I Went To Michels And Got New Paints And Canvasas!!! I Ran Outof White Nad Black Solong Ago So I Couldnt

Theyre so-... I love them to much wtf why are they so cute they make me wannan

posting this for those who wanted to see the video version (just realized that you can't reblog with videos??? ehhh

The painting style looks so good...

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Lowkey ive been asking the same question

look at my therapist dawg i'm going to jail

Everytime my mom yells at me and gets violent for somthing small, i think 'the tree remebers, the axe forgets'.

theyre so dramatic is love them

Some soukoku scribbles

When i say i relate to dazai on a extreme level i mean *this* dazai, not whatever nilistic bullshit the 99% of fandom thinks he is. Like We both yern to experince all corners of life and death to prove to ourselves that we are human. To prove to ourselves and others that are people, that we feel. If you think about it, dazais ache to feel the arms of death while in the ada does nothing to aid him in this, and i think he knows that.

I think he hopes while in the ada, he will feel he has finally expernced both sides of death and life to a point that will prove to him and others that he is human. he will never achive this feeling and will forever chase after it. deep down inside his doubt of his own humanity will always stand within his heart, it will boil in his head on rainy days and on sunny mornings; It will ask if he belongs amoung those around him, if he is truly a human, or simply some thing perfectly acting like one - to fool others and try to fill that abormally large hole in his heart that he knows will never fill.

Dazai Osamu will forever be greedy for proof of his humanity.

I need more people to read this page, PLEASE PLEAS UNDERTSNAD DAZAI ISNT JUST SUICIDAL PLEASE STOP MIS CHARAVTERIZING HIM

I followed ONE hannibal artist and suddenly all.im seeing is hannibal.... LEAVE ME ALONE YOU HOMOS I LOVE YOU BUT PLEAAE I WANT MY SHUMIKA

I never really looked at mori and chuuya relationship, its always been a professional or slightly resentful one(post stormbringer).

While Mori’s relationship with Dazai reads as kind of parental, Mori’s relationship with Chuuya really doesn’t. They seem to have a strictly professional relationship, and I think that’s why they work much better as boss and subordinate than Mori and Dazai.

Chuuya is much more respectful towards Mori because he DOES respect Mori. But, going off their interactions in Stormbringer, I don’t think he particularly likes him on a personal level, and that works for them. Chuuya knows Mori is manipulating him to get him to cooperate, but he trusts his ability to protect the pm and the city and Mori trusts his ability to carry out these plans, and really their relationship doesn’t need to be anything more than that.

But Dazai and Mori’s relationship is much more personal. There’s a level of emotional attachment there that isn’t entirely related to the port mafia. Mori seems to feel some sort of genuine connection there, he sees himself in Dazai and wants to trust and confide in him. And he was the only person in Dazai’s life for a while there, so I imagine Dazai has at least complicated feelings regarding him. Also Mori’s shows just a sliver of tenderness towards him at times, and lets him get away with things that he would be a bit stricter about with other people. And I’m sure he justifies it with some sort of logic about being able to use him in his plans, but given the ending of beast, I think it’s a bit more than that. Mori nursed Dazai back to health, was on constant suicide watch for a year, Dazai talked to him enough about Odasaku that he knew how much Dazai cared for him, Mori talks about Dazai with what sometimes reads as bittersweet regret. It’s a much more complicated dynamic.

That’s why when Chuuya’s friends die to fulfill a plan he just continues on, because he’s loyal to the Port Mafia and if Mori thinks it was best for the organization then so be it. But when Dazai’s friend dies to better the pm it’s a personal betrayal he struggles to recover from.

hating on movies for being “pretentious” feels so anti-intellectual in a way. half of the people i know can’t watch a movie with critical thinking skills so maybe people should make more pretentious films and art and books