๐’ ๐€ ๐†๐Ž๐Ž๐ƒ ๐’๐„๐‹๐… ๐‚๐Ž๐๐‚๐„๐๐“?

a good self concept implies thinking of yourself as the most perfect version of yourself. you donโ€™t let others define you, you are aware of your self worth and will never doubt your abilities. you love yourself and you are content with who you are in this present moment. you believe in yourself and never settle for less.

you donโ€™t let circumstances distract you because you know that you manifest everything in your life and you can un-manifest them. you arenโ€™t afraid of difficult situations because everything is easy for you to handle effortlessly. you know everyone is you pushed out. you donโ€™t care about logic and time and persist in your new assumptions regardless. you commit to the new story and stop retelling the old one because you are no victim of your reality. you know you are god and you trust yourself. you can manifest everything, you know you are limitless and that you arenโ€™t trying to manifest. you think from the end and not of it. your desire is yours already and creation is finished. therefore, you stop waiting for your desires. it is your reality and you are the only operant power. no desire could ever be too big for you as nothingโ€˜s on that pedestal besides you.

additionally, you always assume the best to happen to you. other people will always act the way you want them to act and you never experience conflicts in your physical reality. you are at peace with yourself and everybody/everything else.

๐‡๐Ž๐– ๐“๐Ž ๐‚๐‡๐€๐๐†๐„ ๐ˆ๐“:

โžค take a look at the list in the last section "๐ˆ๐•.โ”Š๐Œ๐„๐“๐‡๐Ž๐ƒ๐’". the same way you can change your desired appearance, you can work on your self concept as well. remember, it actually doesnโ€™t imply "real physical effort" but a mindset shift. however, the most perfect self concept isnโ€™t needed in order to achieve physical change (or any kind of change). you just have to know no matter what.

โ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆ

๐ˆ๐ˆ๐ˆ.โ”Š๐„๐Œ๐๐Ž๐ƒ๐ˆ๐Œ๐„๐๐“

โคท start embodying your desired appearance !

with the right mindset, you can now finally embody your desired way of looking! but how? itโ€˜s actually so easy! you start thinking that you look the way you want to look like RIGHT NOW. you have successfully manifested it and from now on there is nothing you desire to change about yourself.

you become what you think you are. now, you know how self concept works and you can finally step into your desire. it is yours. from now on, you wake up with your desired face/body, you sleep with it, you go shopping with it, you take pictures of it, you love showing it, โ€ฆ , you love having it. and you know you have it. when manifesting a desire, you manifest it by making it no longer a desire but an aspect of your reality. itโ€™s now part of your reality and in your obsession. you have what you want.

what I have mentioned is manifesting by only remaining in the state of knowing. methods that are linked below, are just tools for you to manifest. they help you to get into the state of knowing and remind you of owning your desire already. however, if you struggle being in the state of knowing and need support, you can always try these methods:

โ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆ

๐ˆ๐•.โ”Š๐Œ๐„๐“๐‡๐Ž๐ƒ๐’

โคท need help with manifesting ?

โ affirmations โ€” you can affirm that you have your desired appearance and persist. once you have internalized that affirmation, it will become an assumption and be reflected in your physical world.

โ visualization โ€” visualize yourself having your desired appearance! imagining creates reality and the more you get used to the visual of yourself being your higher self, the faster you will embody it. you can also do it in the state akin to sleep.

โ decreeing โ€” command your subconscious mind to give you your desired appearance. know you will have it and boom, there it is!

โ placebos โ€” placebos can be used to your advantage if you decide to work with them. you can program things in your environment to give you your desire and define their functions!

โ void โ€” you can use the void method in order to achieve your desired appearnce. while you are in the "I AM" state, you could actually manifest your desired appearance in one go.

โ subliminals โ€” on youtube, you can find desired appearance subliminals that might help you manifest your desire.

โ lullaby / sats โ€” you can do the lullaby method or sats. remember, sats aka the state akin to sleep implies visualizing. the lullaby method implies sats but with affirming.

โ other methods โ€” there are so many other methods. you can even come up with your own ones. be creative!

. . .

