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OH GOD

OH GOD THE TITLE OF TUMOASD IS SO SO SO SO FUCKING FITTING, YOU DONT GET IT UNTILL ITS ALL OVER BUT HOOOOLLLLLLLY SHIT

heglp

just had an interaction with a guy I like

me: *holds out monster tab* "you want a mosntser tab"

him*smiles like :D* "yea thank you"

FHJGHHAGUJGA IS THIS ANYTHING AM I DELUSIONAL? HGFLP

MOTHERINNIT?!? WHAT IS IN THE AIR TONIGHT?!?

OH GOD

OH GOD THE TITLE OF TUMOASD IS SO SO SO SO FUCKING FITTING, YOU DONT GET IT UNTILL ITS ALL OVER BUT HOOOOLLLLLLLY SHIT

this is a self indulgent post nd what works for me a lot, but i hope it can maybe help others <3

affirmations for age regressors that grew up feeling guilty..

and still do

𓇼 first, try at taking a deep breath - like, a Reeeeal big one. inhale for 5 seconds - hold for 7 seconds - and exhale for 5 seconds. try to pay close attention to how it feels as the air fills your lungs and your torso stretches.

take as many deep breathes as you like.

(if youre thinking "taking deep breathes has never helped me before, this is stupid, i dont wanna do that" - thats okay, i get where youre coming from, but i really encourage you to try.)

𓇼 now you can repeat to yourself these statements:

𓆝 i didnt do anything wrong

𓆝 theres nothing to be ashamed of

𓆝 i am not hiding anything

𓆝 i am not a liar

𓆝 no one is upset with me

𓆝 there is not anything for anyone to 'find out'

𓆝 i am good

𓆝 i am trustworthy

𓆝 i am able to learn from my mistakes

𓆝 i am not in trouble

take time to mull over a statement if you find yourself stuck on it, or having trouble repeating it to yourself. let the words sit in your mind for as long as you like, then move on to the next one

you are okay <3

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Cynicism

Song by Nana Grizol

I once saw a sunset so vivid and warm that I swore it was perfect

I once had a lover, I'm not sure if I'll recover, but I know it was worth it

Then, last night in the car, the falling raindrops looked like stars of some incalculable speed

Then later, my friends said "Good to see you again, this is a home to me"

So I wrote a song and I called it "The Love of my Life"

Said "don't be gone long", it now sings me to sleep every night

And I never learned a lesson looking at my own reflection, but sometimes it seems useful

So I loosen my heart strings in high hopes of starting to find something truthful

Cynicism isn't wisdom, it's a lazy way to say that you've been burned

It seems, if anything, you'd be less certain after everything you ever learned

when a phone rings in classroom at school that's just the teacher alarm

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