Hatsune Skiku

Leak the fight club letterboxd list

Almost exactly one year ago, my Dad made fun of some some cosplayers heading to the annual anime convention. This single mention sent me on the following sequence of thoughts and actions:

Remembering that I always wanted to go to anime conventions back in high school but was scared of my family disapproving.

Realizing that, now that I'm an adult with my own car and money, I can go without even telling anyone.

Realizing that, if I went, I'd want to cosplay.

Realizing that, even though I thought of myself as male at the time, the only cosplay that was appealing to me were female characters, specifically Hitori Gotoh from Bocchi the Rock.

Studying and practicing makeup to see if I could pass as a woman, specifically Hitori.

Despairing that I would never know enough makeup to pass as a woman.

Realizing from the crippling dysphoria I was suddenly feeling (and a bunch of other shit that I'd repressed for years) that I was trans.

Coming out to a bunch of people.

Getting laser hair removal.

Going on HRT.

Buying a $32.99 Hitori Gotoh cosplay set.

Buying a ticket for the local anime convention.

And tomorrow I'll go to the convention wearing the cosplay that sparked my transition. Thank you, Bocchi!

The sun's so lovely~

東京総合車両センター。

Average 8-10th minute of prog rock:

Also the reverse situation of me listening to Sailor's Tale for the n-th time and at that one point past the half again being like "yo is someone drilling in the distance outside of the window?" cos that one sound is EXACTLY what someone drilling somewhere in the distance would sound, I live in a block of flats so there would be just that reverb between my block and the opposite one like I'm not even complaining that sound is cool

>listening to nin

>hear a new layer to song ive relistened to over and over

>"wow i cant believe i never noticed this before! i wonder what kind of synth he used. its very forboding in a specific way only nin can achieve"

>pause song to write post praising nin

>the synth specifically keeps playing despite the rest of the song being paused

>look outside window

>garbage truck

Me when the when when Quanxi chainsaw man

sickens me to my stomach. how dare this guy get to live my dream.

Peak

😭You didn't have to do them like this

Should I still hold out hope for hnk season 2 happening eventually?

this is my uber driver should i be scared

@gallusrostromegalus

Mood