๐Ÿƒ๐€๐๐Ž๐”๐“ ๐“๐‡๐€๐“๏น•again, you donโ€™t have to try every single method. every method works because you give them the power to do so. if you assume a method doesnโ€™t work for you, it wonโ€™t. the same way they work for others, they will also work for you. why? because others are you pushed out. and them getting results by trying different methods is also your manifestation.

โ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆ

this post was a bit rushed (I even wrote the entire self concept part in school, help) but I hope this will still help you and guide you a bit. โ™ก

๊’ฐ happy manifesting ! ๊’ฑ

2 years ago

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Kento Nanami

[Chapter 6] A Big Announcement Pt. 1

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Out of all the things you thought you would be doing this year, your head in the toilet bowl as you puke your guts out was the last thing you thought youโ€™d be doing. Youโ€™re definitely past the heavy drinking stage, and you definitely werenโ€™t expecting to get pregnant. With twins nonetheless. You liked it better when you were puking thinking you were just sickโ€“ Now technically youโ€™ll be sick for nine months. Of course youโ€™re a few months along so itโ€™s a little less than nine months but you arenโ€™t exactly thinking of that.

When you finally can stand up, you walk to your bed and lay down on your bed, an exasperated sigh leaving your lips. You still have so much time left to go and youโ€™re so tired of everything.ย 

Itโ€™s a Sunday morning. Sundays are the only day of the week that you get to lay down and relaxโ€“ And it isnโ€™t every Sunday either. So itโ€™s fair to say that youโ€™re extremely annoyed when you hear your phone ring. And when you see your secretaryโ€™s name on your phone you find yourself even more irritated. You still end up picking up the phone,

โ€œThis better be good.โ€ You say as you answer the phone. You donโ€™t have much energy to deal with him, or anyone for that matter. You have lunch with your parents, and you have to save up the little energy to deal with themโ€“ And to also deal with the fact that you have to announce your pregnancy.ย 

Two weeks after your last meetup with them, when you found out about your pregnancy, your father is sending messages about you starting to focus on something else. Of course youโ€™re annoyed. But you realize you have to tell them the news about your pregnancy before he threatens to give your position to someone else. While bringing the issue up to the board would be absurd, heโ€™s very influential and everyone else respects him a little too much for your liking.

โ€œDonโ€™t you think we should discuss this a little bit moreโ€“โ€ He begins and you swear you nearly see your brain from how far back you roll your eyes. Discussing your future plans is the last thing you want to do right at this moment.ย 

โ€œLook, Iโ€™m fucking tired. You want to discuss this? Do it during work. I have to meet up with my parents soon.โ€ You share, which gives him a great idea.ย 

โ€œWe can go together. We have to tell them eventually, and they for sure will want to know who the father is.โ€ You swear that youโ€™ve chosen to procreate with the dumbest human to ever walk this Earth when you hear this. You take a deep breath before you tell him,

โ€œYouโ€™ve gone fucking insaneโ€ฆ Thereโ€™s no fucking way. First of all, they will immediately think the father is my ex-fiancรฉ and I donโ€™t plan on ruining their little daydreams.โ€ You inform him, and you hear him sigh. This is worse than your work calls. Way worse.

โ€œAnd youโ€™re just going to let them live that fantasyโ€ฆ Until what? Until they ask Getou where your twins are at? Keeping them in the dark about all of this isnโ€™t smart.โ€ He tells you, and he swears that the very clever and smart boss he has been working under for some time has completely disappeared.ย 

โ€œDonโ€™t act fucking smart with me, Kento. If you were smart you wouldโ€™ve used a condom. You know what? Fucking kill yourself.โ€ Youโ€™re clearly extremely irritated before you hang up the phone on him. It doesnโ€™t really surprise Kento though, in fact, he finds himself amused.

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Around thirty minutes after you told Kento to end his life, you called him to apologize and invite him to your parents house. He, of course, accepted and now youโ€™re on your way to your parentsโ€™ house with Kento in the passenger seat and his daughter in the backseat. He couldnโ€™t just leave the little girl in his momโ€™s house for an hour or so, he had to bring her along. It all makes everything so much more complicated for you, but youโ€™re thinking of ways to explain this situation to your parents.

