Woah Buddy No Need To Describe Me Exact Experience Over Here🧍‍♂️

woah buddy no need to describe me exact experience over here🧍‍♂️

I keep doubting my BPD because I think my emotions aren't intense enough, but then I remember I've been in a state of dissociation for what feels like weeks now.

I don't know if any other borderlines relate, but sometimes I'll express emotion on the outside, but I won't feel any of it on the inside. For example, this morning I woke up and seemed very happy and like everything was great. I spoke to my mom and was showing a lot of that happiness through my voice and body language, but internally, I wasn't feeling anything? It's like I'm not feeling emotions somatically.

Because of this, I always find myself confused as to whether or not I'm actually feeling an emotion or not? During times like these, it triggers my imposter syndrome, and I start missing my intense emotions/mood swings.

Maybe it's the black and white thinking, too? If I'm not experiencing an intense emotion, I think I don't have BPD. But when those emotions come back, I'm like, "Yeah. There it is..." and I want to die all over again.

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10 months ago

A Poem that Baylie Sherard my oc would write about his brother :3 im not much a poet but yeah, based off of a prompt cuz im UNORIGINAL

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