“It Does Not Matter How Slowly You Go As Long As You Do Not Stop.”

The feeling when you realize that after 34 years of struggling, falling apart, and being stuck in a constant cycle of self destruction that I most likely have pretty severe ADHD………. The “Ah Ha” moment to end all. Guess it’s time to go get tested and see if I can find some help for it.

Cassandra Clare

I hope you heal and find your peace. I will always love you, I will always be rooting for you, and a piece of my heart and soul will always be yours. Please be good to yourself and find others whose soul is as beautiful as yours. I wish I could be there, but I can’t watch the soul I love devour itself because the pain of the world is too much. Doing that almost led me down the same path, and we both deserve better than that, we are both far more valuable than that. Thank you for all of the brightness that you brought to my life, and for showing me that everything I surrounded myself with was just a distraction from what I truly wanted.

Until the atoms that make up my soul no longer exist and across countless lifetimes.

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I guess it all depends on the outcome 🤷🏻‍♂️