Awkward silence fills the car since you opted from playing any music. You hear as his daughter hums a tune to herself, playing with the doll that she brought. You feel the tension in the air, and the worst part is that you canโ€™t say anything because his daughter is in the backseat, and what you have to say isnโ€™t suitable for her ears.

Kento stares out the window, watching the repetitive landscape as you drive away from town. You had to pick him up, which adds fifteen more minutes to your drive. However, today you donโ€™t really mind having to drive longer because you have to think everything through.

โ€œDoes she know?โ€ You ask Kento, which catches him completely off guard. He has to think about what you just asked. No, she doesnโ€™t know. Heโ€™s been dropping subtle hints to ease into it, but he hasnโ€™t verbally told her.ย 

โ€œNo, she doesnโ€™t.โ€ Kento responds, causing you to tense up. It makes you click your tongue against the roof of your mouth. You hold back on making the comment that goes through your mind, and you take a deep breath.

You donโ€™t speak again for the rest of the car ride. Kento focuses on looking out the window, and he comes to the conclusion that youโ€™re approaching the house as you begin to pass a stone wall. Although he dismisses the possibility because you drive for around two minutes in front of it, and the stone wall isnโ€™t ending. Sure, youโ€™re rich, but he doubts this is where your parents live. But you prove him wrong. You turn to be met by a gate, and you open it.ย 

โ€œYou grew up here?โ€ Kento questions, a bit shocked. But of course you did. However, somehow he feelsโ€ฆ relieved. He wonโ€™t be able to give his daughter this life but with your help heโ€™d give her something similar.ย 

โ€œYeah.โ€ You answer. Kento canโ€™t believe his eyes as he sees how huge the place is. You park in front of the main house and exit the car, while Kento takes a moment to build his courage up.

โ€œOkay, Asami. Weโ€™re here.โ€ He informs his daughter, and she takes her seatbelt off and exits the car. Yet he canโ€™t seem to leave his seat. Itโ€™s as if heโ€™s glued to the seat. While he tries to exit the car, Asami walks to your side.

โ€œWhatโ€™s your name?โ€ She asks, looking up at you in awe. You remind her of her doll and sheโ€™s intrigued. You look down at the little girl, trying your best to give her a smile but it comes off as insincere. The last thing you can do is put on a smile when youโ€™re genuinely stressed. You tell her your name, and she says, โ€œMy name is Asami.โ€

โ€œItโ€™s really nice to meet you, Asami.โ€ You tell her. You stop and look back at your car, only to realize Kento is still inside. You roll your eyes before looking at Asami, โ€œHow about we go on without him? Heโ€™ll find his way alone.โ€

โ€œOkay.โ€ She responds and begins to walk alongside you as you make your way to the front door. You get to the door and you unlock it. You allow Asami to walk inside first, and she takes a couple of steps to look inside the place, and her jaw drops. She gasps, โ€œThis is like a castle!โ€

You canโ€™t help but chuckle, walking right behind her. You wish you could view the place like this. For as long as you could remember your plan was to get out of the house. โ€œHmm, is it?โ€

โ€œDad! Iโ€™m here!โ€ You announce, hoping your voice is loud enough for him to hear. Heโ€™s most likely in the living room, doing whatever he does now that heโ€™s retired. You want to walk there, but you know Kento is going to walk in and he wonโ€™t know where to walk.ย 

โ€œHow do you know my daddy?โ€ Asami asks while you two wait. You both wait for your dads. You hope Asamiโ€™s will be the one to show up first, but the coward seems to be attached to his seat.

โ€œHe works for me.โ€ You answer. You reach into your purse to get your phone, about to call Kento and yell at him. Meanwhile you chat with Asami, โ€œIs your daddy okay? Heโ€™s taking an awful long time to walk here.โ€

โ€œI donโ€™t knowโ€ฆ He was going to go out with the neighbor lady today but he changed his mind.โ€ She shares, making you raise your eyebrows. You know you had nothing to do with that decision though. You have a lot of questions, but you know asking his daughter isnโ€™t the right thing.

