"if Andreil Ever Broke Up-" They Wouldn't. Not In Canon. Not In This Universe. Never. Like I Get It.

nathaniel, neil, nathaniel, neil. andrew flips the two names around in his head like tossing a coin. heads or tails, the coin always comes up abram. nathaniel and neil are two sides of the same coin; forged in a dark basement, in musty hotel rooms, on the exy court. both hate sweets, love to run, to talk back any chance they get.

some days, the coin lands on nathaniel. jack makes one too many comments at practice and neil - no, nathaniel - has him on the ground, raquet to his neck in an instant. he can't hear what the strikers are saying but through the grate of the helment, andrew sees nathaniel's smile.

others, it lands on neil. andrew finds neil and matt splayed out on the couch, three movies deep into a "pop culture lesson". neil motions for andrew to sit and absently cards his fingers through the blond's hair. matt hides his grin in his sleeve.

but abram; he runs to andrew after each winning game to tap sticks, he sits each friday in columbia, talking about escape routes for an alien invasion, he keeps ice cream in the freezer and cigarettes in his backpocket.

heads or tails, doe or minyard, doe or minyard.

doe was made and unmade in california. 13 homes, 13 film reels constantly playing in the back of his mind, each scene driving the cuts deeper and deeper. andrew doe learns the danger of wanting and vows to keep everyone out.

minyard went to juvie for his brother. he crashed the car to keep him safe. he spent years on medication that sent him up up up to protect his cousin. minyard guards himself with knives sharper than his glare; he protects those that are his and fuck anyone else.

heads or tails, the coin starts to come up drew.

it starts small; quick grins in columbia at neil; shared dinners with aaron that don't end in a fight; something like excitment in his stomach before an exy game. when neil is hanging out with the upperclassman, he stays.

heads or tails; the coin lands on growth

Didn’t realize how badly i needed a skateboard AU until now. Someone with writing talents please do this!

Say yes

I’m so fcng wanna some skate AU

I wish I could do this with my hair..... Stupid work and with it's stupid dress code

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I am so torn between dying for a TV/Movie adaptation of AFTG, and absolutely not wanting it to ever be made. I love these characters so much and i honestly don’t think i would be happy with any cast. It’s all so perfect in my head and j would be heart broken for it to be shattered

Not only did Neil call a hit on Grayson he fucking did it knowing the FBI were specifically and intently watching his every move

I can’t get over my obsession with Aftg, Neil, or Andrew

I still think about the fact that according to Nora, the man Neil and Kevin watched the Butcher murder in the East tower when they were kids was an assassin who came to murder Riko. And Riko MADE Kevin and Neil watch to send them a message. Especially Neil (you're dad works for ME and I can make him kill you too).

Then at the end of TKM Neil watches with satisfaction as Riko is murdered by his own brother who Neil manipulated into killing him. In the same east tower.

Also Tetsuji who tried to force Neil to bow was forced to bow his own head while his protégé was killed beside him and his exy career and legacy forever diminished.

Neil didn't just beat these guys at Exy is what I'm saying. Then he goes back to his team with a big grin on his face

When Jean thinks this about Neil RIGHT before the game where this all goes down:

"The smile that curved Nathaniel’s mouth was slow and hungry and hateful. It twitched a bit as Nathaniel tried to force it away, but he finally had to use the side of his hand to smooth it off his face. The look he turned on Jean was almost serene, but Jean still saw the madness in his eyes.”

I mean the layers to this are so good, I'm obsessed with the Neil/Nathaniel dynamic that goes on inside Neil

WHAT IS YOUR EARLIEST HUMAN MEMORY?

Eating Rice Krispy cereal 

‘Rude’ by Magic! Catchy and upbeat for the beginning of the week

Love this placement and style

Adrienne Alexander

Episode 65: Everyone needs a Harriet.

I loved Harriet’s growth in this episode. She was really strong and confident but she is still her sweet self. So glad that this arc is about Emma’s growth. I’m really excited about the next episode, even though I’m sure it will hurt.

I would have done this one on my tablet, but the charger cord decided it wanted to smoke, spark, and die. Oh well!! :)