I have now filled my pillbox for the week aaaand… no hrt!
I have a bunch of left over progesterone from when I used to take progesterone and I’m curious if that would turn me back into a girl mentally.
Maybe that sounds crazy but I remember it making me feel a lot more feminine back when I took it.
I took half my morning dose of hrt this morning, I guess with the intention of getting myself back on it? I haven’t taken my hrt for months. After taking it I quickly thought “How silly of me to think I could seriously commit to going back to being a girl.”
Fact is I can’t commit to either right now. I shaved my head 7 months ago and at this point my hair is kinda long… for a guy.
If I could commit to being a guy I’d go get a haircut and throw out my hrt, if I could commit to being a girl I’d take better care of myself and take my hrt everyday.
I’m doing neither. Genuinely could use someone throwing out my hrt and just shaving my head whether I like it or not.
ugh i need to have her or something like her
random idea:
oh wait… that already happend 😵💫💕
wouldn’t be shocked if I become one of those detrans kink blogs that posts hot girls more than detrans content. She just has me drooling 🤤
have you seen my boyfriend? 👀
I don’t really know how realistic it is for me to not shave for months, or maybe even forever… I need someone to hold me accountable I guess. I’ve been getting a lot of doubts about detrans lately and that’s unacceptable. That’s why it needs to be forced on me to some extent. I might never stick to it on my own.
I would love to answer these
So, how big is it?
Circumcised or uncircumcised?
How musky?
What's the name you give for your dick?
Are the veins of your dick visible when it's soft?
Can you jerk off with two hands?
How full are your balls right now?
How many times do you jerk off in a day?
Have you ever cum during sleep?
What was one wet dream you still remember?
Did someone ever accidentally touched your dick? How that make you feel?
Have you ever used your ass for sexual pleasure? At all?
At what size does your dick stop fitting into your panties?
Briefs or boxers?
What kind of boy did the girls in your school perceive you as?
Do you automatically plan to pay for everything in a date?
What was the last girl you rated on how fuckable she was?
Just how obsessed with pussy are you?
Have a real woman ever called you a creep?
Your crush just told you they are not attracted to woman but love femboys. What do you do?
Can you speak without swearing?
When do you plan to hit the gym?
Have you joined the army?
Do you piss standing?
How loud can you burp?
Blue or green?
If you like boys, have you thought in buying a gay flag?
If you like girls, don't you think being more manly will attract more woman to you?
What fantasy do you visit often?
Have you ever realized you are a confused boy? If so, what made you realize?
True to my promise in my detrans notes game I have bought boxers to replace my panties. As a bonus they’re all boring, manly grey and black. I’m still a little nervous to take the step of throwing all my panties out but I’ll do that soon.
First of all I LOVE dms please dm me!!! Asks are cool too!!!
Also I’m poly and actively looking for new online/long distance partners!! (especially former ftm girls with a breeding kink but anyone is welcome) Come in dms and see if we click!!! 😳
Bio:
Hi I’m Echo, my real name is Elliot, I’m 24 years old, I use he/they but umm i’m more comfortable with he/him 😣
I’m a femboy and a boymoder, and a total twink (but a straight one I swear!!!) and I really identify specifically with striving for femininity and having it denied to me, forcing me to retreat back in my baggy hoodies :3
I’m intersex but I have a massive dick so what am I really?
Oh I used to be a pretty trans girl. That feels like ages ago though… I could never really be a girl now, that’s just not really my place.
I’m a total porn addict and kind of a creep lol I’m so obsessed with hot girls. Kind of curious about guys too but I’d need someone to guide me into that.
Kinks: Hypnosis, Transformation, Identity Changes, Orientation Play, Breeding, Detrans <3, Being forced into certain roles, Blackmail, Toxic Relationships
Limits: Illegal Stuff Obvs, besides that just don’t kill me i guess? oh but snuff is actually kinda hot… well that would be illegal though wouldn’t it? Um, yeah totally don’t kill me :3
This is the part where I’m supposed to say this is all kink and play and i’m not a boymoder i’m just a trans girl with short hair having an identity crisis but like, is it though? Maybe I just want to be this now. Don’t judge me.
Force me to get another haircut please :3
I think the precise terms I want to use for my identity that I want to test out rn are "femboy" and especially "boymoder"
Imagining wearing a lot of big hoodies with shorts or jeans and having my hair as kind of a shaggy mess but getting it cut once a month because I'm just a silly boy and I can't get away with having long hair.
ANYONE WHO CALLS ME MALE TODAY, OR EVEN AMAB, I WILL REMOVE YOUR SKIN ONE SQUARE CENTIMETER AT A TIME.
I AM NOT LIKE YOU.
I AM BETTER.
I AM A REAL GIRL.
I AM A GOD.