โ€œHave they gone out a lot?โ€ You question which you regret the moment the words leave your lips. She ends up nodding. You purse your lips together, canโ€™t help but think how thatโ€™s great for him. So so great.

He finally walks through the door, all the color drained from his face. And just as he steps into the place, your father walks over to you. Thereโ€™s a smile on his face but it fades and a look of confusion takes over.ย 

โ€œHoneyโ€ฆ I didnโ€™t know you were inviting your secretary andโ€ฆโ€ Your father speaks, looking down at Asami.ย 

โ€œDad, as you know, this is Kento Nanami. And this is his daughter, Asami.โ€ You introduce them and he greets them. Of course, that doesnโ€™t answer anything. โ€œBefore lunch can we have a private conversation with you?โ€

โ€œPrivate as inโ€ฆ?โ€ Your father questions. You doubt Kento wants his daughter to find out that sheโ€™s becoming a big sister right now out of all times. You wonโ€™t filter your announcement now of all times, and heโ€™ll most likely want to protect his daughterโ€™s ears from this.ย 

โ€œCan someone watch over Asami for a bit?โ€ You ask, and he nods. While he gets someone, you look over at Kento who visibly gets worse. You sigh before you mutter, โ€œItโ€™ll be fine, Kento.โ€

You walk over to the living room and take a seat, while the two men figure out the situation with Asami. You throw your head back and close your eyes, allowing them to rest as you wait. You woke up way too early, sick. The whole entire morning youโ€™ve been sick.

โ€œWhat do you need to talk to me about?โ€ You hear your fatherโ€™s voice which causes you to open your eyes and sit up straight. You take a deep breath, watching as Kento takes a seat next to you, and your father in the armchair he usually sits on. โ€œI donโ€™t care for company issues. You should know that.โ€

โ€œItโ€™s not about that.โ€ You tell him, which obviously doesnโ€™t help his case of figuring things out. You exchange a look with Kento, who looks like heโ€™s on the verge of passing out. Maybe this wouldnโ€™t be so hard if your father wasnโ€™t as powerful as he is.

โ€œWhat is it about then? Why is Nanami with you?โ€ Your father asks, getting visibly worried. โ€œNow please donโ€™t tell me you killed someone together and need help covering it up. I donโ€™t have those types of connections anymore.โ€

โ€œNo. Quite the oppositeโ€ฆ Dad, Iโ€™m pregnant.โ€ You stumble over your words, but you finally spit out the confession. His eyes widen but a smile comes onto his face quickly. He stands up, walking over to you. He grabs your hands and pulls you up before he wraps his arms around you.

โ€œOh, honey, congratulations. Iโ€™m so happy for you.โ€ He congratulates you, which you find awkward since you sincerely canโ€™t feel the same way he does. He pulls away, a grin on his face before he asks, โ€œI donโ€™t get what Nanami has to do with this. Why did you bring him alonโ€“ Oh.โ€

โ€œYeah.โ€ You say under your breath, looking away. โ€œKento is the father of my babies.โ€

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2 years ago

oh, i love the way relationships develop their own personal language of love. when all that joy shows the way they love you. i love when it is a little icon to who they are, to how you get along with them.

my sister takes a picture of a dead bug and sends it to me - this is you. my friend asks me how the move is going; she put a reminder in her phone to check up on me. i put a piece of ice down my friend's back, he returns the favor by holding my phone over my head and making me jump to catch it. jason and i scream-sing green day while going all of 15 miles an hour down country roads. molly is who i go to for a quiet night in with 5 dollar wine.

i go out for dinner with them and have to step outside to take a phone call; when i come back they've ordered my favorite appetizer without needing to be asked. andrew and i have a long-standing tradition of him picking me up to spike me directly into the first soft-looking surface around. i don't even need to speak to my best friend - she and i will just look at each other and have an entire conversation. burst out laughing at 3 PM, high and cackling like we're evil witches. i just moved by myself into a new city - my brother keeps introducing me to his friends that now live close to me. he always says - oh yeah, this is sibling and then pretends to ignore me. for days now, my family has been in and out of my apartment, just tinkering with things; making sure i am settling in nicely.

