Hello!

I love when I enter a space full of nominally supportive, also mentally ill people, but I’m too mentally ill for even them and they’re clearly uncomfortable being around me.

love freckles + braces 😍

This was kind of a lie ig lol

I’m definitely a girl right now and I am actively sabotaging any possible boyification.

I can’t wait for your guy self to win. Do you think it’ll be long before it happens?

At the moment I’m the girl self so I can say something from kind of a different angle.

When I want to be a guy I take a lot of steps towards masculinization and try to sabotage my “girl self”

When I’m a girl I never really get more feminine. I never try to fix things. In fact I still engage in this detrans stuff.

It’s like… I’m just genuinely not in the mindset of BEING a girl ever anymore. A lot of the time I WANT to be a girl, like I used to be, but I’m just… not one. If I try to be all feminine it feels like I’m faking it. Like I’m crossdressing. I want so badly to go back to feeling comfortable as a girl, I just can’t seem to anymore.

So to answer your question, I’m not sure it will be long.

Howdy. I'm a 26-year-old degenerate fakegirl who ought to be corrected. That is to say, deluding myself that I'll ever be a woman is a tragic farce. Real women don't crank their dicks to fakegirls throwing out their estrogen. Real women don't constantly sit around in a horny daze, dreaming of being victimized, dreaming of being pumped back full of T and having their fake girlpills thrown out. I'm shameless. Seriously. Bully me, ask me for dick pics, whatever. I'll hand 'em out readily. Remind me of how I'll never, ever be any type of woman at all.

just know my place

and maybe i will <3 with your permission

Hmmm what if I said it’s more fun for me if you do it without my permission?

when the sub is the one that violates consent 😍

First of all I LOVE DMs please feel free to dm me (18+ obviously) I love chatting especially about kinky stuff.

You can call me Echo. My "dead"name is a little too unique to share here because I think people would gather my identity. I am very strongly into transformation and especially detransitioning.

My flavor of detrans specifically is becoming a dominant porn addicted bro type. I especially have a fantasy of a girl (especially a yandere type) attaching herself to me romantically and insisting I become a dominant man for her (bonus if "she" is a fakeboy)

The detrans stuff is shockingly real for me, and I actually will commit to my notes game 100%, but any transphobia and (most of the) misogyny is just play (I think?)

I am very mentally ill, autism, schizoaffective, BPD, so just take it as me being a lil quirky :)

again feel free to dm!!

Either way, itd be hot to be a pretty girl getting her cock milked right? It sounds hot

being a pretty girl sounds nice yeah, getting milked? idk i’m more of a dominant type regardless of my gender. I have been submissive in the past but in sort of a power bottom way. The main way I like being submissive, at least in a sense, is through being the object of someone’s desires. I used to be really into being a hot untouchable egirl findomme, but it made me feel submissive in a sense because people were pursuing me, and I liked teasing them for it. Kinda want to go back to that ig.

I mentioned I shaved my head in October… my hair is long enough at this point that if I put some makeup on I do look pretty, but it’s still not effortless. A lot of why I fell so hard into detrans kink the past half year or so is because when I looked in the mirror I felt like I saw a guy. That’s a little different now I guess but I would still like my hair to be longer.

I took half my morning dose of hrt this morning, I guess with the intention of getting myself back on it? I haven’t taken my hrt for months. After taking it I quickly thought “How silly of me to think I could seriously commit to going back to being a girl.”

Fact is I can’t commit to either right now. I shaved my head 7 months ago and at this point my hair is kinda long… for a guy.

If I could commit to being a guy I’d go get a haircut and throw out my hrt, if I could commit to being a girl I’d take better care of myself and take my hrt everyday.

I’m doing neither. Genuinely could use someone throwing out my hrt and just shaving my head whether I like it or not.

Oh? You’re worried about me? Didn’t you read the label on the tin?

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This goes so much deeper than detrans kink. This goes so so so much deeper.

Identity is like a mask to be worn. I’m someone without a face. I need those masks or I am no one and nothing. I am not a person, I am just the mist, the entity between lives.

You don’t know who I am, because I don’t exist, and I never have.

This mask hurts me. That is the whole point. This mask hurts me because the pain feels good. You’re judging me for that??? Masks have a purpose. I just want to feel better okay???

Someday I’ll leave behind a lifelong schizo ARG and only in the 22nd century will people understand the art in my madness.

Please just stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop st

hi baby, i'd love to go into your dms and send you some pretty pics to look at... but only if you admit that you're a perverted man (fixed fake boy)

Do you mean I’m a fixed fake girl? I promise I am just a gross perverted man now.