Born To Be An Idgafer Forced To Be A Yearner

born to be an idgafer forced to be a yearner

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borderlinepersonalitydisaster20

1 year ago

I always type long messages for you and then leave them there. I’m worried I might accidentally hit send one day.

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I love him i love him so bad unrequited feelings borderline personality disorder unrequited love unrequited romance unrequited affection

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borderlinepersonalitydisaster20

1 year ago

Get out of my head! Get out!

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borderlinepersonalitydisaster20

1 year ago

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borderlinepersonalitydisaster20

1 year ago

bpd culture is having a violent/euphoric/“happy” episode only to immediately crash and have a really bad breakdown

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borderlinepersonalitydisaster20

1 year ago

Without my mental illness I wouldn't know who I am but, because of my mental illness I have no sense of self. Like the logic is super crazy.

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borderlinepersonalitydisaster20

1 year ago

i want to live out my anger, i want to be able to scream and smash, i want to defend myself like an adult. then why am i crying every time

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borderlinepersonalitydisaster20

1 year ago

it hurts me physically that he’s not mine we’d be so disgustingly toxic and perfect together don’t you fucking see he’s literally the male version of me I want him so bad

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borderlinepersonalitydisaster20

1 year ago

What is the line between being delulu and being actually insane. I write you letters and poetry you’ll never see. I’d set myself on fire to keep you warm. I want you to dig your hands into my shoulder blades and grab my heart and pull me into your chest. Let me slowly bleed out over you.

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unrequited feelings borderline personality disorder unrequited crush actually borderline unrequited love unrequited romance true devotion borderline culture is unrequited affection

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borderlinepersonalitydisaster20

1 year ago

At this point being in love with you has become a part of my personality. So what’ll happen if I stop?

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i love you i love him so much I love him actually mentally ill unrequited feelings actually bpd borderline personality disorder bpd fp actually borderline unrequited love unrequited romance i loved you borderline pd borderline culture is unrequited affection i loved him

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borderlinepersonalitydisaster20

1 year ago

the realisation that you have no actual friends is… freeing

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actually mentally ill loneliest actually bpd borderline personality disorder lonelier version of you actually borderline lonelihood maybe I’ll pull a Tyler Durden and just create an anarchist alter ego of myself that I can just hang with

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