i usually have watermelon instead of cake for my birthday; kim forces a full yankee candle into the rind so i can have something to blow out and wish on. for 20 minutes on a saturday, all us grown adults crawl into one bed to have a cuddle puddle like we're in high school again. every 20 seconds someone starts giggling, and then we're laughing again. nick calls me from california; we both groan about the price of tickets, agonizing. miranda and i meet up in the city for the first time in years - without discussing it beforehand, the minute we lay eyes on each other, we both strike gruesome little gremlin poses instead of waving. dean always goes for the hug. joe always does a single firm handshake. sometimes i think about my friends and get so happy i just start crying.

oh, how wonderful to live in a world where affection is biologically ingrained in us. how wonderful that affection helps us build our single greatest strength - community. how wonderful that affection is our body's way of saying - thing is good, let's keep. how wonderful, this language, this skein we weave! to show the other person - i might not always say it. but i love that you live in me.

2 years ago

๊จ„ I expect my desires to show up in less than three days

๊จ„ I always seem to win

๊จ„ Everyday I am living in my desired reality

๊จ„ I am beyond blessed

๊จ„ I have the best luck in the world

๊จ„ I expect the best

๊จ„ I am abundant with money, love and stability

๊จ„ I never wait for anything

๊จ„ I affirm for what I already have

๊จ„ Daydreams are my current reality

2 years ago

What I've manifested by changing self concept and state of being through affirming, persisting, and knowing manifestation is instant:

My dream home

Ideal appearance and massive confidence

Being the pinnacle of health

I always had an amazing self concept when it comes to academics but I've now manifested never dropping below my 4.0 GPA

My ideal jobS, a part time one that I'm doing now before I graduate university and another already lined up for me when I graduate next year

Never having to worry about money ever again

Pretty much being the best at everything I do (skills in cooking, dancing, writing, and pretty much everything lol)

Mental health recovery, being happy all the time ( got rid of emptiness stemming from BPD and depression)

All of this was done by simply changing my thoughts, knowing the moment I changed my thoughts I didn't have to do anything to "get my desires" because manifestation is instant and the 3D just presented me with what I knew to be true.

2 years ago

โ˜… 3DOLC x ROE CHALLENGE RESULTS โ˜…

before i begin i want to say a big thank you to @cleostoohot and @starliet for creating this amazing challenge!!

and now for the big revealโ€ฆ

MY RESULTS:

Clear Skin

my whiteheads have pretty much completely disappeared in the three days! my blackheads have stubbornly remained but i will be manifesting them away ๐Ÿ’—

Body-ody-ody

i had A LOT of resistance and just plain hatred towards my body but my attitude towards myself has improved sooooo much these three days. i think working on my self concept was a major factor so iโ€™ll be manifesting specific body part changes (i.e. an even juicier ass)

$500

out of seemingly nowhere (but we know that i manifested it ๐Ÿ’—) my mom promised to transfer $500 to my bank account when she gets her paycheck. time for a shopping spree!!

Macbook Pro

I do not physically have my beloved macbook YET but thereโ€™s been a lot of movement so i think know iโ€™ll have it in less than a month

CONCLUSION:

and those were my results!! i would DEFINITELY recommend everyone try this challenge. tbh, i wavered a lot, especially on the first day, but using the affirmation โ€œROE, NOTHING can stop my desires from manifesting instantlyโ€ really helped.

anyways, i hope this post inspired yโ€™all to get off your asses and manifest the life you deserve!! period ๐Ÿ’—

2 years ago

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subliminals do be really works for me in one listen๐Ÿ˜ณ

2 years ago

Sun Correspondences

Personal Power, Health, & Success

Sun Correspondences

Energies: self-confidence, success, vitality, courage, authority, dignity, fame, self-knowledge

Colors: gold, orange

Number: 1

Metal: gold

Stones/materials: diamond, citrine, yellow jasper, topaz

Deities: Ra, Apollo, Helios, Lugh, Isis, Diana, Brigit

Herbs: angelica, ash, bay, calendula, chamomile, celandine, eyebright, frankincense, juniper, mistletoe, rosemary, saffron, safflower, Saint-John's-wort, sunflower, tormentilla, walnuts

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